A precious link (chapter 7)
Title: A Precious Link
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Sonvidel <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Sakumoto (brothers), Matsumiya
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Aiba belongs to Sho :P
Summary: Sho, a famous singer, is always acting cold and distant with anyone trying to approach him. One day, his manager discovers that the young man is hiding a painful secret that is eating him. After making him meet Aiba, a strange horse rancher, Sho will soon realize that maybe this mysterious man is the only one able to understand his scars and create a link stronger than anything.
Chapter 7:
A horse will never belong to you.
It is you who belongs to the horse...
"Sho-chan..." Aiba moaned as the singer was devouring his neck.
"Sttt, let me do it," Sho whispered as he took their clothes off impatiently before pushing Aiba on the bed to climb on top of him.
"Hurry up!" Aiba whined.
"Naughty boy." Sho smirked, biting the hard nipple under his mouth.
"We shouldn't... We are drunk..." Aiba groaned as Sho's fingers came to tease his entrance.
"I want you so bad and I don't need to be drunk for that," Sho replied before entering Aiba in one go.
"Condoms..."
"Later..." Sho mumbled incoherently and started to move roughly as Aiba wrapped his legs around the rapper's waist tightly.
"Sho!!!! Faster!!!" Aiba screamed when the singer touched his sweet spot.
"You're so tight... Shit! You feel so good!" Sho quickened his thrusts, their bodies molding perfectly and lips meeting in desperate kisses. Sho had never felt that with someone before. He had slept with several people but nobody had ever made him feel like that before. Aiba felt so perfect around him, as if they were meant to be together. Sho knew he wouldn't be able to ignore this feeling in his heart after this night. He loved the young man under him with his whole heart. Aiba was perfect. He was everything Sho needed to be happy.
"Sho-chan..." Aiba arched his body and came in a loud moan while the singer was filling him.
"Whoa," Sho panted, collapsing next to Aiba. "Ne, Masaki..." But the young man was already asleep. Sho smiled softly and stroked his cheek before pulling him in his arms and closing his eyes.
****
"Come in!" Nino exclaimed when he heard a soft knock on his door. "Jun?" The gamer blinked, seeing a Jun in pajamas entering his bedroom with red cheeks. "What are you doing here?"
"To...o mu...ch no...ise," Jun whispered shyly.
"Eh?" Nino stood up and followed Jun but froze in the corridor.
"Sho!!! Faster!!!"
"Those perverts!" Nino blushed deeply and grabbed Jun's arm to make him come in his bedroom. "You were hearing everything from your bedroom, ne?" Nino asked with compassion. Jun blushed again and nodded. "You can sleep in my bed if you want." Nino opened the sheets and the younger laid next to him. "I can't believe Aiba agreed to sleep with Sho." Jun looked at Nino with questioning eyes, but the latter shook his head with a smile. "We should sleep. Good night, J." Nino kissed his lover who wrapped his hand around his neck to deepen the kiss by himself. Nino moaned softly, letting Jun kiss him like he wanted but soon, pushed him away as a bulge grew in his pants. "We should stop before I can desire you too much," Nino smirked. Jun chuckled and pecked his lips before closing his eyes.
****
Sho yawned loudly, stretching his body happily. He had slept so well! Turning his head, the singer frowned. Aiba wasn't there anymore.
"Maybe he is feeding the horses?" Sho smiled. Even if they were both drunk, he remembered everything from their amazing night. He loved sleeping with Aiba and wanted to do it again and again. The young man was the one for him. He was sure of that. After taking a quick shower, Sho took Aiba's equitation pants and boots before walking toward the kitchen.
"Ohayou, Oh-chan," Sho grinned.
"Ohayou, Sho." Ohno smiled softly.
"Where are they?"
"The stables."
"Thank you." Sho grabbed a melon pan, but Ohno stopped him.
"Sho!"
"Hun?"
"This thing with Masaki... You should stop now," Ohno said softly.
"What do you mean?" Sho frowned.
"You two slept together. Everybody heard it." Sho blushed deeply at the words. "But you shouldn't do it again."
