A minute to change your life (2/2)
Title: A minute to change your life
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Ohmiya and Sakumoto as main pairings, Ohma (OhnoxToma)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, comedy, angst, romance, m-preg
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own them T.T
Summary: When the love of your life is going to marry someone else, how can you do to stop this nightmare? And if you could change your fate in one minute to take back your happiness?
Part 2:
Nino's pov:
"Tomorrow you will be all mine." I whispered in Satoshi's ear. My teddy bear nodded, looking unsure about his decision. "Everything will be all right, babe."
"Kazu... Kiss me, please, I need you to kiss me a last time." Satoshi implored. I smiled and brought our lips in a deep kiss, my hand traveling toward the small of his back.
"I love you." I whispered before letting him go.
It was maybe the second happiest day of my life. The first was when Satoshi agreed to date me. We still needed to clarify things but if he came back to me, it was almost enough.
I left the wedding earlier to prepare my luggage's, not wanting to be late the next day. I didn't want to spoil things nor to lose Toshi a second time. We would meet at OUR place. The place where I confessed to him seven years ago. It was far from Tokyo, four hours of car but this place meant so much to us. There was a small house there and nobody would find us. It was like escaping with the future spouse or with a boyfriend your family didn't approve. I felt as if I was 16 again.
I barely slept, too excited about the meeting and went to work with annoyance. I was leading a company of programmers in video games and if I won lots of money, I also worked a lot. But I didn't complain, I loved my job except today as I was too impatient to find my boyfriend.
I left earlier not to be late and drove carefully out of Tokyo. The house was lost in the farther suburb, almost in the forest and the way wasn't very easily to drive. The night was already getting down and I checked my clock. 10 p.m. Perfect, I wouldn't be late and would find Toshi in an hour. But it seemed fate didn't agree when a loud noise resounded and my car suddenly stopped.
"Shit!" I growled and left my car to check the motor. Smoke was leaving the cowling, a very bad sign. Shit, why does my car chose to break the day I needed it the most?!!! I grabbed my phone to call for help as nobody would pass here at this hour. No web. Shit shit shit!!! I was lost in the middle of nowhere and couldn't reach anyone! And Satoshi was waiting for me! He would never forgive me if I didn't come. "Alright, I should walk, maybe I'll arrive in time." I mumbled and started my way, shivering because of the dark. It was kind of scaring to walk alone in this place.
Of course, I lost my way. When I finally reached a house, I had several missed calls from Toshi.
"I knew I couldn't count on you, as always. I looked ridiculous. Don't ever come back in my life, Ninomiya!"
Tears started to roll down my cheeks. I had definitely lost the love of my life and it wasn't even my fault.
****
Jun's pov:
"Oh! Sho, yes!!!" I moaned, moving faster on top of him, the water of the bathtub wetting the wall.
"Jun... Baby... So close..." Sho smacked our lips as we were both coming. I collapsed on him, out of breath. Sho cupped my face with a happy smile and kissed me softly.
"Sho... Hard again..." I whined.
"Let's go to bed." Sho lifted me in his arms and threw me all wet on the king-sized bed to climb on me. My boyfriend started to kiss my belly with tenderness before catching my lips. I loved him so much since this night at Satoshi's wedding, 8 months ago. After this day, Sho had called me and we had started to date despite the fact he was married. He promised me he would leave his wife but was waiting for the good moment and I trusted him. After all, he loved me too, he was as addicted to me as I was to him. We saw each other everyday and made love with passion several times per day. He was so good in bed but not just in sex. We also talked about lots of things and went to the cinema, museum, restaurant... I had never been so happy.
As Sho was asleep after a torrid second round, I stood up and joined the bathroom. I had love bites everywhere but I mostly couldn't take my eyes of my body. Through the mirror, I stroked my almost flat belly that would soon grow bigger. Happiness won my heart at the thought about the little life inside me. It was from Sho. From the man I loved more than anything. I had been so surprised about my state, I didn't think I would be one of this little percentage of men who could give birth. My phone buzzed and I answered with a smile.
"Hi, Kazu!" After the wedding, Nino had dived into a deep depression and I had helped him as much as possible so, it brought us closer.
"How is your little one?" Nino asked.
"The last check was good. I don't know the gender yet."
"Did you tell Sho?"
"I'm going to. When he will wake up."
"Jun... He is married."
