Title: Beautiful asshole
Author: Matsuaurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya
Rating: R
Genre: Au, comedy, romance, m-preg and a bit of angst and smut xD
Disclaimer: If I could own them, my life would be perfect xD
Summary: Jun Matsumoto is a beautiful and clever assistant. His career is reaching the top and he will soon become a CEO but the only problem is his boss, Sho Sakurai. As handsome and attractive as a Top model but also a beautiful asshole. How Jun will reach his dream while ignoring his lust for his boss?
Final chapter:
Sho's pov:
I couldn't believe it. Jun was pregnant. I couldn't be wrong because even though his belly wasn't very big, a stranger would see he was holding a child at the way he was stroking his belly. My child. Or maybe I was wrong. Maybe he left me because he cheated on me and got pregnant. Maybe the father was this Aiba. Talking about the devil, Aiba left the store with two bags in his hands and a smile plastered on his face. Though, Jun didn't look truly happy. He stroked his belly as if he was holding the most precious thing of the world. I had to react. I needed answers. Was he really bearing my child and if it was the case, why did he leave me. Or if I wasn't the father, why did he make me believe he was in love with me?
I crossed the street, Jun freezing when he saw me, his hand automatically wrapping his belly as if he wanted to protect the little life inside.
Doing everything in an eager and brash manner
I'm getting used to the days of colliding with walls
This is me: my honest smile being the only thing I can boast to you about
I’m just a clumsy man whistling roughly
Holding onto important things only
"Sho..."
"I think you owe me some explanations." I threw a death look to Aiba who sighed.
"I let you two." He kissed Jun's cheek and walked away.
"What does it mean? You cheated on me and got pregnant by him? For how long?"
"I didn't cheat on you, Sho. Never." Jun said softly.
So, it meant...
"It's your child." He completed.
"My... My child?" And how one of the best businessmen of Japan became as smart as a donkey.
"Yes, your child. It's how you end when you fuck without using a condom. Pregnant." Jun rolled his eyes.
"Sorry to be shocked. My boyfriend left me without a word and refused to talk to me. I discover a month later that he is pregnant with my child. Sorry to be surprised." I replied.
"I didn't want you to know." He looked away.
"Why?"
"Because I'm pregnant while we just agreed to be together, Sho! And what people would think if they knew I got pregnant by my boss?"
"I don't care about what people think." I snapped.
"You're a big egoist! You don't care?! You have nothing to lose! You're a respected CEO when I'm just graduating! Everybody will think I succeeded because I fucked you and I'll look ridiculous and will end jobless!"
"Jun..."
"You can't understand. Your career is made. You come from a rich family, you don't know what it is to sleep at your friend's house while studying because you couldn't pay yourself an apartment. I have nothing. I worked hard to become someone and to leave this shit! You don't know what it is not to eat for one week because you can't even pay an onigiri!"
"But your father..."
"I've never told my father. After my mother's death, he stayed very fragile psychologically and I couldn't bother him nor worry him. I did everything by myself, I am what I am today because of my will and the help of my best friends. I can't throw all that into the toilets." Jun cried.
"We can find a way..."
"No, Sho, we can't. I'll raise this child myself and will not ask you anything. Forget me."
"No."
"What?"
"No. It's my child too, I don't want you to raise him without me. You can't prevent me to do my part of the job."
"Your family will never accept."
Loving everything of you, unable to express myself well,
I'll make you angry again
But the reason I ask you over and over again
Is not because I don’t understand
I know but I'll pretend not to notice and say
"I love you"
"They love you. My father told you they want you back. We can find a solution to protect your career and to raise our baby together." I approached him slowly, staring at his crying eyes with love and hope.
"I can't..." Jun made a step back.
"Jun, please, baby..."
"Forget me. Forget us, Sho." Jun shook his head and turned around to call a taxi.
I didn't even react, too shocked to move. Did I really lose the love of my life and my baby at the same time?
Jun's pov:
I slammed the door behind me and hid under my blanket on my bed. I hated myself, I hated making Sho suffer but when I saw the hope in his eyes, I ran away like a coward.
"Sorry, Aka-chan, I'm a bad father." I sobbed, stroking my belly. I didn't understand why Sho wanted to try. We would never find a way to deal with our relationship, the baby and my career. And I refused to make my career and my baby pay for our mistakes. My baby deserved the best.
"You fucked up." I heard a voice saying behind me.
"I know."
"Why did you reject him?"
"How do you know?"
"Masaki told me. He was so angry that you spoilt everything he did."
"What do you mean?" I turned around to look at Nino.
