Title: For love
Author:
MatsuaurorePairing: Sakuraiba
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Summary: Aiba, an 18 years old boy, runs away from his violent stepfather. A tragic ending seems predicted for him and hope, a far memory until one day, Aiba moves in Tokyo and meets Sho in a station. Maybe hope isn't completely lost and this man is the only one able to save him.
PART 2:
"I've made your breakfast." Sho pushed a trail full of amazing things, Aiba's stomach growling in hunger.
"Thank you."
Sho's breath cut when Aiba smiled widely. It was the first time he was seeing him smile and the view was amazing. All his face was shining like a little sun and all the sadness disappeared.
"Your smile is beautiful." Sho whispered, stroking Aiba's cheek.
"Thank you."
"I've bought you some cream for your lower part."
"Eh?"
"At the way you were walking yesterday and your explanations, I figured out this son of whore didn't just beat you."
"I..." Tears started to roll down Aiba's cheek and Sho pulled him in his arms.
"I'm here, Masaki. Nobody will ever hurt you again, I'll protect you from everything on this earth." Sho whispered. Aiba raised his face with grateful eyes.
"I love you." Aiba smiled widely.
"I love you too." Sho grinned before kissing his lover.
Yes. It was as simple as that. He loved him with all his heart. Nobody would understand but Sho also knew nothing could explain this situation. It was an evidence. It was love. It was fate. They were just born to love each other and Aiba understood Sho had captured his body and mind with these so deep and kind eyes.
Nothing and nobody can judge people
Who love each other
Neither their desire
Neither the insanity that torture them, baby
This loneliness in this wagon was far away
Golden jail
You were imprisoned forever in his lagoon, baby
With him
It was the paradise on earth
You even found your smile burnt in a spoon
For love, for love
It's all you could say
For love, for love
Nothing is impossible
For love, for love
It's all you could say
For love, for love
"Sho-chan, yamerooooooo!!!!" Aiba laughed loudly as Sho was making him spin in his arms.
"You stole my cookie!" Sho chuckled.
"I'm sorry, please!!!" Aiba coughed as he was laughing too much.
"And how will you apologize?" Sho asked while putting Aiba down. The younger blushed and wrapped his lover's neck to kiss him, pressing their bodies.
"Masa... No..." Sho protested as Aiba's fingers started to unbutton his shirt.
"Why?" Aiba asked sadly. "Do I disgust you?"
"Baka! No, I want it more than ever but I don't want to hurt you. It's been only three months since..." Sho's voice died.
"I know. But I trust you. I love you and want to show it to you."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes." Aiba said with determinate eyes.
"I'll be soft, then." Sho raised his lover in his arms and brought him in their bedroom.
They were together for three months and even if it was still difficult, they managed to find their happiness in each other's arms. Aiba was less scared of meeting his stepfather in the street and was working hard to finish his studies and enter a vet university. Sho had lots of problems with his father who wanted to disown him that's why the musician was working harder to be famous and win enough to let them both live decently. The young man had stopped taking drugs, his only drug was Aiba now and despite the difficulties, the two lovers were happier than ever, both finding in the other a reason to fight everyday.
Baby
You didn't want to let time destroy you
You had found your smile
You were strong again, I know
You were both lost abandoned children
You became two lovers against the world, baby
Little mermaid
You swam in the ambulance
Walking around among people
Dreaming for a less boring life
I know
You had grown up with him
And you would die with him
He was the only able to give you a life
Baby
Your face had found its light
Calm boy
Will you become a murderer, who knows?
For his beautiful eyes
Nothing was impossible anymore
It was flaw's love
Risk's love
Baby
"Sho..." Aiba moaned as his lover was hitting his sweet spot, their bodies moving together in a perfect sync. Masaki didn't know making love could be so amazing after what his stepfather had done. But it was Sho. His lover was so perfect, took care of him so well. Despite the nightmares, Aiba had started to move on and to become stronger, refusing to let his trauma spoil and lead his life. He had found Sho. He had someone able to appease his fears and doubts and nothing counted beside what they were sharing.
"Ma-chan..." Sho gasped as both were coming in loud moans of pleasure. Aiba's body was still trembling because of the orgasm, a wave of happiness piercing his heart.
"I love you so much, Sho-chan." Aiba whispered.
"Me too, Boo." Sho smiled, wrapping his lover in his arms and letting sleep take them away.
Aiba spent the best night of his life, none nightmares waking him up. Sho's arms were just protecting him from everything.