"And he promised me to leave her. I trust him."
"Okay. I'll pick you up in 30 minutes."
"Thanks Kaz'." I jumped when two arms wrapped me from behind.
"Who was it?" Sho yawned.
"Kazu."
"How is he?" Sho asked while kissing my naked shoulder.
"Better. He still suffers because of his break-up with Satoshi but he will overcome it. And... Sho...." I gasped when Sho slipped inside me.
"I've always dreamed to do it in front of a mirror." Sho licked my neck hungrily, his hips starting to move.
"Kazu...will pick...me up in 30...minutes..."
"I'll fuck you hard and fast, then." Sho whispered. "Look at us." My boyfriend ordered. I blushed a bit when I saw him through the mirror. He was fucking me hard and fast, groaning against my shoulder. I arched my head back with a moan of pleasure, I knew I wouldn't last long.
"Sho... Make me come... Please..."
"Jun... Baby... I love you so much..." Sho moved harder, making me come. I tightened around him, feeling his hot semen inside me.
"I have to go." I sighed in regret some minutes later and grabbed my scattered clothes. "Sho?"
"Hun?"
"I have something to tell you."
"Go on, babe." Sho stretched his back.
"I'm pregnant." I grinned. Sho froze and turned around with a pale face.
"What?!"
"Three months in two days." I raised my shirt to show him the little bump.
"How..."
"Well, you are fucking me for eight months and we never used condoms so, it's kind of normal." I smirked.
"You never told me you could get pregnant." Sho said coldly. Okay, what does the problem was?
"Because I didn't know I could. Will you come for the next sonogram, I want to know the gender, I'm so impatient!" I grinned, stroking my belly.
"I'm married, Jun."
"You said you would leave her, so, it's not a problem. Ask for a divorce." I shrugged.
"I can't leave her, Jun."
"What?!" I was appalled, my face losing its colors.
"I can't leave her, my parents won't accept it."
"But you said..."
"Because you were harassing me everyday!"
"You lied to me..." I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"No. I love you, Jun but it's complicated. I can't have a child with you."
"Bastard..." I growled.
"Jun, I..." Sho made a step toward me but I moved back.
"I'll have this child, Sho and you will never approach him. It's over." I said coldly, grabbing my bag and leaving his apartment under his calls.
"Jun, no, please..."
I ran away, taking my phone to call Nino.
"Jun? I'm here in..."
"Kazu, hurry up please!" I sobbed.
"What's wrong?"
"He doesn't want this child... You were right... He was using me..." I cried.
"Jun!!" I turned my head to see Sho running after me.
"Leave me alone!!" I yelled, running faster.
"Jun, calm down, I'm here in some..."
"JUN!!!!" Sho screamed in fear.
I didn't see the car when I crossed and closed my eyes before a horrible pain hit my body.
"Jun!!!" I heard Sho's desperate voice calling.
"Sho..." I whispered weakly.
"I'm here my love. Don't talk. Call an ambulance!!!" Sho yelled and I saw Nino with a white shocked face next to him.
"I feel tired..."
"No, Jun, stay with me, don't close your eyes!!" Sho took my hands.
"So cold..."
"Baby, please, hold on. Think about our baby."
I smiled weakly. Did he say 'our' baby?
"Save him, please."
"We will save you both. And after, I'll leave my wife and we will raise our baby together."
"I love you Sho."
"Me too, babe. I'm so sorry. Please, don't leave me." Sho cried. It was the first time I was seeing him crying.
"Sho?"
"What, babe?"
"I wished it was a boy." I smiled before closing my eyes.
"Jun?! Jun!!!!"
****
Nino's pov:
"Kazu!!!" Satoshi yelled while entering the hospital in panic.
"Satoshi, here!"
"What happened?! Where is Jun?!" My ex screamed, trembling like hell.
"He... The car... He didn't see the car and crossed the road..."
"How is he?! Kazu, how is my brother?!"
"I'm so sorry, Toshi." I sobbed and he turned his head when he heard loud cries. Sho was on a chair, his face in his hands, crying.
"No..." Satoshi chocked out.
"I'm sorry, Satoshi."
"No... It's not possible... Not him... Not Jun..."
"The baby didn't suffer if it might help."
"The baby?"
"He was pregnant. Three months."
"He was..." Sato fell on his knees, too shocked to even react.
"Jun didn't suffer too."