"Why?"
"Because even if Masaki always looks strong and resolves other people's problems, he also has his own scars."
"I don't know what you're talking about and sorry, but it's none of your business,” Sho replied before leaving the house. Ohno sighed and looked at the picture on the wall.
"I'm sorry, Sayuki," the manager whispered.
****
"Hello!" Sho exclaimed when he saw Aiba feeding a horse. The younger didn't answer, clearly ignoring him. "Masaki?"
"Hello," Aiba mumbled, not even looking at him.
"Okay... I've missed something. What's your problem?" Sho asked.
"About last night..."
"You..."
"It was a mistake. Let's forget what happened," Aiba whispered.
"Eh?! Why?!!" Sho gasped.
"We were drunk and made a mistake. That's all."
"I don't agree! I loved our moment together and I don't want to forget it!" Sho snapped.
"Well, you have to."
"Masaki, look at me." Sho ordered. The animal lover didn't turn his head. Instead, he stared at the horse in front of him. "Masaki!" Sho grabbed the younger's shoulder and blinked, realizing the taller man was crying. "Masa..."
"I'm fine. It was a mistake and we have to act like the adults we are. Let's forget."
"Is it because of him?"
"Eh?"
"About your first love? Do you refuse to date me because you still love him?"
"And what would you give to me?!" Aiba suddenly yelled angrily. "We aren't the same, Sho! You are a famous singer here to heal his brother's problems and after, you will leave! What could you offer me?! I'm meant to live here! Horses are my life!!"
"I could stay. For you, I could stay. I can leave everything for you!"
"Even your brother?" Aiba snapped, making Sho blink. "Your life is in Tokyo, not here. Like I said, let's forget. We were fine before."
"If you say so," Sho said coldly and left.
"Sho..." Aiba whispered sadly, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Masaki." Nino left the stable and took Aiba's hand.
"I know." Aiba closed his eyes painfully.
"He is gone. Sayuki is gone. You deserve to be happy now."
"I can't. I've suffered too much. I don't want to fall even more for Sho and end up with my heart broken again."
"You should tell him the truth. It's not good to lie to him."
"I need him to ignore the truth," Aiba whispered.
"Masaki, don't you think it's about time to heal your own wounds? Are you really ready to live through this pain all your life?"
"I deserve this pain."
"No. It was an accident."
"It was my fault because I decided to act like a spoiled child! I'm meant to help people, but my punishment is to not be able to heal myself."
"You are the only one imposing yourself a punishment. Sho is a nice guy. You would be happy with him."
"His life isn't here."
"Don't you think he has the right to choose what he needs and wants?"
"I know what the best is for him. And what do will you do with Jun? He can't grow up here. He has to go back to Tokyo to study."
"And it prevents you to date Sho? How?" Nino arched an eyebrow.
"A relationship based on distance won't work."
"It could. But you're the one refusing to take the risk. You're the one making yourself suffer, not Sho. He wouldn't hurt you."
"How can you know?"
"I just need to see how he looks at you to understand. He loves you."
"He will find someone better."
"You're stupid and stubborn, Masaki! You don't want him to hurt you, but what did you do five minutes ago?!" Nino yelled.
"I..."
"You hurt him as well. You're responsible of your own misery, Masaki, not this accident. You're the one claiming we need to be trusted by the horse to create a link, but don't you think it's the same with people? How can you look into a horse's eyes when there are only lies and suffering in yours? How can you pretend to be able to heal the other's wounds when you live through yours?" Nino asked with sadness.
"You can't..."
"Understand?" Nino chuckled sadly. "You forget I know what it feels to be alone. I know what it is to have nobody able to appease your fears. We're both lucky Oh-chan brought them here. We have both found two amazing people able to understand us and fill the emptiness in our hearts. The only difference between you and I is that I have accepted to show my scars, have taken the risk to love and give my trust once again. But you, you haven't understood that if you let Sho go, you will never meet someone like him again," Nino whispered and left the older who clenched his fists, tears rolling down his cheeks some more.
"I'm just too weak unlike you, Kazu," Aiba sobbed.
