A precious link (12/15)
Title: A Precious Link
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Sonvidel <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Sakumoto (brothers), Matsumiya
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Aiba belongs to Sho :P
Summary: Sho, a famous singer, is always acting cold and distant with anyone trying to approach him. One day, his manager discovers that the young man is hiding a painful secret that is eating him. After making him meet Aiba, a strange horse rancher, Sho will soon realize that maybe this mysterious man is the only one able to understand his scars and create a link stronger than anything.
Chapter 12:
Hurry up to live, hurry up to love.
We all believe we have the time but it's false.
One day, we realize we have reached the point of no return, this moment where we realize we can't go back and we have missed our chance...
Sho approached the horse and stopped next to him with a questioning look toward Elena. The girl smiled and whistled softly, making Storm lay down.
"Climb on his back now."
Sho nodded and with assistance from Aiba, he wrapped his legs around the horse's body. Storm stood up delicately to Sho's surprise.
"How do you feel?"
"High." Sho gasped, making Aiba and Elena laugh. "What do I do now?"
"Take this." Elena held him out a horsewhip. "Use it as if it was your legs. Aiba told me you were doing re-education, so you should try to press your legs." Sho nodded and tried to tighten his legs around the horse's body. His legs moved slightly, making the rapper groan.
"Don't give up, Sho-chan!" Aiba exclaimed. Sho looked at him and smiled. How could he give up when his lover was looking at him with so much encouragement and love? Tightening his jaw, Sho tried again, sweat rolling down his temples. Storm seemed to feel the small pressure because the horse started to walk slowly.
"Good work, Sakurai-kun!" Elena exclaimed.
Sho grinned proudly and led the horse in the manège. He felt like a little child riding for the first time but it didn't matter. At last, he managed to move his legs a little bit. After 20 minutes, Sho stopped Storm and made him lay down to leave its back.
"Omedetou, Sho-chan! I'm so proud of you!" Aiba hugged him tightly.
"Thank you." Sho blushed.
"You did great, Sakurai-kun." Elena nodded.
"Thank you for everything. Now, I think I'm ready." Sho thanked the girl who grinned.
"I'm happy. It will be hard but you can do it. And if you need help with Spirit, don't hesitate to call me. Aiba has my number."
"Thank you again."
The two lovers left the stables and Aiba drove them at home in a comfortable silence. Sho took his free hand and smiled gratefully to his lover who shook his head with a grin. The rapper was finally ready to fight but before that, he had to talk about his pain to be able to move on.
When they reached the ranch, Jun greeted them and hugged his brother happily seeing only by his face that the day went very well.
"I'm sorry," Sho whispered.
"It's okay. We all need a little push in life." Jun smiled.
"Masaki told me you didn't wait for my approval to have your little push with Nino," Sho replied, making Jun blush.
"I... We... I..."
"Do you use protection?"
"Nii-chan!!" Jun protested, as red as a tomato.
"What? I want to be sure you are safe. Did he treat you well?"
"I'm not a girl and we don't need protection. It was the first time for both of us." Jun pouted. "And it went well. It was very amazing."
"It's not because it was your first time that you didn’t have to use protections." Sho scowled.
"Okay, okay. It's enough for now. We have to take a bath." Aiba stopped his lover before everything turned in an international war.
"But..." Sho protested.
"I'll let you wash my back if you're a good boy." Aiba smirked, pushing the wheelchair under Sho's protests. The house was empty and dinner was ready on the table of the living room. "What..."
"It seems they wanted to give us some time alone." Aiba smiled.
"It's amazing..."
"Let's wash and eat." Aiba raised Sho in his arms and led him toward the biggest bathroom of the house. The horse lover put his boyfriend on the counter and kissed him softly.
"Masa..." Sho moaned in their lips. Aiba unbuttoned Sho's shirt while kissing his neck, his hands stroking the sculpted chest under the fabric. Once Sho was completely naked, Aiba stripped and helped his lover to lean in the big bathtub. Sho sighed in happiness when the hot water wrapped his body and let his boyfriend lay between his legs. Aiba leaned his back on the strong chest and linked their fingers.
