Until I hate you (chapter 1)
Title: Until I hate you
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Aimiya, Sakumoto (side pairing)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: A big kiss for my dear Lilisan31 who helped me to find a title for this fic and also lots of ideas, without your help, this fic wouldn't be the same~ thank you my sweet sis' witch <3
Summary: My world fell apart the day he came into my life. My world crashed down the day I met him when my mother introduced him as my new step-father. This day, I learned there was a very thin line between love and hatred.
This fic is for Nino’s birthday, love you my dear brat <3
Chapter 1:
Nino's pov:
I think if there was a memory I would never ever forget it would be this one. If there was one day that would never leave my mind, it would be this raining Friday. The 7th November 2000. I would never forget the moment I saw his face under the rain. I was running toward the house, my cheek aching like hell after the punch I had received from Satsuke. When I almost reached my house, I bumped into someone and fell on the ground, hissing in pain.
"I'm sorry, are you okay?" I raised my eyes and froze, seeing the most beautiful man I had ever met before. He was holding an umbrella, looking at me with concern. I can't forget the picture of this day. The rain was falling hard but at this moment, a small sun's ray lit his smiling face.
"Eto... I'm fine." I took his hand to stand up, the contact of his cold skin warming my heart.
"Are you Kazunari?"
"Eh?" I blinked in surprise.
"Kazu!" I turned my face to see my mother calling me from the house and nodded to the man before running to her, all drenched. "You forgot your umbrella again." She scowled me. "Oh, Satoshi, what are you doing here?" I turned my head to see the sleepy man just behind me.
"Satoshi?" I arched an eyebrow, not understanding the situation anymore.
"He is a friend. Let's talk inside." My mom bit her lip and disappeared in the house. The man smiled at me softly and after bowing, left. He was weird.
My jaw dropped open when I saw several suitcases in the corridor.
"Are we going somewhere?" I frowned.
"Kazu, we need to talk." My mother said softly.
"Ah, Kazunari, you're here." My father sighed.
"What's happening here, where are we going?"
"You're going nowhere, son. I'm leaving."
"What?" I gasped, scared of understanding the meaning of his words.
"Your mother and I have talked a lot and we have decided to divorce."
"Chotto matte!" I stopped him. "Divorced?! Since when?!"
"Kazu, you've seen how much we fight for several months with your father. And it makes you suffer too, so, we have decided to stop." My mother said softly, putting her hand on my shoulder.
"What?! No!! I don't want!! Dad!!!" I turned toward my father.
"Stop whining like a child, Kazunari! You're 17 years old, you have to accept it." My father snapped.
"But no... You could talk more, you could try not to fight and..."
"Kazunari!" My father growled, making me jump. "Your mother and I don't love each other anymore, there is nothing to fix."
"But dad, you've always told me if you talked, you could always save your couple..."
"You were 5 years old, Kazu, you were too young to understand. Stop believing in this no sense and grow up."
"But..." Tears started to roll down my cheeks. "How will I see you? I have school and the week-end..."
"I'm leaving Japan, Kazunari."
"Wh..." My voice died.
"They offered me to work for an American company."
"But I want to see you and..."
"We've never been close, Kazunari, so, you won't really miss me and you have your mother."
"Kazuhiko! Is it at a way to talk to your son?!"
"I'm telling him the truth. I have to go, my plane is in four hours." My father took his suitcase and left.
"Kazu, I'm sorry, I..."
"I HATE YOU!!!" I screamed and ran in my bedroom, slamming the door behind me. I stayed hidden in my bed for the whole night, refusing to leave my bedroom when my mother called me.
I left my 'cavern' a week later, ignoring my mother's attempts to talk. I was angry at her. Not because of my father's words but because they told me they were divorcing as if you announced to your children you were going to Disneyland. It's true they were fighting a lot but it didn't mean they were going to divorce. They could have seen a specialist to talk about their problems at least.
At school, Satsuke again bullied me but I couldn't care less, I was too hurt because of the divorce. My mother wasn't responsible of my father's coldness. We had never been close because he worked a lot (or preferred to go to bars to drink) but several months ago, he had started to change and to finally stop bringing shame on his family, I thought they would be happy together like before. I was a fool for thinking that. Once trust was broken, nothing could be fixed.
"Kazu, what happened to you, my dear?" My mom gasped when I came home with a bruise on my cheek.
"I fought." I mumbled.
"Come here, I'll heal that." She made me sit and kneeled down in front of me. It's at this moment that I realized how tired and thin she looked. She was a beautiful woman but right now, she looked older and exhausted by the life. Maybe was I too hard with her. She had always done everything to make me happy after all. I knew she loved me. Feeling bad for being so nasty, I embraced her thin fragile body.
"Kazu?" She gasped in surprise.
"I love you, you know that?"