***
As Aiba said, the two friends acted as if nothing happened. Sho was very cold with the young man and was barely talking to him. Even if he understood him a bit, Sho couldn't agree with Aiba's decision. His life was in Tokyo, but he loved to live here and was ready to give up on his career for the horse lover. But there was still Jun. What would he become if he stayed here? Jun had to study in Tokyo and Sho just couldn't abandon him.
"You aren't concentrating," Aiba stated when Spirit moved back as Sho was trying to put the saddle on its back.
"He doesn't want it."
"Because you try to impose this saddle to him."
Sho growled and looked at Spirit with anger. The poor horse had nothing to do with his bad mood, but the rapper was angry at Aiba and made his horse pay. With patience, Sho managed to put the saddle on and tried to climb onto the horse. Spirit stiffened, but Sho ignored it and tried to make him walk. However, the horse refused to move.
"If you can't act like an adult, give up," Aiba snapped.
"What do you mean?" Sho frowned.
"You are making him pay for your bad mood. He doesn't deserve your anger."
"And why am I making him pay?! Because of you!" Sho replied.
"Stop it or climb off. You'll only scare him!" Aiba ordered as Spirit was starting to act nervously.
"Like always, the horse's feelings are more important than mine!"
"Sho, get off his back!" Aiba warned.
"Fine. I'm fed up anyway. I won't ride him ever again!" Sho yelled and Spirit neighed in fear. It was too much for the poor horse that it reared up and started to gallop.
"SHO!!!" Aiba screamed in fear, but Spirit jumped above the barrier and ran away, Sho trying not to fall of its back.
"Masaki, what's happening?!" Nino gasped, Jun following him.
"Sho... Spirit ran away... Sho is still on his back..."
"WHAT?! If Spirit meets a car..." Nino's eyes widened in fear.
"I KNOW!!" Aiba cried. "Take the van with Jun. I'll find him first!"
Aiba reacted quickly and opening the meadow's barrier, whistled. Soon, Ghost galloped toward him and Aiba climbed on his back.
"Find Spirit, boy," Aiba whispered. The horse neighed and left the farm, galloping as fast as possible. "Where are they?" Aiba mumbled in panic. If Spirit met a car, it would sign the death of Sho. "Faster, boy, please," Aiba implored as rain started to fall hard. Pictures appeared in Aiba's mind, but the young man ignored it. He couldn't let his fear win or Sho would die like Sayuki.
****
Sho tried to stay on Spirit's back, his hands gripping the horse's neck as tight as possible.
"Spirit, stop. Please!!" Sho implored but when a flash appeared in the sky, Spirit neighed in fear and galloped even faster. Tears of fear were rolling down Sho's cheeks. His life was going to end if the horse didn't calm down. Soon, Sho saw the road and understood it would turn out very badly if they met a car. When Spirit heard a motor, the horse panicked even more, sweat rolling down its shivering body.
"SHO!!!" Sho turned his head to see Aiba galloping on Ghost.
"MASAKI HELP ME!!!" Sho screamed in fear. The young man managed to reach them. Galloping by his side, Aiba tried to catch the rein, but Spirit turned on the right. The horse reached the road and panicked even more.
Sho screamed when a car appeared in front of them several meters away. Spirit neighed in fear and stopped on the road. The horse stared at the car, unable to move away, paralyzed.
"SHO, JUMP!!!" Aiba yelled, bur Sho ignored him. Despite his fear, he couldn't let the horse crash.
"Spirit, move!!!" Sho tried to make the horse run away from the car but Spirit didn't react. His body shivered in fear.
"SHO!!!"
"Please, Spirit, move!!!" Sho grabbed the reins and as the car was honking and charging them, Spirit reared up and jumped. The rapper fell from the horse's back as Aiba screamed.
It happened so quickly that Sho didn't even react and soon, his body met the ground violently, everything turning dark.
To be continued...