"It's been a while since we spent some time together like this."
"Yes. I missed it." Sho tightened his hug around Aiba.
They stayed like that in silence, just against each other, the warmth of the room smoothing their bodies.
"I was 18 years old when he did it for the first time," Sho said after some minutes. "One day, he entered my bedroom with a friend of his and locked it. He had a camera in his hand and an evil smirk on his face. I can remember the sensation as if it was yesterday. He threw me on the bed and ordered me to stay still. I tried to get up but his friend climbed on me... He ripped my clothes and I screamed trying to call for help, but I was alone in the house and it just excited him even more. My father was laughing and recording everything. I struggled, cried, and pushed the man away but it only hurt me even more when I felt him inside me..." Sho whispered brokenly, his hands in Aiba's shaking.
"Your father..."
"Didn't touch me the first time. He only filmed this bastard fucking me. It hurt so much that I wanted to die. My body was aching like hell and I threw up when this shit came inside me. When they left with happy smiles, I spent three hours in the bathroom, trying to erase the disgusting touch on my body. But it wasn't working. Despite the showers, the feeling didn't disappear."
"And he did it again..."
"Yes. I think it's when Jun saw us. This time, my father did it too..." Sho's voice broke and Aiba turned around to hug his lover tightly.
"It's okay. You can cry. Let it go, Sho," Aiba whispered, his heart breaking when he heard Sho's loud sobs.
"I wanted to kill them... I was so angry and then, Jun disappeared for one week. In a way, it helped me to move on and not to cry over myself. I was so scared, I thought I had lost him... When I think he disappeared because he saw us, and that this bastard threatened him... Jun didn't talk for seven years because of this son of a bitch..." Sho sobbed.
"He should have his dick removed..." Aiba growled angrily.
"But in this story, I'm happy he didn't touch Jun. It was my worst fear. I believed Jun's silence was because he had touched him. I'm happy he chose me and not him."
"It's still unfair."
"Yes, but I was 18 and Jun only 10. It would have spoiled his whole life."
"But it spoiled yours."
"True, but my life would have been even more spoiled if he had raped Jun. Jun is my baby brother. I've almost raised him. I love him so much. If my father had touched him, I would have killed him."
"He will pay. One day, we will make him pay." Aiba kissed his lover's wet cheek.
"I don't even know what he did with the videos."
"Does your mother know?"
"I don't know. Maybe she knows but prefers to act as if it never happened." Sho shrugged.
"We will have to take back the videos."
"It might be impossible."
"We will. I promise. I'll help you to make him pay." Aiba whispered.
"Thank you for always being here." Sho sobbed.
"I won't leave you. Never."
The two lovers stayed in eachothers arms for a while before Aiba pulled away.
"Let's eat now." Aiba dried his body and helped Sho to leave the bathtub.
They laid on the sofa and ate in a warm mood, kissing sometimes and talking about horses. Aiba knew Sho was still full of fears and doubts about his state and mostly, his attractiveness. The horse lover was ready to show him how beautiful he was despite his handicap. They hadn't had any sex since the night they were drunk and that had been almost three months ago. Heroki had told Aiba not to stop sex and to show to his lover how wonderful he thought he was. However, with the rapper's mood swings, Aiba still hadn't dared to try to go further. Sho was still ashamed of his handicap, more so when Aiba had to carry him. Still, the horse lover was determined to prove Sho it wasn't a shame to be carried and didn't mean to imply that the rapper was like a girl either.
The couple cuddled as they were watching a movie. Aiba decided to make his move and started to kiss Sho's neck softly, his hand taking Sho's, making the rapper smile happily. As the older didn't get the hint, Aiba laid his head on his lap and after a while, kissed the firm abs. Sho's hand stroked his hair, the singer chuckling a bit. This time, Aiba really did pout. Masaki kissed the member wrapped in the jeans and stroked his nose against it.
"What are you doing?" Sho gasped, pushing Aiba away.
"Took you pretty long to understand the situation." Aiba giggled before stroking the bulge in Sho's pants.
"Stop it!" Sho snapped, really angry this time.
"Sho..." Aiba's voice broke sadly.