"Jun..." Satoshi lowered his head, crying silently.
"I'll help you to overcome that, Satoshi. I'm here for you."
"Don't approach me." He snapped, pushing my hand away.
"But..."
"Don't you dare using my dead brother to get closer to me!!! Bastard!!" Satoshi yelled between his sobs.
"Satoshi, I don't..."
"Get out of my life, Ninomiya!!!!" My ex screamed and ran away.
"Satoshi!!!" I yelled.
"Kazu?! Kazu?!"
I jumped, seeing Satoshi calling me.
"What..."
"Hurry up, the guests are coming!"
I stared at my hands and saw the tags in my palms. What was that? Was it a dream?! I blinked when I saw Jun greeting his brother. He was alive. So, everything was a dream? But was it a presentiment? A warning? I stared at the tags and decided to put it by chance. We would see what will happen. If fate would give us a second chance.
"Jun!!" I hugged my friend tightly, making him gasp.
"Hello, Kazu."
"I'm sure the love of your life is here tonight. Don't let him go." I whispered in his ear.
"Okay..." Jun looked at me with lost eyes. I smiled and looked for Sakurai who was with his annoying wife.
"Sakurai-kun!"
"Nino! It's been a while!" Sho smiled. I hugged him.
"Don't let your family lead your life. Follow your heart. And don't forget, we always have the choice." I whispered in his ear.
"Okay." Sho chuckled slightly.
For this second night, I didn't try anything on Satoshi. I decided to let him go because maybe I had to accept I wasn't able to make him happy. When I saw Jun and Sho leaving the restrooms with wide smiles and red cheeks, I grinned. Maybe these two could find their happy end... Jun deserved it after all.
One year later....
I rolled my eyes when I saw Jun and Sho leaving their bedroom while giggling stupidly. Stupid happy couple, I hated that.
"Hello Kazu."
"Hi."
"How was your date with Yuichi?"
"Catastrophe. He wasn't made for me."
"Well, any man who is not Satoshi, isn't made for you."
"Jun!" Sho scowled.
"He is right." I shrugged.
"Why didn't you fight more?"
"I was tired of fighting. I tried for one year, Jun."
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay. But I have to find a new apartment. With the baby coming, you will need more place." I stroked Jun's eight months belly.
"But Kazu, it's your apartment." Jun protested.
"I need something new to overcome my break-up with Sato. And I want my nephew to have the best."
"Satoshi is selling is old apartment."
"I don't know..."
"Don't be a coward." Jun took his phone before I could protest and called his brother while Sho was devouring his neck. Seriously, did they never stop?!
"Pervert!" I mouthed to Sho who stuck out his tongue. It seemed my advice worked because eight months after the wedding, when Jun told him he was pregnant, Sho immediately left his wife to live with Jun and the baby. They were living with me for four months and were happier than ever. At least, they had found their happiness.
"Satoshi will wait for you at the apartment in an hour." Jun made me jump.
"Okay." I sighed. It was stupid. I hadn't seen Toshi since the wedding and I still suffered a lot, never able to move on and to forget him. I stood up and left the apartment when Sho slipped his hand in Jun's pants, the sign loud disgusting noises would soon, resounded in the apartment.
****
"Hello." I smiled weakly to Satoshi.
"Hi. It's been a while."
"Hun. So, let's go."
We entered the apartment but I knew I wouldn't take it. It was too hard.
"Then?"
"No. It's too you, I can't."
"I'm sorry." Satoshi lowered his eyes.
"Don't worry. Do you want to go to the restaurant? My treat."
"No. Thanks. People would talk if they saw us together."
"No need to go outside, then." I smirked. I took my phone and twenty minutes later, Satoshi and I were eating sushi on the ground. "Sorry, it's not comfortable." I apologized.
"No. I love it. I loved when we did things like that when we were together." Satoshi grinned.
"Why did you leave me?" I asked out of the blue.
"Kazu..."
"I need to know. I'm going crazy, Satoshi! I need to understand why you left me!" I implored.
"Maybe because you didn't want to settle up." Satoshi said ironically.
"What?"
"Well, you never proposed me. Toma did. I wanted to build a real life."
"What?!" I exclaimed angrily, standing up.
"You are too carefree to marry, Kazu. I wanted to get married and to build a family."