A/N: A lot happened here, I'm so sorry it turned with Aiba rejecting Sho and Sho having an accident T.T
I'm so nasty with my poor Sho in this fic but maybe this accident will help to resolve some mysteries :D
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Sonvidel <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Sakumoto (brothers), Matsumiya
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Aiba belongs to Sho :P
Summary: Sho, a famous singer, is always acting cold and distant with anyone trying to approach him. One day, his manager discovers that the young man is hiding a painful secret that is eating him. After making him meet Aiba, a strange horse rancher, Sho will soon realize that maybe this mysterious man is the only one able to understand his scars and create a link stronger than anything.
Chapter 7:
A horse will never belong to you.
It is you who belongs to the horse...
"Sho-chan..." Aiba moaned as the singer was devouring his neck.
"Sttt, let me do it," Sho whispered as he took their clothes off impatiently before pushing Aiba on the bed to climb on top of him.
"Hurry up!" Aiba whined.
"Naughty boy." Sho smirked, biting the hard nipple under his mouth.
"We shouldn't... We are drunk..." Aiba groaned as Sho's fingers came to tease his entrance.
"I want you so bad and I don't need to be drunk for that," Sho replied before entering Aiba in one go.
"Condoms..."
"Later..." Sho mumbled incoherently and started to move roughly as Aiba wrapped his legs around the rapper's waist tightly.
"Sho!!!! Faster!!!" Aiba screamed when the singer touched his sweet spot.
"You're so tight... Shit! You feel so good!" Sho quickened his thrusts, their bodies molding perfectly and lips meeting in desperate kisses. Sho had never felt that with someone before. He had slept with several people but nobody had ever made him feel like that before. Aiba felt so perfect around him, as if they were meant to be together. Sho knew he wouldn't be able to ignore this feeling in his heart after this night. He loved the young man under him with his whole heart. Aiba was perfect. He was everything Sho needed to be happy.
"Sho-chan..." Aiba arched his body and came in a loud moan while the singer was filling him.
"Whoa," Sho panted, collapsing next to Aiba. "Ne, Masaki..." But the young man was already asleep. Sho smiled softly and stroked his cheek before pulling him in his arms and closing his eyes.
****
"Come in!" Nino exclaimed when he heard a soft knock on his door. "Jun?" The gamer blinked, seeing a Jun in pajamas entering his bedroom with red cheeks. "What are you doing here?"
"To...o mu...ch no...ise," Jun whispered shyly.
"Eh?" Nino stood up and followed Jun but froze in the corridor.
"Sho!!! Faster!!!"
"Those perverts!" Nino blushed deeply and grabbed Jun's arm to make him come in his bedroom. "You were hearing everything from your bedroom, ne?" Nino asked with compassion. Jun blushed again and nodded. "You can sleep in my bed if you want." Nino opened the sheets and the younger laid next to him. "I can't believe Aiba agreed to sleep with Sho." Jun looked at Nino with questioning eyes, but the latter shook his head with a smile. "We should sleep. Good night, J." Nino kissed his lover who wrapped his hand around his neck to deepen the kiss by himself. Nino moaned softly, letting Jun kiss him like he wanted but soon, pushed him away as a bulge grew in his pants. "We should stop before I can desire you too much," Nino smirked. Jun chuckled and pecked his lips before closing his eyes.
****
Sho yawned loudly, stretching his body happily. He had slept so well! Turning his head, the singer frowned. Aiba wasn't there anymore.
"Maybe he is feeding the horses?" Sho smiled. Even if they were both drunk, he remembered everything from their amazing night. He loved sleeping with Aiba and wanted to do it again and again. The young man was the one for him. He was sure of that. After taking a quick shower, Sho took Aiba's equitation pants and boots before walking toward the kitchen.
"Ohayou, Oh-chan," Sho grinned.
"Ohayou, Sho." Ohno smiled softly.
"Where are they?"
"The stables."
"Thank you." Sho grabbed a melon pan, but Ohno stopped him.
"Sho!"
"Hun?"
"This thing with Masaki... You should stop now," Ohno said softly.
"What do you mean?" Sho frowned.
"You two slept together. Everybody heard it." Sho blushed deeply at the words. "But you shouldn't do it again."
"Why?"