"We can't."
"Why?"
"Because I'm paralyzed in case you haven't noticed," Sho replied.
"And?" Aiba rolled his eyes. This baka was really going to drive him crazy one day, though, Masaki understood Sho's fear and shame.
"And how do you want to make love when I can't even move or stand on my legs."
"It's not a problem, there are positions that don't need to move your legs." Aiba smirked.
"No," Sho snapped.
"Sho, I want you... It's been a long time since we did it."
"Go find someone who doesn't need to be carried like some kind of girl then!" Sho replied coldly, sitting on his wheelchair.
"Sho!" Aiba this time stood up and stopped his lover who had lowered his head.
"Get away!"
"No."
"Get away or I'll crush into you."
"Go on." Aiba rumbled, crossing his arms on his chest. Sho tightened his jaw and tried to turn his wheelchair but lost his balance and fell on the ground. "SHO!" Aiba gasped and rushed toward his lover who pushed him away roughly.
"Is this what you wanted?!!!" Sho cried. "You want to make me feel more miserable than I am?! You want to make me remember how useless I am, how I can't even make love to you because anytime I have to do something, I need you to carry me?!" Tears were rolling down Sho's cheeks like a waterfall.
Aiba knelt down and wrapped his lover in his arms, fighting when Sho struggled to push him away.
"I would never do something like that, Sho. You're not useless and it's not because I have to carry you sometimes that I see you as a girl." Aiba cupped his lover's face and smiled softly. "You're my man, Sho. I see you like a man and yes, you can't move your legs for the moment but tell me one thing... What girl has a chest like this one?" Aiba stroked the muscles under Sho's shirt. "What girl can make me feel secure when I am in these so strong arms?" Aiba's hand traveled on Sho's arms. "What girl can make me scream in pleasure when I have this so perfect cock inside me?" Aiba kissed the soft member through the jeans, making Sho gasp and sob. "You're not a girl, Sho. Not being able to use your legs doesn't reduce you as a man. You're beautiful, with legs or not. I love you with your legs or without. No matter what. Why would I need someone else?"
"I can't...make love to you..." Sho whispered, lowering his head.
"You can. There are positions which don't imply legs. For example..." Aiba approached his mouth to Sho and whispered something, making the rapper shiver. "And we could..."
"No way!" Sho blushed. "I'm not a girl!"
"Does it mean I am?" Aiba frowned.
"No... But... I..."
"There is still my first proposition." Aiba smirked.
"I don't know if I can..."
"A man doesn't need his legs to show his strength. He only needs his heart." Aiba cut his lover off. The animal lover raised his boyfriend in his arms and led him to his bedroom, not liking how thin Sho was since the accident. He had to eat more because he was too skinny. Smiling, Aiba laid Sho on the bed and started to strip him while kissing every part of skin he could. Sho moaned, his member twisting in his boxer that Aiba took off quickly. "And besides, your little one is too big to make me think of you like a girl." Aiba grinned.
"Baka." Sho grabbed his lover's nape to kiss him deeply.
"Strip me, Sho." Aiba whispered.
"But..."
"You can do it, your hands and arms work." It's with shaking hands that Sho unbuttoned his boyfriend's shirt, enjoying the view of the soft caramel skin under his hands. Aiba climbed on top of him to let him unzip his jeans, revealing a very hard member under his boxer.
Once naked, Aiba grabbed a bottle of lube under the pillow and spread some gel on his fingers.
"Look at me while I prepare myself for you, Sho-chan." Aiba whispered huskily. Sho's mouth widened when the younger inserted his finger inside himself, showing him everything. Aiba was too beautiful, his eyes shining in lust, his mouth open to let soft moans escape, sweat rolling down his chest.
"I want you so much..." Sho whined. Aiba grinned and climbed on his lover again to take the hard length and pushed it inside him with a whimper.
"You're so big, Sho... You feel so good inside me..." Aiba gasped. When the full cock slipped inside him, Masaki started to move his hips, his hands on Sho's chest to keep his balance.
"Masa... Shit..." Sho swore when Aiba clenched around him and for the two lovers amazement, the rapper's hips moved up a bit, his legs following the movement. "What..."