Trivial sorrows,
Even when we get in a fight sparked by each of our selfishness
No matter how it hurts, I want to make you happy
So I burden myself with things like expectations and promises
"Jeez, Jun, you can be so stupid sometimes!" Nino rolled his eyes. "Why do you think Aiba proposed you to date him?"
"Because he likes me?"
"Because he wanted to help you. By making Sakurai jealous. And it worked but he didn't plan our stupid best friend would fuck up."
"I'm scared." I whispered.
"What did he tell you?"
"He wants to be with me and the baby. He said his family would approve us and we would find a way to protect my career."
"And wasn't it what you wanted?" Nino sighed in despair.
"It is. But it's not so easy."
"Jun, I know this pregnancy scares you and with your graduation, it's not the best moment to have a child but Sakurai is here. He didn't run away, he asked you to raise this baby with you. I can't believe I'm going to say that -and don't you dare tell him- but he is a good man. He wants this baby with you, he wants to protect you, don't push him away."
"But..."
"Will you be happy with a good career and a baby who won't have nor know his father? Do you think it's fair for your child? He will grow up alone with you and will never know he has a father who wanted to raise him. You want him to be alone like you were? For what? A big career?"
"I worked hard to be what I am today."
"I know. And Sakurai proposed you to protect all this work. If you leave him, Jun, you will only live with regrets. And your child will hate you for preventing him to grow with his two fathers. Do you really want to end miserable? To tell your child you chose your career instead of his father? Are you ready to assume this choice? If you really want to choose your career, why do you keep this baby?"
"I..." Well, he was totally right. My choice was a big contradiction with my desires.
"I love you, Jun. I will always respect your choices but like Satoshi told you, we want you to be sure of your decisions because it will be definitive." Nino patted my shoulder with a smile.
"Thank you Kazu."
"I'll always be here. Now, you have to take a decision. Do you really want to keep this child?"
"Yes." I said immediately, stroking my belly with love.
"Then, go back to Sakurai. If you love him like he loves you, don't think about your career and go back to him. Together, you will find a way to resolve this problem. And you will also raise my future amazing nephew." Nino smiled softly.
"Kazu..." I sobbed, hugging him tightly.
"It's raining, you will see him tomorrow, I don't want you to catch a cold." Nino kissed my cheek and left my bedroom.
"I love when you talk with your heart." Ohno whispered, hugging his lover from behind.
"I always talk with my heart." Nino smirked.
"No. You like to play your brat to hide this so big heart of yours."
"Whatever, old man, I want to fuck." Nino smiled evilly.
"Oh yes, I have to punish someone who was very naughty if I remember well." Ohno chuckled with a playfully smile.
"Very very naughty." Nino smirked, grabbing his lover's collar to push him in their bedroom.
****
I sighed in despair when I heard my two best friends moaning. Seriously, couldn't they wait until I was asleep?
I stared at my phone. Sho was calling me for the nth time but I had never answered. And if Kazu was right. If losing Sho was the biggest mistake of my life?
"Moshi moshi?"
"Jun, baby, please. Don't do that... Please, don't run away, I can't..."
"Sho, I need to tell you something important about the baby."
"What?!!"
"Meet me in front of our store in ten minutes." I hung up. I knew he would immediately guess what shop I was talking about. I grabbed my stuffs and a jacket, running out of the house. Luckily, the store wasn't far and my belly wasn't big for the moment. I forgot my umbrella and ended up drenched in two minutes. I was shivering in cold but didn't care. I had chosen my priorities.
Loving everything of you
Leading a foolish yet honest life, I always end up failing
But because I pray only for the person I love,
I'm able to stand back up,
Though I know, I pretend not to notice and ask,
"Do you love me?"
I love your every manner, your beauty exceeds your appearance: everything about you is beautiful
A reality that nearly freezes me in my step
A truth that nearly makes me cry
Without turning my back on them, I want to move forward to tomorrow, protecting it
"Jun?" I turned around to see Sho looking at me with hopeful eyes, his body as wet as mine. He didn't take an umbrella either, obviously. "Are you crazy?! You're drenched! Why didn't you take an umbrella?! Did you think about the baby?!" He scowled me. I burst out laugh, under his surprised eyes. "I don't see what is so funny."
"Nothing. Just... If you want to scowl me because of our baby, then, do it at home." I smiled, waiting for him to understand. His eyes widened in shock.
"Do you mean it?"
"Yes." I nodded. Sho smiled widely and ran toward me to hug me tightly, laying kisses on my wet face. I laughed, enjoying this so wonderful moment like in all these romantic movies that I love to watch.