"Sho?" Aiba yawned as his lover was leaving their bed.
"I'm coming back, babe. I have some auditions today and I promise you I'll succeed. We'll leave this town and will build a new life just the two of us, my angel." Sho kissed his lover before leaving the apartment.
Every morning
He woke up at dawn
He told you "My fairy, I'm just going to look for gold
You know,
The world tries to make us useless,
Look at me, you're my man,
I'll do everything to make us leave"
For love, for love
It's all you could say
For love, for love
Nothing is impossible
For love, for love
It's all you could say
For love, for love
"MASAKI!!!" Aiba jumped when his lover's voice scream his name.
"Sho..." Aiba gasped when Sho's body bumped into his and the older raised him in his arms.
"I did it!! I have signed a contract!!"
"Hontou?!!" Aiba gasped and hugged his lover happily.
"It's because of you, babe. You gave me the strength to do it and the inspiration I needed." Sho whispered.
"I did nothing." Aiba giggled.
"You do. Because you exist in my world, I don't need anything else. I'm addicted to you." Sho kissed his lover lovingly.
Baby
You became his only heroin
You were going to succeed, baby
Without egoism
I know
You both told goodbye to the hell
Goodbye to ephemeral dreams
That rolled in your veins, baby
Soon life without poison or artifices
Love, fresh water
And smiles without acid, I know
You were beautiful, baby
You were his, you were a queen
And alive in a dying world, baby
Aiba sighed in happiness as he was closing the last box full of clothes. They were finally moving, leaving this place to build new memories together. Sho was working a lot for several months and his agency was very happy by his success. The musician had finally cut all bonds with his tyrannical father and was wining enough money for them to take a new apartment. Aiba had passed his exams with success and will enter the University of his Dreams but still worked in a konbini to help his lover for the rent of their apartment. They were living simply, without any luxurious things around them but were happier than ever because they were together. Aiba's stepfather had found him one day but Sho was with his lover and had almost killed the man who wanted his "son" back. For the first time in five years, Aiba was finding peace and happiness, forgetting the painful past to build a bright future with his lover. Aiba felt so lucky to have met Sho. Nothing could explain why or who planned their meeting. Fate? God? Life? It wasn't important as long as these two soul mates were together. Theyhad been created to love each other, Aiba knew it. If not, what could explain they had fallen in love at first sight? But they didn't need any explanations, the most important was their new future. Together.
"Masaki, I'm on my way, baby. I'm here in ten minutes." Sho said through the line. "Me too, I can't wait to have you in my arms. Tomorrow will be a new beginning, I'm so impatient, I..." Sho's voice died, his eyes widening when a car crashed into him.
"Sho? Sho? What's wrong? Moshi moshi?" Aiba screamed through the phone.
"SHO!!!!!!"
There are things that life doesn't explain
There are persons that death takes away from you
And doesn't give back to you, baby
This car, this speed
And your man on the windscreen
A broken woman driving
You know
Her, too had found the man of her life
But found him in their bed with her best friend
Baby
In her car she thought
She could forget
Forgotten to brake
And crashed down
Into your beloved one
Aiba shivered when the rain started to fall, Sho's coffin being put under earth. The young man approached the big hole as it was his turn to speak. There were many people. Sho's parents, their best friends and some friends of Sho that Aiba didn't know.
"Sho-chan..." Aiba said in a sob. "I met you in this station ten months ago. I was alone and lost because I had run away from my violent stepfather. I bumped into you and at the second our eyes met, I understood I was in love with you..." The young man bit his lip. "You brought me at your home and healed my wounds. But in all these months, you didn't just heal my physical wounds. You also healed my pains, my heart. You gave me something nobody could understand. You were like that, giving everything without asking in return. You gave me a place to live, you gave me arms where nuzzling, you gave me a home where I could find courage and will to be stronger. I think I was born to love you. You were my soul mate, my evidence. You were the only one able to make me smile and to understand me. As months passed, you did everything to make me happy. You protected me, took care of me and loved me like no one else did before. You said you wanted to take me away far from here to build a new life and to forget our wounds. We were going to leave this painful past but fate seemed to disagree because he took you away from me. You were only 25 years old and it's so unfair. We had all our life, we had so many things to live. You wanted to become a famous musician known in the world but just had the time to be known in Japan. I wish I could be the one in this coffin because you didn't deserve to die. Not now. Not without me. You hadn't the right to leave me alone. The persons who were able to reject an amazing man like you should be at your place. If I was your parents, I would be proud to have a son like you. We say time heals our wounds but there are wounds that we can't heal like the one I have now because you were the only one able to heal my heart. There are so many things I wanted to tell you but you left before. Baka Sho, you were so shy when it comes to talk about your feelings though, you knew how to show them better than no one else. I love you so much. I'm so happy I met you but at the same time I hate you for leaving me alone in this cruel world. It hurts so much, Sho. I don't know how to survive without you. Do you remember one day when you told me I was your heroin? I laughed so much though, you were also my drug. Without my dose, I'm not able to live. I'm addicted to you. What am I going to be without you? I can't walk without you, I can't even stand up. Sho-chan... I love you so much... I..." Aiba's voice died. The young man threw the rose in the hole and joined Sho's parents. Sho's mother hugged him tightly while crying. They didn't know each other but Aiba knew he would have loved her like a mother if they had met before.