"I knew making love would help." Aiba smirked and moved harder, his boyfriend moaning loudly. Sho's legs barely raised up but sometimes, when the pleasure was too intense, his muscles seemed to cooperate and the rapper managed to bend it a bit.
"Masaki... Shit... I'm so close...." Sho whined.
"Take me..." Aiba implored. Sho wrapped his hand around Aiba's hard length and pumped it as his lover was moving hard to hit his sweet spot. "Sho!!!" Aiba suddenly screamed, releasing in Sho's hand and bringing the rapper over the edge.
Aiba collapsed on his boyfriend, out of breath.
"See, your legs weren't needed for this position." Aiba giggled. "It was so good!" The horse lover stretched his body happily before freezing when he saw Sho crying silently. "Sho!" Aiba panicked but Sho smiled softly.
"Thank you so much, Masaki. Thank you for always being here and supporting me when I'm the worst lover of the world. Thank you for making me think I'm a bit beautiful and useful."
"But you are beautiful and useful." Aiba grinned, raising his head from Sho's chest.
"You're an amazing person, Masaki." Sho stroked his lover's hair.
"Like you are. I love you, that's all."
"Me too. That's why..." Sho blushed.
"Hun?"
"I want to show you how much I love you and how much I thank you for being here."
"You don't need to." Aiba shook his head with a smile.
"I want to. You deserve it and I know we will both love it."
"What?" Aiba looked at his lover with lost eyes.
"I want you to take me." Sho whispered, making Aiba's eyes widen in shock.
To be continued...
A/N: Sho is doing so many progresses feels so proud like a mama* xD but it’s all because of Aiba’s love and encouragements :D they finally made love throws confettis* I think it’s my favorite moment of this story because sho talked about his true feelings and Aiba managed to find the good words to convince him, it’s not just about sex but about trust and love J and sho talked about what happened to him, it’s the proof he completely trusts Aiba because he had never talked about what happened to anyone before J Now, they will make love again except if someone interrupts them *crosses her fingers* see you soon <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Sonvidel <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Sakumoto (brothers), Matsumiya
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Aiba belongs to Sho :P
Summary: Sho, a famous singer, is always acting cold and distant with anyone trying to approach him. One day, his manager discovers that the young man is hiding a painful secret that is eating him. After making him meet Aiba, a strange horse rancher, Sho will soon realize that maybe this mysterious man is the only one able to understand his scars and create a link stronger than anything.
Chapter 12:
Hurry up to live, hurry up to love.
We all believe we have the time but it's false.
One day, we realize we have reached the point of no return, this moment where we realize we can't go back and we have missed our chance...
Sho approached the horse and stopped next to him with a questioning look toward Elena. The girl smiled and whistled softly, making Storm lay down.
"Climb on his back now."
Sho nodded and with assistance from Aiba, he wrapped his legs around the horse's body. Storm stood up delicately to Sho's surprise.
"How do you feel?"
"High." Sho gasped, making Aiba and Elena laugh. "What do I do now?"
"Take this." Elena held him out a horsewhip. "Use it as if it was your legs. Aiba told me you were doing re-education, so you should try to press your legs." Sho nodded and tried to tighten his legs around the horse's body. His legs moved slightly, making the rapper groan.
"Don't give up, Sho-chan!" Aiba exclaimed. Sho looked at him and smiled. How could he give up when his lover was looking at him with so much encouragement and love? Tightening his jaw, Sho tried again, sweat rolling down his temples. Storm seemed to feel the small pressure because the horse started to walk slowly.
"Good work, Sakurai-kun!" Elena exclaimed.
Sho grinned proudly and led the horse in the manège. He felt like a little child riding for the first time but it didn't matter. At last, he managed to move his legs a little bit. After 20 minutes, Sho stopped Storm and made him lay down to leave its back.
"Omedetou, Sho-chan! I'm so proud of you!" Aiba hugged him tightly.
"Thank you." Sho blushed.
"You did great, Sakurai-kun." Elena nodded.
"Thank you for everything. Now, I think I'm ready." Sho thanked the girl who grinned.