"I can't believe it!" I stammered, diving my hand in my pocket. Satoshi gasped, putting his hand on his mouth. "You see this ring?! I have it for five fucking years!!! I wanted to propose you!!"
"Why did you never propose then?" Satoshi whispered with a pale face.
"Because you've never been able to take a decision by yourself!!! You were always unsure, not knowing what you wanted so, I never dared ask because I thought you would reject me!"
"Kazu..." Tears were rolling down Sato's cheeks.
"It's a torture to live without you. We've been through so many happy things together. I can't even date someone else. It hurts so much." I stroked my face with a shaking hand before Satoshi took me in his embrace.
"I'm so sorry. I thought you didn't love me enough to build your life with me."
"You know how much I love you. I would do everything for you."
"Then, will you marry me, Ninomiya Kazunari?" Satoshi asked.
I think I never grinned as much as this day.
"Yes." I grabbed his nape to kiss him hungrily, finding his so soft and full lips again. "Say it." I whispered between our mouths.
"I love you, Kazu."
"I love you too, Satoshi."
It was as if I was breathing again, as if I had found a reason to live. We made love a long time on the old bed of the apartment, tasting each other with happiness, taking all our time to show our feelings. It was the best orgasm ever.
"It was amazing." Satoshi whispered when I hugged him from behind, kissing his nape.
"Yes. So great." I pulled the blanket on us.
So, do you remember what I told you in the beginning? Do you believe in fate or presentiment? Because I do. I think we all have a fate and sometimes, we are the only one able to change it. Or maybe it's the fate itself that gives us a second chance. But I was sure about one thing. It was when life gave you a second chance, you had to cherish it and to be grateful of this luck. Now, I was going to take advantage of mine and to cherish the most precious thing of my life.
Owari :D
A/N: Here is the end! I thought it would be longer but I managed to write it in two parts xD And it was my first time writing M-preg Oo I wanted to try as Sakumoto with a baby is just too cute ;w; I wished they could have a baby together xD I would agree to be the godmother even if it doesn't exist in Japan (that's so sad! How do they do, seriously?)
So, as I miss my dear Sakumoto and Ohmiya, I'm currently writing fics with them. After my actual Sakuraiba, it will be Ohmiya and Sakumoto stories ;)
See you soon, comments are always welcome :)
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Ohmiya and Sakumoto as main pairings, Ohma (OhnoxToma)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, comedy, angst, romance, m-preg
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own them T.T
Summary: When the love of your life is going to marry someone else, how can you do to stop this nightmare? And if you could change your fate in one minute to take back your happiness?
Part 2:
Nino's pov:
"Tomorrow you will be all mine." I whispered in Satoshi's ear. My teddy bear nodded, looking unsure about his decision. "Everything will be all right, babe."
"Kazu... Kiss me, please, I need you to kiss me a last time." Satoshi implored. I smiled and brought our lips in a deep kiss, my hand traveling toward the small of his back.
"I love you." I whispered before letting him go.
It was maybe the second happiest day of my life. The first was when Satoshi agreed to date me. We still needed to clarify things but if he came back to me, it was almost enough.
I left the wedding earlier to prepare my luggage's, not wanting to be late the next day. I didn't want to spoil things nor to lose Toshi a second time. We would meet at OUR place. The place where I confessed to him seven years ago. It was far from Tokyo, four hours of car but this place meant so much to us. There was a small house there and nobody would find us. It was like escaping with the future spouse or with a boyfriend your family didn't approve. I felt as if I was 16 again.
I barely slept, too excited about the meeting and went to work with annoyance. I was leading a company of programmers in video games and if I won lots of money, I also worked a lot. But I didn't complain, I loved my job except today as I was too impatient to find my boyfriend.
I left earlier not to be late and drove carefully out of Tokyo. The house was lost in the farther suburb, almost in the forest and the way wasn't very easily to drive. The night was already getting down and I checked my clock. 10 p.m. Perfect, I wouldn't be late and would find Toshi in an hour. But it seemed fate didn't agree when a loud noise resounded and my car suddenly stopped.
"Shit!" I growled and left my car to check the motor. Smoke was leaving the cowling, a very bad sign. Shit, why does my car chose to break the day I needed it the most?!!! I grabbed my phone to call for help as nobody would pass here at this hour. No web. Shit shit shit!!! I was lost in the middle of nowhere and couldn't reach anyone! And Satoshi was waiting for me! He would never forgive me if I didn't come. "Alright, I should walk, maybe I'll arrive in time." I mumbled and started my way, shivering because of the dark. It was kind of scaring to walk alone in this place.