"Let's go home and dry you." He took my hand and pushed me in his Audi. I was shivering a lot and Sho wrapped me in his arms to warm me a bit, kissing me anytime he could. His driver stopped in front of a big building where his apartment certainly was and my eyes widened in amazement when we entered an apartment twice bigger than Ohno and Nino's house. How could he live here alone? "I have lots of rooms for my work. But now, one of them will be for our little one." Sho raised his hand hesitantly and seeing my smile, put it on my belly. I shivered in happiness when he stroked it and laid a kiss on my skin through my clothes. "Let's take a shower and we will talk after." Sho took my hand and led me to a big bathroom, undressed me and pulled me in his arms under the hot water. "Why?"
"Kazu opened my eyes. He said choosing to keep this child and leaving you for my career was egoist. He said I hadn't the right to prevent this baby to know his father. He even said you were a nice man."
"I'll keep that in mind." Sho laughed. "And you decided to stay with me?" My lover pressed our foreheads together.
"Yes. If you still want me. I'm scared like hell but I will always regret it if I don't try. I want to raise this baby with you and if my career ended in the toilets, I won't have any regret because I'll have you two by my side." I took Sho's hand to put it on my belly. Tears filled his eyes at the sensation.
"A boy or a girl?"
"I don't know yet. I want it to be a surprise."
"What would you prefer?"
"As long as he is fine, I don't care. A boy or a girl, it doesn't matter."
"We will just have to make another one if we want both genders." Sho smirked.
"First, make love to me like your promised in the plane and when this one will be born, we'll think about another one." I whispered before catching his mouth in a hungry kiss. "Make love to me, please, Sho."
"With pleasure, baby." Sho smiled between our lips.
****
Sho's pov:
Saying I was happy wouldn't be enough to describe my feelings right now. Jun had agreed to try and to raise our baby together. Our baby. Just these two words made me feel incredibly happy. I had always wanted children and if I hadn't planned to have one so quickly, I wasn't less happy. I was ready to give them everything. The two loves of my life.
"Sho..." I chuckled, remembering I was about to make love to Jun. I had carried him up to the bedroom and was preparing him slowly, wanting to make him scream in pleasure as much as possible.
"Want me?"
"Yes... Please... Fuck me already." Jun implored. Christ, he was so beautiful like that, with his red cheeks, his half-closed eyes and his little bump. I couldn't get tired of watching him naked. Deciding to stop my teasing, I pulled my fingers out and slipped inside him with a moan. It's been a long time. Too long time. I felt in Paradise now I was inside him. His legs wrapped my waist to bring our bodies closer and I began to move, controlling my movements not to come right away. Jun's hands grabbed my hair to pull me in a kiss, his hips moving to meet mine. Soon, this position wouldn't be possible when his belly will be too big. I was so impatient to see that and to hold my baby in my arms.
"God, Jun... You're so fucking amazing." I whined, thrusting harder.
"So close... Make me come..." Jun gasped. I smiled and devoured his neck, my hips moving faster, his nails digging in the flesh of my back. I slid my hand between us and surrounded his begging member, thrusting powerfully to bring us over the edge.
"Shit." I collapsed on my back.
"It was amazing." Jun panted next to me. Smiling, I straddled him and moved down to stroke his belly softly. "Sho..." Jun grinned, tears filling his eyes. He was already very emotional but with the hormones, it would get worse.
Loving everything of you, unable to express myself well, I'll angry you again
But the reason I ask you over and over again
Is not because I don’t understand
I know but I'll pretend not to notice and say
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
"My baby... Inside you... Aka-chan, it's daddy." I whispered against the belly. "Daddy loves you so much and is so impatient to see you." I kissed Jun's bulge before laying my head next to it to keep stroking his tummy lovingly. I kissed it a last time before wrapping Jun in my arms. "And I also love your papa."
"I love daddy too." Jun giggled.
"Let's choose a name!"
"Sho, it's too early to choose a name." Jun rolled his eyes, though, I could see his tenderly smile.
"If it's a boy, could we call him with a name starting by an S? It's my family's tradition and..."
"Of course. But I want something different than all those Shu, Shun, Shouta..."
"What about Seito? Or Satoru? Or Sasuke? Or Satoshi?"
"Hey, calm down, the baby won't be here before several months. And if it's a girl?" Jun chuckled.
"Mmm. I like Saya. And Manami. Yuuki isn't bad too."
"I also like Satomi. And Masami."
"We could look in a book to find some ideas."
"Good idea. But whatever the gender and the name, our baby will be the most beautiful and kindest of the world."
"And the smartest." I smirked.
"He or she will be perfect."
"Like me." I joked.
"Oh no, please, I don't want a second Beautiful asshole." Jun teased me.
"Oi, what does it mean?!" I groaned, tickling him.
"Stop, Sho! Please!" Jun laughed loudly, struggling under my hands.
