Title: Last hope
Author:
MatsuAurorePiaring: Sakuraiba, Sakumoto (father/son), Ohmiya
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Au, angst, romance, family, drama
Summary: Sho, a famous doctor, meets Aiba, a pediatrician in the hospital he works in. They fall in love deeply but what Aiba didn't expect was his lover's son who doesn't seem ready to accept him so easily.
Part 4:
Aiba opened his eyes with a yawn and smiled, realizing he was still in Sho's arms who was deep asleep, his face against his neck. The young doctor felt his heart warming in happiness, being here was just so natural. He had heard Jun leaving the house two hours ago, the meaning they could act like a couple for the whole morning.
"Masa..." Sho mumbled in his sleep when Aiba tried to leave the bed, the older's grip tightening around him. The pediatrician smiled, drawing a path on Sho's cheek with the tip of his fingers. His lover frowned and opened his eyes slowly.
"Hi."
"Sorry, I woke you up." Aiba apologized.
Mmm... I was awake." Sho yawned, his eyes barely open. Aiba chuckled and kissed him softly before trying to get up. "Stay here." Sho groaned.
"I need a shower and I'm hungry."
"I can eat you." Sho joked.
"Don't tempt me." Aiba smirked, standing up and looking for his boxer under Sho's hungry eyes.
"Can't you stay naked?" The doctor whined.
"Baka. Get up, lazy doctor and feed me."
"Oi! I swear I'll fuck you with just your blouse as clothe."
"Want to play at the doctor and nurse?" Aiba teased, licking his lips. Sho's eyes shone in desire.
"Oh yes."
"Later if you are a good boy." Aiba smirked, putting his boxer and leaving the bedroom to cook something as Sho seemed to be a true catastrophe in a kitchen. The young man started to prepare their breakfast while humming a song happily. It felt so perfect to be here. As if he was a member of the small family and could take care of them. He really want to be Jun's second papa as he loved the young lonely boy but it seemed Jun wouldn't accept to share his daddy so easily. He had to make his place without giving Jun the feeling of stealing his father.
"What are you thinking about?" Sho asked, wrapping him from behind and kissing his naked shoulder.
"At how good it would feel to be a part of this family." Aiba said shyly.
"I would love too. If you could be Jun's second daddy, life would be perfect." Sho whispered, laying kisses on Aiba's skin.
"I hope Jun will accept me."
"He will. He will realize we both need you. Mmm I love this birthmark." Sho smiled.
"Let me cook or you won't eat anything." Aiba chuckled.
"I told you I would eat you."
"Pervert. We made love 5 times last night, wasn't it enough?" Aiba chuckled.
"Nah. I wanted you for a long time and remember I didn't have the time to fuck before."
"When was the last time?" Aiba asked with surprise.
"Before you? Mmm, three years ago. I fucked with a guy at a party when I was drunk."
"Three years?!" Aiba's eyes widened. "But you're so sexy, don't tell me it's hard for you to find someone!"
"When you have a son and you are the surgery's chief of a big hospital, it is." Sho smiled. "I haven't the time to have a sex life. At least, not with someone who isn't at hospital. I haven't the time to go to parties, Jun needs me and with the hospital..."
"You've sacrificed your personal life a lot." Aiba nodded.
"Yes but I wasn't unhappy. Okay, I really missed sex but seeing Jun happy is the most important for me." Sho shrugged.
"I wish I will be able to make him happy too." Aiba grinned.
"Me too. I'll talk to him later."
But Aiba didn't know 'later' would be so long. They were dating for 8 months now and the pediatrician started to get bored of hiding all the time. They weren't acting like a real couple, always making love at hospital or at home when Jun wasn't here because Aiba was too loud in bed. They also couldn't kiss like they wanted. It started to make Aiba sad because he loved Sho and Jun but wanted to be a real part of their family. He felt like someone who you had to hide, like a shame while he was proud of his relationship with Sho. The hospital's coworkers knew for them as they had caught them kissing several times but anytime Jun came, they became the friends they had to be. It started to hurt Aiba, sadness eating his heart and to not show anything, the pediatrician started to avoid his lover. He hated that but this situation was becoming unbearable and he wouldn't stand it too long if it continued. 8 months of hidden relationship was too much for him.
"Masa, Jun wanted you to eat with us tonight." Sho asked as the two doctors were practicing a surgery on a young boy. Since they dated, Sho had started to work more with Aiba, loving to practice with him.
"I'm busy." Aiba said, not raising his head. The interns stared at each other with shock. It wasn't like Aiba to act like that. Does the couple had had a fight.
"Really?"
"Hun. I have to stay at hospital. Scalpel, please." Aiba held out his hand to the nurse next to him.
"You could ask an intern to watch over your patients, with your beeper, they can contact you anytime."
"No."
"Masaki!"
"Okay, let's say it more clearly." Aiba raised his face, sadness and anger shining in his eyes. "I don't want to come nor make love with you tonight." The doctor snapped.
"Aiba!" Sho exclaimed, blushing when all the personal gasped.
"Close the wound for me, I've a headache." Aiba said coldly and left the room, throwing his gloves hungrily.