Of course, I lost my way. When I finally reached a house, I had several missed calls from Toshi.
"I knew I couldn't count on you, as always. I looked ridiculous. Don't ever come back in my life, Ninomiya!"
Tears started to roll down my cheeks. I had definitely lost the love of my life and it wasn't even my fault.
****
Jun's pov:
"Oh! Sho, yes!!!" I moaned, moving faster on top of him, the water of the bathtub wetting the wall.
"Jun... Baby... So close..." Sho smacked our lips as we were both coming. I collapsed on him, out of breath. Sho cupped my face with a happy smile and kissed me softly.
"Sho... Hard again..." I whined.
"Let's go to bed." Sho lifted me in his arms and threw me all wet on the king-sized bed to climb on me. My boyfriend started to kiss my belly with tenderness before catching my lips. I loved him so much since this night at Satoshi's wedding, 8 months ago. After this day, Sho had called me and we had started to date despite the fact he was married. He promised me he would leave his wife but was waiting for the good moment and I trusted him. After all, he loved me too, he was as addicted to me as I was to him. We saw each other everyday and made love with passion several times per day. He was so good in bed but not just in sex. We also talked about lots of things and went to the cinema, museum, restaurant... I had never been so happy.
As Sho was asleep after a torrid second round, I stood up and joined the bathroom. I had love bites everywhere but I mostly couldn't take my eyes of my body. Through the mirror, I stroked my almost flat belly that would soon grow bigger. Happiness won my heart at the thought about the little life inside me. It was from Sho. From the man I loved more than anything. I had been so surprised about my state, I didn't think I would be one of this little percentage of men who could give birth. My phone buzzed and I answered with a smile.
"Hi, Kazu!" After the wedding, Nino had dived into a deep depression and I had helped him as much as possible so, it brought us closer.
"How is your little one?" Nino asked.
"The last check was good. I don't know the gender yet."
"Did you tell Sho?"
"I'm going to. When he will wake up."
"Jun... He is married."
"And he promised me to leave her. I trust him."
"Okay. I'll pick you up in 30 minutes."
"Thanks Kaz'." I jumped when two arms wrapped me from behind.
"Who was it?" Sho yawned.
"Kazu."
"How is he?" Sho asked while kissing my naked shoulder.
"Better. He still suffers because of his break-up with Satoshi but he will overcome it. And... Sho...." I gasped when Sho slipped inside me.
"I've always dreamed to do it in front of a mirror." Sho licked my neck hungrily, his hips starting to move.
"Kazu...will pick...me up in 30...minutes..."
"I'll fuck you hard and fast, then." Sho whispered. "Look at us." My boyfriend ordered. I blushed a bit when I saw him through the mirror. He was fucking me hard and fast, groaning against my shoulder. I arched my head back with a moan of pleasure, I knew I wouldn't last long.
"Sho... Make me come... Please..."
"Jun... Baby... I love you so much..." Sho moved harder, making me come. I tightened around him, feeling his hot semen inside me.
"I have to go." I sighed in regret some minutes later and grabbed my scattered clothes. "Sho?"
"Hun?"
"I have something to tell you."
"Go on, babe." Sho stretched his back.
"I'm pregnant." I grinned. Sho froze and turned around with a pale face.
"What?!"
"Three months in two days." I raised my shirt to show him the little bump.
"How..."
"Well, you are fucking me for eight months and we never used condoms so, it's kind of normal." I smirked.
"You never told me you could get pregnant." Sho said coldly. Okay, what does the problem was?
"Because I didn't know I could. Will you come for the next sonogram, I want to know the gender, I'm so impatient!" I grinned, stroking my belly.
"I'm married, Jun."
"You said you would leave her, so, it's not a problem. Ask for a divorce." I shrugged.
"I can't leave her, Jun."
"What?!" I was appalled, my face losing its colors.
"I can't leave her, my parents won't accept it."
"But you said..."
"Because you were harassing me everyday!"
"You lied to me..." I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"No. I love you, Jun but it's complicated. I can't have a child with you."
"Bastard..." I growled.
"Jun, I..." Sho made a step toward me but I moved back.
"I'll have this child, Sho and you will never approach him. It's over." I said coldly, grabbing my bag and leaving his apartment under his calls.