"You're not alone, dear." She whispered in his ear.
But Aiba knew it was a lie. Whatever people could say or do, without Sho, he was lost and alone. Without his reason to live, nothing was important in this fucking rotten world.
For one week, Aiba stayed in their apartment, crying and drinking to forget his pain. But when alcohol left his blood, pain was coming back.
"I can't bear it anymore." Aiba opened the drawer were there was Sho's old gun. His lover had bought it for him when Aiba was scared of being attacked by his stepfather. He didn't know it would be used for himself.
Taking a picture of Sho, Aiba sat on the sofa and raised the gun, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Wait for me, Sho." Aiba opened his mouth and put the gun, his finger on the trigger. After a deep breath and a last sob, Aiba pushed on the trigger, a loud 'bang' resounding in the apartment. His body collapsed on the sofa, blood already falling on the ground.
Baby
Please, don't give up
Stand up
You will find him again
In Heaven
He will wait for you
Baby
Everybody knows
Without him it will be hard
You have lost your refuge
The only remedy for your wounds
Baby
Please, don't do that
For love
Stop it
Put this gun down
Don't test your bravery
Think about the lagoon
Think about your dreams
Why are you holding
This canon
So close
To your lips
Baby?
For love, for love
It's all you could say
For love, for love
Nothing is impossible
For love, for love
It's all you could say
For love, for love
Aiba opened his eyes with a moan. He was in a bed but where?
"Don't move, you're still weak." A soft voice said from a dark corner of the room.
"What happened?" Aiba panicked, looking around him.
"I found you in Tokyo station, you were unconscious. What were you doing here?"
"I..." Aiba's eyes filled with tears. "I ran away from my stepfather." After some seconds, Aiba gasped as memories were coming back."I made a weird dream."
"You were unconscious for one week, I thought you were dead."The man finally left the shadow of the bedroom and approached Aiba.
Masaki's eyes widened when his look met the man's.
"What's your name?"
"Masaki. I'm Aiba Masaki." Aiba stammered, blushing deeply.
"You're so beautiful." The man stroked his cheek with a soft warm smile. Aiba closed his eyes.
"I was waiting for you since I was born, Sho." Aiba whispered, making Sho blink.
"Me too." Sho grinned and pulled Aiba in a deep kiss.
For all these people who live for love
For all the ones who lost themselves for love
For all these hearts that hold on for love
For all these women who stay for love
For all these men who hide themselves for love
For all these lives spoilt for love
For all these people who die for love
And for all the ones who survive for love
In an apartment, a young man full of life was laughing loudly as another one was making him turn in his arms with a playfully smile.
Yes, there were born to meet and love each other and nobody could explain why. But who said love could be explained?
Owari~
A/N: Ouch, that was a long one shot xD It's been a while since I needed to cut a fic to post it on LJ xD
So, as you can see, I failed miserably to write a sad end and made a dream of all the story to allow Aiba and Sho to meet and live happy together without this tragic ending xD Sho should have definitely died like the song explains but what do you want, I'm too weak to make an Arashi die xD This song is a French song that I like a lot because the lyrics are very beautiful, though, very sad and I think there are persons that love saves when they are going through very hard things. So, a sad but fluffy story for this time, I should really work hard to make sad ending sometimes xD
Hope you liked it J
PS: Have you seen Jun’s new hair style? Kyaaaa Kami-sama heard my prayers and Jun finally did my favorite hair style again TT it’s even better than the first one in 2012 TT this guy is going to give me a heart attack on day xD *useless babble over xD*