The doctor regretted his words but he couldn't stand this situation anymore. It was too hard. Taking a black coffee, Aiba sat on the sofa before Sho entered the room several minutes later.
"What was that?!" Sho asked angrily.
"It was just the way to show you I'm fed up." Aiba said calmly, looking at his magazine.
"I don't understand, it's not like you to act like that."
"Because I can't stand this situation anymore." Aiba replied.
"Eh?"
"I can't stand being your dirty secret because you haven't the balls to talk to your son!!!" Aiba yelled.
"I told you I was waiting for the good moment!"
"Eight months ago, Sho!!! I love Jun and I want to be here for him but I won't stay the guy you fuck in secret as if you were married!"
"I'll talk to him!"
"When?! You say that everyday and I'm pissed off! We always kiss in secret, we can't touch each other in front of him and we have to fuck in a fucking hospital for God's sake!!!!" Aiba screamed angrily.
"Masaki, please..." Sho tried to hug Aiba but the doctor pushed him away.
"No!! I'm not an idiot! If you don't talk to him before Sunday, it's over!"
"You can't do that." Sho gasped in horror. "I love you!"
"If you really loved me, you would be proud to date me. You would like me to become a part of your family! You wouldn't lie to your own son for 8 fucking months!!!" Aiba cried, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I promise I'll talk to him but don't leave me, Masaki. Please. Not you." Sho implored with despair, hugging the doctor who struggled before letting it go when Sho kissed him. "I swear I love you and want you to be Jun's second papa but I'm scared of his reaction. I don't want to lose him."
"Don't you think you will lose him more if you keep lying. He isn't an idiot and if he finds out the truth by himself, he will be very angry." Aiba sobbed.
"I'm so sorry, Masa. I should have seen I was hurting you. I'll talk to him this week-end."
"No need to." The two doctors jumped and turned around to see Jun staring at them with angry eyes, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Jun... I can explain..." Sho tried to approach his son who moved back.
"You lied to me. I knew it. You two were too close to be simple friends but I thought you would have told me. I thought you wouldn't have lied despite the fact I said I didn't want another daddy. You lied to me." Jun's voice broke.
"Babe, I swear I wanted to tell you but I was scared of your reaction." Sho protested.
"I hate you." Jun said coldly and left the room, running.
"Jun!!!" Sho screamed, running after his son but when the doctor passed the doors of the hospital, Jun had already disappeared. "Jun!!!" Sho screamed in the street, getting weird looks from the passing by.
"Have you found him?" Aiba asked, running toward Sho.
"No, he has disappeared." Sho said with panic.
"Let's find him."
"But the hospital..."
"I've warned them. Let's go."
"Okay. We can check the house first."
They both took Sho's Cadillac but once at home, they didn't find him.
"Where can we find him?"
"My mother's house." Sho ordered.
"Sho? What are you doing here?" His mother blinked.
"Does Jun is here?"
"No. Why? Did you have a fight?"
"Sort of. He ran away and I can't find him!!! It's my fault, if I hadn't lied to him!" Sho screamed in panic.
"Calm down, Sho. Panicking won't help. Have you checked his school?"
"No, I..." Sho's voice stopped when his phone rang. "Moshi moshi."
"Sho, it's me."
"Satoshi? What's wrong, I'm kind of busy."
"Jun is with me."
"What?!"
"I found him crying in front of my door. He isn't well, he said you were a liar."
"I'm coming."
"Wait. I don't know what happened between you two but don't come. I think it's better if he stays with Kazu and me for the night. Come tomorrow and we'll talk."
"But..."
"Trust me, Sho. He needs some time."
"Okay. I'll come tomorrow morning."
"Thank you."
Sho hung up, staring at his phone with shaking hands.
"He is with Satoshi."
"Your brother?" Aiba asked.
"Hun. He will stay with them for the night, I'll pick him up tomorrow."
"He will calm down." Aiba patted Sho's shoulder but the doctor shook his head.
"You were right, I'm a coward. I've betrayed him." Sho whispered.
"He will understand, you were scared of his reaction."
"I've fucked up. I've spoilt everything."
"Sho, Jun loves you, he will calm down." Sho's mother said softly.
"You don't understand!!!" Sho yelled. "We've never fought before! I've hurt him! He said he hated me!!!"The doctor cried.
"He doesn't hate you. I've seen you two almost everyday for eight months and you are too close, Jun can't hate you, he loves you too much to hate you." Aiba took his lover's hand.
"I can't lose him, Masaki. My son is all I have, I can't lose him."
"Don't worry, everything will be fine." Aiba wrapped his lover in his arms. "Let's go home and I'll come with you tomorrow to help you to explain."
"Thank you." Sho whispered.
"Sho, Jun loves you, he will forgive you." Sho's mother smiled.
"Hun."
Aiba laid his head on Sho's chest when they came home.
"It's my fault." Aiba whispered.
"No. You were right, I should have told him a long time ago. I messed up everything and it's not your fault. I fact, it's mine. I made you suffer because of my selfishness." Sho sighed while stroking Aiba's arm.