"Jun, no, please..."
I ran away, taking my phone to call Nino.
"Jun? I'm here in..."
"Kazu, hurry up please!" I sobbed.
"What's wrong?"
"He doesn't want this child... You were right... He was using me..." I cried.
"Jun!!" I turned my head to see Sho running after me.
"Leave me alone!!" I yelled, running faster.
"Jun, calm down, I'm here in some..."
"JUN!!!!" Sho screamed in fear.
I didn't see the car when I crossed and closed my eyes before a horrible pain hit my body.
"Jun!!!" I heard Sho's desperate voice calling.
"Sho..." I whispered weakly.
"I'm here my love. Don't talk. Call an ambulance!!!" Sho yelled and I saw Nino with a white shocked face next to him.
"I feel tired..."
"No, Jun, stay with me, don't close your eyes!!" Sho took my hands.
"So cold..."
"Baby, please, hold on. Think about our baby."
I smiled weakly. Did he say 'our' baby?
"Save him, please."
"We will save you both. And after, I'll leave my wife and we will raise our baby together."
"I love you Sho."
"Me too, babe. I'm so sorry. Please, don't leave me." Sho cried. It was the first time I was seeing him crying.
"Sho?"
"What, babe?"
"I wished it was a boy." I smiled before closing my eyes.
"Jun?! Jun!!!!"
****
Nino's pov:
"Kazu!!!" Satoshi yelled while entering the hospital in panic.
"Satoshi, here!"
"What happened?! Where is Jun?!" My ex screamed, trembling like hell.
"He... The car... He didn't see the car and crossed the road..."
"How is he?! Kazu, how is my brother?!"
"I'm so sorry, Toshi." I sobbed and he turned his head when he heard loud cries. Sho was on a chair, his face in his hands, crying.
"No..." Satoshi chocked out.
"I'm sorry, Satoshi."
"No... It's not possible... Not him... Not Jun..."
"The baby didn't suffer if it might help."
"The baby?"
"He was pregnant. Three months."
"He was..." Sato fell on his knees, too shocked to even react.
"Jun didn't suffer too."
"Jun..." Satoshi lowered his head, crying silently.
"I'll help you to overcome that, Satoshi. I'm here for you."
"Don't approach me." He snapped, pushing my hand away.
"But..."
"Don't you dare using my dead brother to get closer to me!!! Bastard!!" Satoshi yelled between his sobs.
"Satoshi, I don't..."
"Get out of my life, Ninomiya!!!!" My ex screamed and ran away.
"Satoshi!!!" I yelled.
"Kazu?! Kazu?!"
I jumped, seeing Satoshi calling me.
"What..."
"Hurry up, the guests are coming!"
I stared at my hands and saw the tags in my palms. What was that? Was it a dream?! I blinked when I saw Jun greeting his brother. He was alive. So, everything was a dream? But was it a presentiment? A warning? I stared at the tags and decided to put it by chance. We would see what will happen. If fate would give us a second chance.
"Jun!!" I hugged my friend tightly, making him gasp.
"Hello, Kazu."
"I'm sure the love of your life is here tonight. Don't let him go." I whispered in his ear.
"Okay..." Jun looked at me with lost eyes. I smiled and looked for Sakurai who was with his annoying wife.
"Sakurai-kun!"
"Nino! It's been a while!" Sho smiled. I hugged him.
"Don't let your family lead your life. Follow your heart. And don't forget, we always have the choice." I whispered in his ear.
"Okay." Sho chuckled slightly.
For this second night, I didn't try anything on Satoshi. I decided to let him go because maybe I had to accept I wasn't able to make him happy. When I saw Jun and Sho leaving the restrooms with wide smiles and red cheeks, I grinned. Maybe these two could find their happy end... Jun deserved it after all.
One year later....
I rolled my eyes when I saw Jun and Sho leaving their bedroom while giggling stupidly. Stupid happy couple, I hated that.
"Hello Kazu."
"Hi."
"How was your date with Yuichi?"
"Catastrophe. He wasn't made for me."
"Well, any man who is not Satoshi, isn't made for you."
"Jun!" Sho scowled.
"He is right." I shrugged.
"Why didn't you fight more?"
"I was tired of fighting. I tried for one year, Jun."
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay. But I have to find a new apartment. With the baby coming, you will need more place." I stroked Jun's eight months belly.