"I'm happy. It will be hard but you can do it. And if you need help with Spirit, don't hesitate to call me. Aiba has my number."
"Thank you again."
The two lovers left the stables and Aiba drove them at home in a comfortable silence. Sho took his free hand and smiled gratefully to his lover who shook his head with a grin. The rapper was finally ready to fight but before that, he had to talk about his pain to be able to move on.
When they reached the ranch, Jun greeted them and hugged his brother happily seeing only by his face that the day went very well.
"I'm sorry," Sho whispered.
"It's okay. We all need a little push in life." Jun smiled.
"Masaki told me you didn't wait for my approval to have your little push with Nino," Sho replied, making Jun blush.
"I... We... I..."
"Do you use protection?"
"Nii-chan!!" Jun protested, as red as a tomato.
"What? I want to be sure you are safe. Did he treat you well?"
"I'm not a girl and we don't need protection. It was the first time for both of us." Jun pouted. "And it went well. It was very amazing."
"It's not because it was your first time that you didn’t have to use protections." Sho scowled.
"Okay, okay. It's enough for now. We have to take a bath." Aiba stopped his lover before everything turned in an international war.
"But..." Sho protested.
"I'll let you wash my back if you're a good boy." Aiba smirked, pushing the wheelchair under Sho's protests. The house was empty and dinner was ready on the table of the living room. "What..."
"It seems they wanted to give us some time alone." Aiba smiled.
"It's amazing..."
"Let's wash and eat." Aiba raised Sho in his arms and led him toward the biggest bathroom of the house. The horse lover put his boyfriend on the counter and kissed him softly.
"Masa..." Sho moaned in their lips. Aiba unbuttoned Sho's shirt while kissing his neck, his hands stroking the sculpted chest under the fabric. Once Sho was completely naked, Aiba stripped and helped his lover to lean in the big bathtub. Sho sighed in happiness when the hot water wrapped his body and let his boyfriend lay between his legs. Aiba leaned his back on the strong chest and linked their fingers.
"It's been a while since we spent some time together like this."
"Yes. I missed it." Sho tightened his hug around Aiba.
They stayed like that in silence, just against each other, the warmth of the room smoothing their bodies.
"I was 18 years old when he did it for the first time," Sho said after some minutes. "One day, he entered my bedroom with a friend of his and locked it. He had a camera in his hand and an evil smirk on his face. I can remember the sensation as if it was yesterday. He threw me on the bed and ordered me to stay still. I tried to get up but his friend climbed on me... He ripped my clothes and I screamed trying to call for help, but I was alone in the house and it just excited him even more. My father was laughing and recording everything. I struggled, cried, and pushed the man away but it only hurt me even more when I felt him inside me..." Sho whispered brokenly, his hands in Aiba's shaking.
"Your father..."
"Didn't touch me the first time. He only filmed this bastard fucking me. It hurt so much that I wanted to die. My body was aching like hell and I threw up when this shit came inside me. When they left with happy smiles, I spent three hours in the bathroom, trying to erase the disgusting touch on my body. But it wasn't working. Despite the showers, the feeling didn't disappear."
"And he did it again..."
"Yes. I think it's when Jun saw us. This time, my father did it too..." Sho's voice broke and Aiba turned around to hug his lover tightly.
"It's okay. You can cry. Let it go, Sho," Aiba whispered, his heart breaking when he heard Sho's loud sobs.
"I wanted to kill them... I was so angry and then, Jun disappeared for one week. In a way, it helped me to move on and not to cry over myself. I was so scared, I thought I had lost him... When I think he disappeared because he saw us, and that this bastard threatened him... Jun didn't talk for seven years because of this son of a bitch..." Sho sobbed.
"He should have his dick removed..." Aiba growled angrily.
"But in this story, I'm happy he didn't touch Jun. It was my worst fear. I believed Jun's silence was because he had touched him. I'm happy he chose me and not him."
"It's still unfair."
"Yes, but I was 18 and Jun only 10. It would have spoiled his whole life."
"But it spoiled yours."