I kissed him deeply, stroking his perfect body endlessly.
"Tomorrow, we will tell my family for us and the baby."
"But..."
"They will approve. I know they love you and my mother will be too happy to have a grandchild to reject us. Trust them."
"Okay." Jun buried his face in my neck and closing our eyes, we fell asleep quickly, together this time.
****
"It will be alright." I took Jun's shaking hand in mine as we were leaving my car.
"I hope so." Jun whispered. He was so cute when he had all these doubts instead of this so sure look always on his face when we were at work.
"Tadaima!" I exclaimed while opening the door.
"In the living room, Sho!" I heard my mother who was certainly preparing something to eat. I wrapped Jun's waist to lead him toward my family, my eyes staring at his belly under his tank top.
"Hello, mom." I grinned.
"Sho, I'm so happy to see you and Jun, my dear, you changed your mind and..." My mother froze when she turned toward us and her eyes stopped on my arm around Jun's waist and mostly on my lover's bulge. "What... But... It's... Sho..." Her eyes widened, her mouth opening and closing like a fish.
"Honey, why are you stammering like that, did you see a ghost?" I heard my father teasing and joining us. "Jun?! You came back but..." My father paused, obviously shocked. Okay, I knew they would be surprised but not as much as that.
"I knew it!!!" A voice exclaimed behind us. I rolled my eyes. Really, Shu could be so annoying. "I was sure Jun was pregnant! Nii-chan didn't learn to wear condoms obviously." My brother smirked.
"Shu!" Dad scowled. "Sho, can you explain?"
"I think you don't need explanations. Jun is pregnant with my child and after lots of fights, agreed to come back." I said softly, waiting for their reaction.
"Seriously, you and Shu want me dead already." Dad stroked his face with a sigh. "I thought Jun wanted to protect his career."
"I do. And we will find a way. Together." Jun looked at me with a soft smile.
"Mom?" I asked as my mother was still staring at us with her shock face.
"Finally..." She started to sob. Eh? "I'll have a wonderful son-in-law and my first grandchild. I can die in peace, now!" She exclaimed with a dramatic face.
"Yuriko!" My father scowled.
"I'm so so happy!" She ran toward us and hugged Jun in her arms. "Can I touch your belly?" She asked with shining eyes.
"Of course." Jun grinned in relief. My mom put her hand on the bulge and sobbed in happiness. Since when was she so emotional?
"My grandchild. A boy or a girl?"
"It will be a surprise." Jun chuckled.
"I hope it will be a girl, I'll bring her in all the shops of the town to buy her lots of clothes!"
"Well, I would prefer a boy, girls are too emotional." My father mumbled.
"Dad?" I asked hopefully.
"What do you want I say? You got pregnant a man we love and admire a lot, it could have been worse." My dad shrugged. I knew it was his way to tell us he was happy and accepted us. Sakurai men had never been very good to show their feelings.
"Let's eat, Jun needs lots of energy for the baby!" Mom exclaimed, taking Jun's arm to lead him toward the table. My lover was smiling widely, an incredible happiness shining on his face. He wasn't alone anymore. And we would have to invite his father too.
I couldn't believe one year ago, I was this lonely pitiful asshole and now, I was with the man of my life and our soon new-baby born. I felt as if I had won the jackpot at a game, though, here it wasn't a question of money but of something a lot more important. It was a question of love and it was better than all the prizes of the world.
And guess what? I was the winner. The asshole I was, would become a father.
A beautiful father.
Owari~
Or not xD
A/N: Tadaima!!! xD Turkey was great, people are so kind and I had lots of fun, mostly when I took the bus because it’s reaaaaallllly not the same than in Paris xD I hope I’ll go back there next year :D
SORRY but it's not the end yet xD As lots of readers ask (yes, yes, I’m talking about you little perverts :P) there is a second season, a sort of sequel that will come soon as I have almost finish to write it xD so, you will know what will happen for our dear Sakumoto with Jun's. So, if you want more, don't worry, this story isn't finished, and a little hint, the next season will be named 'Beautiful bitch' with still Sho and Jun's pov and how they deal with all the work they have, the pregnancy and their relationship because, we have to be honest, they are so stubborn that they can't stay a whole month together without fighting or fucking like rabbits to make-up xD And of course, you will have the birth of the cutest baby of the world, our dear Sakumoto baby xD I hope you will follow the sequel, see you soon if it's the case :D I’ll maybe post a new m-preg Sakumoto while I finish the sequel of this one :D
And I hope you liked this one too even though the story isn’t mine but from a book (yeah, I had to write a Sakumoto version) xD
The song is Tsubusa ni koi from the Kanjani and this fanvid that I love :D