"You are already amazing, you can't be perfect. We will talk to him and he will forgive you. And whatever his reaction is, I will never ask you to choose between us. If Jun rejects me, I'll let you in peace."
"No!!"
"Sho, your son is the most important, you won't choose between us if he rejects me."
"But I want you too."
"I know and I feel the same. But..."
"Let's not talk about it. We'll see tomorrow." Sho kissed Aiba's temple.
****
"Hello, Sho." Ohno smiled when they rang the next day. Aiba was surprised to know that his brother's lover was his lover's brother. Satoshi didn't look like Sho at all. Short with chubby cheeks and a sleepy look, he was the opposite of the doctor.
"Hello, Ohchan."
"Hi, Aiba-chan. Kazu is here." Ohno smiled and let them enter the big apartment. Ohno was a known artist and his success brought him lots of money, though, he liked to live simply even if his apartment was big, there wasn't any sign of luxury inside.
"Ma-chan!" Nino grinned from the kitchen.
"Hey, how are you my brat, it's been a while since you came home." Aiba hugged his brother with a smile.
"I'm moving in with Satoshi."
"Congratulation." Aiba exclaimed as Ohno was wrapping his arm around Nino's waist with a possessive look.
"My old man can be very convincing." Nino smirked.
"Kazu is easy to convince when you use sex." Ohno chuckled.
"Hey!" Nino smacked his head with an offended look.
"I won't miss his screams when you two fucked." Aiba laughed.
"I can't help it if Toshi is amazing in bed, though, a bit rough."
"You love when I'm rough." Ohno smiled sleepily, kissing his gamer's neck.
"Maybe. But you also love when I lead you." Nino smirked.
"Jun is in the living room." Ohno looked at Sho with a sad smile.
"Thank you." Sho walked toward the room and found his son on the sofa, his arms wrapped around his legs, looking at the ground with empty eyes. "Honey?" Sho said softly. Jun jumped and raised his face to look away some seconds later.
"What are you doing here?"
"We need to talk, don't you think?"
"I don't want to talk to you."
"Jun, babe, please. I swear I hated lying to you but when I tried to tell you about Masaki, you always said you didn't want a second papa. I thought you would hate me if I told you."
"Because lying was better?" Jun asked sarcastically.
"No. It was bad. I'm deeply sorry but I was waiting for you to be ready. You like Aiba and Masaki loves you, he wants to take care of you too."
"It's true." Aiba approached them and knelt in front of Jun. "I'm also sorry, Jun. But I love your papa and I wanted you to accept me as your daddy or even your friend." Aiba tried to touch Jun's knee but the boy pushed him hand roughly.
"Don't touch me! I hate you!!!"
"Honey..."
"I trusted you, Aiba-sensei. I thought you were my friend but you lied and made a fool of me!"
"It wasn't my intention." Aiba said softly.
"It's my fault, Jun, don't blame him."
"I don't care. I don't want someone like you!" Jun spitted, throwing a death glare to Aiba whose heart broke.
"Jun, enough!" Sho ordered.
"I knew it... I knew you would leave me and choose him!" Jun cried and stood up but Sho wrapped him in his arms.
"I will never choose someone else than you. You're my son, my pride, you're my first priority, Jun, I love you more than anything." Sho whispered.
"And if I asked you to leave him?" Jun stared at his father with determinate eyes.
"I will never choose someone else than you. Nobody will never separate us but I won't leave Masaki because you reject him. I love him, he makes me happy."
"Because I don't?"
"You make me incredibly happy, Jun but I need someone by my side to raise you and to love me in a different way than you do."
"I don't want him, I hate him!" Jun snapped.
"Then, you will have to deal with it because I won't leave Masaki. I love him."
"I won't talk to him."
"It's sad you react like that. You've always been an amazing son, Jun. Always mature and thinking about the others, why are you reacting so nastily?"
"He doesn't deserve you."
"I'm not perfect, Jun."
"You're too good to him."
"Jun!" Sho snapped.
"I won't ever accept him!"
"Too bad, you'll have to live with the fact I won't leave him. Come on, we have to go home." But Jun stood up and made his way outside without a word.
"He needs time to accept." Ohno patted his brother's shoulder.
"I hope he will. I'm sorry Masa."
"He is angry, I understand. I'll do everything to make him accept me."
"It's a good beginning. Now, if you can excuse us, we wanted to fuck." Nino smirked.
"Pervert." Aiba groaned and Sho chuckled, taking his lover's hand to leave the apartment.
"Move in with us." Sho asked.
"Eh?"
"Jun will accept you more easily if he saw you everyday."
"I don't think it's a good idea." Aiba said carefully.
"We have to try. Don't worry, he will finally forgive us and love you." Sho kissed his lover who nodded.
They just had to hope for Jun to accept their relationship but maybe this time, it wouldn't go on as well as they wanted to.
To be continued...
A/N: First at all, I’m sorry because there wasn’t sex in this one and worst, our Sakuraiba fought and Jun was pretty mean to Aiba TT but don’t worry, sexy parts are not over, our two perverts will fuck like rabbits later xD And for Jun, don’t hate him too much please, you will understand why he rejects Aiba so much later J See you soon for the next chapter J