"Because even if Masaki always looks strong and resolves other people's problems, he also has his own scars."
"I don't know what you're talking about and sorry, but it's none of your business,” Sho replied before leaving the house. Ohno sighed and looked at the picture on the wall.
"I'm sorry, Sayuki," the manager whispered.
****
"Hello!" Sho exclaimed when he saw Aiba feeding a horse. The younger didn't answer, clearly ignoring him. "Masaki?"
"Hello," Aiba mumbled, not even looking at him.
"Okay... I've missed something. What's your problem?" Sho asked.
"About last night..."
"You..."
"It was a mistake. Let's forget what happened," Aiba whispered.
"Eh?! Why?!!" Sho gasped.
"We were drunk and made a mistake. That's all."
"I don't agree! I loved our moment together and I don't want to forget it!" Sho snapped.
"Well, you have to."
"Masaki, look at me." Sho ordered. The animal lover didn't turn his head. Instead, he stared at the horse in front of him. "Masaki!" Sho grabbed the younger's shoulder and blinked, realizing the taller man was crying. "Masa..."
"I'm fine. It was a mistake and we have to act like the adults we are. Let's forget."
"Is it because of him?"
"Eh?"
"About your first love? Do you refuse to date me because you still love him?"
"And what would you give to me?!" Aiba suddenly yelled angrily. "We aren't the same, Sho! You are a famous singer here to heal his brother's problems and after, you will leave! What could you offer me?! I'm meant to live here! Horses are my life!!"
"I could stay. For you, I could stay. I can leave everything for you!"
"Even your brother?" Aiba snapped, making Sho blink. "Your life is in Tokyo, not here. Like I said, let's forget. We were fine before."
"If you say so," Sho said coldly and left.
"Sho..." Aiba whispered sadly, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Masaki." Nino left the stable and took Aiba's hand.
"I know." Aiba closed his eyes painfully.
"He is gone. Sayuki is gone. You deserve to be happy now."
"I can't. I've suffered too much. I don't want to fall even more for Sho and end up with my heart broken again."
"You should tell him the truth. It's not good to lie to him."
"I need him to ignore the truth," Aiba whispered.
"Masaki, don't you think it's about time to heal your own wounds? Are you really ready to live through this pain all your life?"
"I deserve this pain."
"No. It was an accident."
"It was my fault because I decided to act like a spoiled child! I'm meant to help people, but my punishment is to not be able to heal myself."
"You are the only one imposing yourself a punishment. Sho is a nice guy. You would be happy with him."
"His life isn't here."
"Don't you think he has the right to choose what he needs and wants?"
"I know what the best is for him. And what do will you do with Jun? He can't grow up here. He has to go back to Tokyo to study."
"And it prevents you to date Sho? How?" Nino arched an eyebrow.
"A relationship based on distance won't work."
"It could. But you're the one refusing to take the risk. You're the one making yourself suffer, not Sho. He wouldn't hurt you."
"How can you know?"
"I just need to see how he looks at you to understand. He loves you."
"He will find someone better."
"You're stupid and stubborn, Masaki! You don't want him to hurt you, but what did you do five minutes ago?!" Nino yelled.
"I..."
"You hurt him as well. You're responsible of your own misery, Masaki, not this accident. You're the one claiming we need to be trusted by the horse to create a link, but don't you think it's the same with people? How can you look into a horse's eyes when there are only lies and suffering in yours? How can you pretend to be able to heal the other's wounds when you live through yours?" Nino asked with sadness.
"You can't..."
"Understand?" Nino chuckled sadly. "You forget I know what it feels to be alone. I know what it is to have nobody able to appease your fears. We're both lucky Oh-chan brought them here. We have both found two amazing people able to understand us and fill the emptiness in our hearts. The only difference between you and I is that I have accepted to show my scars, have taken the risk to love and give my trust once again. But you, you haven't understood that if you let Sho go, you will never meet someone like him again," Nino whispered and left the older who clenched his fists, tears rolling down his cheeks some more.
"I'm just too weak unlike you, Kazu," Aiba sobbed.