"True, but my life would have been even more spoiled if he had raped Jun. Jun is my baby brother. I've almost raised him. I love him so much. If my father had touched him, I would have killed him."
"He will pay. One day, we will make him pay." Aiba kissed his lover's wet cheek.
"I don't even know what he did with the videos."
"Does your mother know?"
"I don't know. Maybe she knows but prefers to act as if it never happened." Sho shrugged.
"We will have to take back the videos."
"It might be impossible."
"We will. I promise. I'll help you to make him pay." Aiba whispered.
"Thank you for always being here." Sho sobbed.
"I won't leave you. Never."
The two lovers stayed in eachothers arms for a while before Aiba pulled away.
"Let's eat now." Aiba dried his body and helped Sho to leave the bathtub.
They laid on the sofa and ate in a warm mood, kissing sometimes and talking about horses. Aiba knew Sho was still full of fears and doubts about his state and mostly, his attractiveness. The horse lover was ready to show him how beautiful he was despite his handicap. They hadn't had any sex since the night they were drunk and that had been almost three months ago. Heroki had told Aiba not to stop sex and to show to his lover how wonderful he thought he was. However, with the rapper's mood swings, Aiba still hadn't dared to try to go further. Sho was still ashamed of his handicap, more so when Aiba had to carry him. Still, the horse lover was determined to prove Sho it wasn't a shame to be carried and didn't mean to imply that the rapper was like a girl either.
The couple cuddled as they were watching a movie. Aiba decided to make his move and started to kiss Sho's neck softly, his hand taking Sho's, making the rapper smile happily. As the older didn't get the hint, Aiba laid his head on his lap and after a while, kissed the firm abs. Sho's hand stroked his hair, the singer chuckling a bit. This time, Aiba really did pout. Masaki kissed the member wrapped in the jeans and stroked his nose against it.
"What are you doing?" Sho gasped, pushing Aiba away.
"Took you pretty long to understand the situation." Aiba giggled before stroking the bulge in Sho's pants.
"Stop it!" Sho snapped, really angry this time.
"Sho..." Aiba's voice broke sadly.
"We can't."
"Why?"
"Because I'm paralyzed in case you haven't noticed," Sho replied.
"And?" Aiba rolled his eyes. This baka was really going to drive him crazy one day, though, Masaki understood Sho's fear and shame.
"And how do you want to make love when I can't even move or stand on my legs."
"It's not a problem, there are positions that don't need to move your legs." Aiba smirked.
"No," Sho snapped.
"Sho, I want you... It's been a long time since we did it."
"Go find someone who doesn't need to be carried like some kind of girl then!" Sho replied coldly, sitting on his wheelchair.
"Sho!" Aiba this time stood up and stopped his lover who had lowered his head.
"Get away!"
"No."
"Get away or I'll crush into you."
"Go on." Aiba rumbled, crossing his arms on his chest. Sho tightened his jaw and tried to turn his wheelchair but lost his balance and fell on the ground. "SHO!" Aiba gasped and rushed toward his lover who pushed him away roughly.
"Is this what you wanted?!!!" Sho cried. "You want to make me feel more miserable than I am?! You want to make me remember how useless I am, how I can't even make love to you because anytime I have to do something, I need you to carry me?!" Tears were rolling down Sho's cheeks like a waterfall.
Aiba knelt down and wrapped his lover in his arms, fighting when Sho struggled to push him away.
"I would never do something like that, Sho. You're not useless and it's not because I have to carry you sometimes that I see you as a girl." Aiba cupped his lover's face and smiled softly. "You're my man, Sho. I see you like a man and yes, you can't move your legs for the moment but tell me one thing... What girl has a chest like this one?" Aiba stroked the muscles under Sho's shirt. "What girl can make me feel secure when I am in these so strong arms?" Aiba's hand traveled on Sho's arms. "What girl can make me scream in pleasure when I have this so perfect cock inside me?" Aiba kissed the soft member through the jeans, making Sho gasp and sob. "You're not a girl, Sho. Not being able to use your legs doesn't reduce you as a man. You're beautiful, with legs or not. I love you with your legs or without. No matter what. Why would I need someone else?"