"But Kazu, it's your apartment." Jun protested.
"I need something new to overcome my break-up with Sato. And I want my nephew to have the best."
"Satoshi is selling is old apartment."
"I don't know..."
"Don't be a coward." Jun took his phone before I could protest and called his brother while Sho was devouring his neck. Seriously, did they never stop?!
"Pervert!" I mouthed to Sho who stuck out his tongue. It seemed my advice worked because eight months after the wedding, when Jun told him he was pregnant, Sho immediately left his wife to live with Jun and the baby. They were living with me for four months and were happier than ever. At least, they had found their happiness.
"Satoshi will wait for you at the apartment in an hour." Jun made me jump.
"Okay." I sighed. It was stupid. I hadn't seen Toshi since the wedding and I still suffered a lot, never able to move on and to forget him. I stood up and left the apartment when Sho slipped his hand in Jun's pants, the sign loud disgusting noises would soon, resounded in the apartment.
****
"Hello." I smiled weakly to Satoshi.
"Hi. It's been a while."
"Hun. So, let's go."
We entered the apartment but I knew I wouldn't take it. It was too hard.
"Then?"
"No. It's too you, I can't."
"I'm sorry." Satoshi lowered his eyes.
"Don't worry. Do you want to go to the restaurant? My treat."
"No. Thanks. People would talk if they saw us together."
"No need to go outside, then." I smirked. I took my phone and twenty minutes later, Satoshi and I were eating sushi on the ground. "Sorry, it's not comfortable." I apologized.
"No. I love it. I loved when we did things like that when we were together." Satoshi grinned.
"Why did you leave me?" I asked out of the blue.
"Kazu..."
"I need to know. I'm going crazy, Satoshi! I need to understand why you left me!" I implored.
"Maybe because you didn't want to settle up." Satoshi said ironically.
"What?"
"Well, you never proposed me. Toma did. I wanted to build a real life."
"What?!" I exclaimed angrily, standing up.
"You are too carefree to marry, Kazu. I wanted to get married and to build a family."
"I can't believe it!" I stammered, diving my hand in my pocket. Satoshi gasped, putting his hand on his mouth. "You see this ring?! I have it for five fucking years!!! I wanted to propose you!!"
"Why did you never propose then?" Satoshi whispered with a pale face.
"Because you've never been able to take a decision by yourself!!! You were always unsure, not knowing what you wanted so, I never dared ask because I thought you would reject me!"
"Kazu..." Tears were rolling down Sato's cheeks.
"It's a torture to live without you. We've been through so many happy things together. I can't even date someone else. It hurts so much." I stroked my face with a shaking hand before Satoshi took me in his embrace.
"I'm so sorry. I thought you didn't love me enough to build your life with me."
"You know how much I love you. I would do everything for you."
"Then, will you marry me, Ninomiya Kazunari?" Satoshi asked.
I think I never grinned as much as this day.
"Yes." I grabbed his nape to kiss him hungrily, finding his so soft and full lips again. "Say it." I whispered between our mouths.
"I love you, Kazu."
"I love you too, Satoshi."
It was as if I was breathing again, as if I had found a reason to live. We made love a long time on the old bed of the apartment, tasting each other with happiness, taking all our time to show our feelings. It was the best orgasm ever.
"It was amazing." Satoshi whispered when I hugged him from behind, kissing his nape.
"Yes. So great." I pulled the blanket on us.
So, do you remember what I told you in the beginning? Do you believe in fate or presentiment? Because I do. I think we all have a fate and sometimes, we are the only one able to change it. Or maybe it's the fate itself that gives us a second chance. But I was sure about one thing. It was when life gave you a second chance, you had to cherish it and to be grateful of this luck. Now, I was going to take advantage of mine and to cherish the most precious thing of my life.
Owari :D
A/N: Here is the end! I thought it would be longer but I managed to write it in two parts xD And it was my first time writing M-preg Oo I wanted to try as Sakumoto with a baby is just too cute ;w; I wished they could have a baby together xD I would agree to be the godmother even if it doesn't exist in Japan (that's so sad! How do they do, seriously?)
So, as I miss my dear Sakumoto and Ohmiya, I'm currently writing fics with them. After my actual Sakuraiba, it will be Ohmiya and Sakumoto stories ;)
See you soon, comments are always welcome :)