***
As Aiba said, the two friends acted as if nothing happened. Sho was very cold with the young man and was barely talking to him. Even if he understood him a bit, Sho couldn't agree with Aiba's decision. His life was in Tokyo, but he loved to live here and was ready to give up on his career for the horse lover. But there was still Jun. What would he become if he stayed here? Jun had to study in Tokyo and Sho just couldn't abandon him.
"You aren't concentrating," Aiba stated when Spirit moved back as Sho was trying to put the saddle on its back.
"He doesn't want it."
"Because you try to impose this saddle to him."
Sho growled and looked at Spirit with anger. The poor horse had nothing to do with his bad mood, but the rapper was angry at Aiba and made his horse pay. With patience, Sho managed to put the saddle on and tried to climb onto the horse. Spirit stiffened, but Sho ignored it and tried to make him walk. However, the horse refused to move.
"If you can't act like an adult, give up," Aiba snapped.
"What do you mean?" Sho frowned.
"You are making him pay for your bad mood. He doesn't deserve your anger."
"And why am I making him pay?! Because of you!" Sho replied.
"Stop it or climb off. You'll only scare him!" Aiba ordered as Spirit was starting to act nervously.
"Like always, the horse's feelings are more important than mine!"
"Sho, get off his back!" Aiba warned.
"Fine. I'm fed up anyway. I won't ride him ever again!" Sho yelled and Spirit neighed in fear. It was too much for the poor horse that it reared up and started to gallop.
"SHO!!!" Aiba screamed in fear, but Spirit jumped above the barrier and ran away, Sho trying not to fall of its back.
"Masaki, what's happening?!" Nino gasped, Jun following him.
"Sho... Spirit ran away... Sho is still on his back..."
"WHAT?! If Spirit meets a car..." Nino's eyes widened in fear.
"I KNOW!!" Aiba cried. "Take the van with Jun. I'll find him first!"
Aiba reacted quickly and opening the meadow's barrier, whistled. Soon, Ghost galloped toward him and Aiba climbed on his back.
"Find Spirit, boy," Aiba whispered. The horse neighed and left the farm, galloping as fast as possible. "Where are they?" Aiba mumbled in panic. If Spirit met a car, it would sign the death of Sho. "Faster, boy, please," Aiba implored as rain started to fall hard. Pictures appeared in Aiba's mind, but the young man ignored it. He couldn't let his fear win or Sho would die like Sayuki.
****
Sho tried to stay on Spirit's back, his hands gripping the horse's neck as tight as possible.
"Spirit, stop. Please!!" Sho implored but when a flash appeared in the sky, Spirit neighed in fear and galloped even faster. Tears of fear were rolling down Sho's cheeks. His life was going to end if the horse didn't calm down. Soon, Sho saw the road and understood it would turn out very badly if they met a car. When Spirit heard a motor, the horse panicked even more, sweat rolling down its shivering body.
"SHO!!!" Sho turned his head to see Aiba galloping on Ghost.
"MASAKI HELP ME!!!" Sho screamed in fear. The young man managed to reach them. Galloping by his side, Aiba tried to catch the rein, but Spirit turned on the right. The horse reached the road and panicked even more.
Sho screamed when a car appeared in front of them several meters away. Spirit neighed in fear and stopped on the road. The horse stared at the car, unable to move away, paralyzed.
"SHO, JUMP!!!" Aiba yelled, bur Sho ignored him. Despite his fear, he couldn't let the horse crash.
"Spirit, move!!!" Sho tried to make the horse run away from the car but Spirit didn't react. His body shivered in fear.
"SHO!!!"
"Please, Spirit, move!!!" Sho grabbed the reins and as the car was honking and charging them, Spirit reared up and jumped. The rapper fell from the horse's back as Aiba screamed.
It happened so quickly that Sho didn't even react and soon, his body met the ground violently, everything turning dark.
To be continued...
A/N: A lot happened here, I'm so sorry it turned with Aiba rejecting Sho and Sho having an accident T.T
I'm so nasty with my poor Sho in this fic but maybe this accident will help to resolve some mysteries :D