"I can't...make love to you..." Sho whispered, lowering his head.
"You can. There are positions which don't imply legs. For example..." Aiba approached his mouth to Sho and whispered something, making the rapper shiver. "And we could..."
"No way!" Sho blushed. "I'm not a girl!"
"Does it mean I am?" Aiba frowned.
"No... But... I..."
"There is still my first proposition." Aiba smirked.
"I don't know if I can..."
"A man doesn't need his legs to show his strength. He only needs his heart." Aiba cut his lover off. The animal lover raised his boyfriend in his arms and led him to his bedroom, not liking how thin Sho was since the accident. He had to eat more because he was too skinny. Smiling, Aiba laid Sho on the bed and started to strip him while kissing every part of skin he could. Sho moaned, his member twisting in his boxer that Aiba took off quickly. "And besides, your little one is too big to make me think of you like a girl." Aiba grinned.
"Baka." Sho grabbed his lover's nape to kiss him deeply.
"Strip me, Sho." Aiba whispered.
"But..."
"You can do it, your hands and arms work." It's with shaking hands that Sho unbuttoned his boyfriend's shirt, enjoying the view of the soft caramel skin under his hands. Aiba climbed on top of him to let him unzip his jeans, revealing a very hard member under his boxer.
Once naked, Aiba grabbed a bottle of lube under the pillow and spread some gel on his fingers.
"Look at me while I prepare myself for you, Sho-chan." Aiba whispered huskily. Sho's mouth widened when the younger inserted his finger inside himself, showing him everything. Aiba was too beautiful, his eyes shining in lust, his mouth open to let soft moans escape, sweat rolling down his chest.
"I want you so much..." Sho whined. Aiba grinned and climbed on his lover again to take the hard length and pushed it inside him with a whimper.
"You're so big, Sho... You feel so good inside me..." Aiba gasped. When the full cock slipped inside him, Masaki started to move his hips, his hands on Sho's chest to keep his balance.
"Masa... Shit..." Sho swore when Aiba clenched around him and for the two lovers amazement, the rapper's hips moved up a bit, his legs following the movement. "What..."
"I knew making love would help." Aiba smirked and moved harder, his boyfriend moaning loudly. Sho's legs barely raised up but sometimes, when the pleasure was too intense, his muscles seemed to cooperate and the rapper managed to bend it a bit.
"Masaki... Shit... I'm so close...." Sho whined.
"Take me..." Aiba implored. Sho wrapped his hand around Aiba's hard length and pumped it as his lover was moving hard to hit his sweet spot. "Sho!!!" Aiba suddenly screamed, releasing in Sho's hand and bringing the rapper over the edge.
Aiba collapsed on his boyfriend, out of breath.
"See, your legs weren't needed for this position." Aiba giggled. "It was so good!" The horse lover stretched his body happily before freezing when he saw Sho crying silently. "Sho!" Aiba panicked but Sho smiled softly.
"Thank you so much, Masaki. Thank you for always being here and supporting me when I'm the worst lover of the world. Thank you for making me think I'm a bit beautiful and useful."
"But you are beautiful and useful." Aiba grinned, raising his head from Sho's chest.
"You're an amazing person, Masaki." Sho stroked his lover's hair.
"Like you are. I love you, that's all."
"Me too. That's why..." Sho blushed.
"Hun?"
"I want to show you how much I love you and how much I thank you for being here."
"You don't need to." Aiba shook his head with a smile.
"I want to. You deserve it and I know we will both love it."
"What?" Aiba looked at his lover with lost eyes.
"I want you to take me." Sho whispered, making Aiba's eyes widen in shock.
To be continued...
A/N: Sho is doing so many progresses feels so proud like a mama* xD but it’s all because of Aiba’s love and encouragements :D they finally made love throws confettis* I think it’s my favorite moment of this story because sho talked about his true feelings and Aiba managed to find the good words to convince him, it’s not just about sex but about trust and love J and sho talked about what happened to him, it’s the proof he completely trusts Aiba because he had never talked about what happened to anyone before J Now, they will make love again except if someone interrupts them *crosses her fingers* see you soon <3