"I know dear." She smiled, finally hugging me back.
"We will be fine. I'll help you with the house. I'll find a part-time job."
"No, Kazu." She pulled away, cupping my face. "All you have to do is to work hard to enter this university you dream about since you're 6, and all you have to do is to be happy and to find someone you love. Can you do that for me?"
"But how will you pay?"
"I'll figure it out. Don't worry, Kazu."
"But I have to protect you now, it's my role to..."
"No, honey. Your role is to be a normal teenager, to go to parties, to work hard and to have a lover. That's all you have to do." She kissed my forehead.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. A friend will help me for the house, don't worry."
"Is it the same man I saw last week?"
"Yes." She bit her lip worriedly.
"Is he your new lover?"
"Ano... No yet... It's complicated. He is younger than me and well..."
"Be with him if he makes you happy." I forced a smile.
"We are kind of dating but... I need time..."
"Don't let him go if he makes you happy. You also have to be." She chuckled at my words. I was really trying to give her my approbation but deep inside, I hated it. I didn't want her to be with this guy though, I promise myself I would try to accept him. For my mother's happiness.
"We'll see." She patted my hair. "But he will come to live with us. To help us. You'll see, he is very kind. He is 30 years old and works as an artist. You will like him."
If I had known how much...
I met this friend officially one month later. I wasn't very happy to see my mother with another man but I couldn't say anything. I had encouraged her to be with him after all but now I was really meeting him, I wanted to go back in time and tell my mom to leave him.
He came an evening for dinner, still as handsome as the day I met him. He had slightly long black hair and cute chubby cheeks that didn't make him look like 30 but mostly 22-25 years old. He looked sleepy, as if he was lost in another world but was kind.
"So, can I call you Kazunari?" Ohno asked softly.
"No. It's Nino." I replied coldly. I didn't understand why I acted so coldly and nastily with him but he annoyed me. His calm annoyed me.
"Kazu!" My mother protested.
"It's okay, Kazuko, we don't know each other after all." Ohno smiled.
"And I don't want to know you." I added.
"Kazu, enough!" My mother snapped.
"I could have taken care of you myself!" I growled and left the table, hearing a soft 'He needs time' from Ohno. In his dreams, yes. I didn't like him. I wanted to take care of my mum without having a man younger than her at home. I would throw up if I saw them kissing or hugging. And mostly, it would be as if someone was sinking a knife in my heart if I saw them all lovey-dovey.
Time passed and I avoided Ohno as much as possible, always finding an excuse to leave early or to come home late. My mother was sad because of my attitude but how could I tell her I hated this man with all my soul? It would break her.
****
"Kazu..." My boyfriend moaned as I was slipping my hands under his shirt. I smirked, rolling my hips to stroke our members even more. His hands gripped my butt to press me even more, making me sigh in pleasure.
"Fuck me, Masaki." I whispered in his ear before biting his earlobe.
"But..."
"We're alone. My mother is working and her sex toy is certainly fishing."
"But it's dangerous to do it on the sofa."
"Doesn't it excite you?" I smiled wickedly.
"Okay..." I freed Aiba's member and after taking off my clothes, climbed on his lap to impale myself on his hard length. I moaned, burying my face in his neck as I was moving up and down. I knew Masaki since forever. We grew up together, became best friends and started to fuck when I was 16. We were both drunk and fucked roughly this night but I never regretted it. We weren't really dating, we were more like sex friends. We fucked when one of us wanted and we sometimes dated someone else. We never worked as boyfriends as we were more like brothers than lovers and as we didn't want to break our friendship but at the same time, always ended fucking, we decided to keep our it this way. I could see everyone I wanted and Masaki too but we still made love several times per week. We were happy of this functioning. Like that, we didn't hurt each others. I would have done the same with Jun, my second best friend but Jun had a boyfriend and Sho was very very jealous. Nobody could touch J, even not me or Aiba. Too bad, Jun was gorgeous and well-built.
"Kazu... Fuck... So good..." Aiba moaned, his hands gripping my hips to dive even more inside me. I bit his neck, sucking his skin roughly and gasping at every thrust.
"Masa... You feel so good..." I moved faster as he was gripping my member to pump me. I arched my head back, moaning loudly in pleasure as we were both reaching our peak. Panting, I chuckled but soon, froze. In front of my face, some meters further, was Ohno, staring at me with a frown. "Shit." I cursed, grabbing the blanket next to us to cover our bodies.
"I can see someone is having a good time." Ohno said coldly. Aiba blushed deeply, lowering his head.
"We were alone." I replied.
"And you can't do that on our sofa. You have a bedroom for your pervert things."
"Fuck you." I snapped. His cold glare annoyed me, I wanted to punch his chubby face.
"We are deeply sorry, Ohno-san, it won't happen again." Aiba wore his clothes and bowed deeply. "I'll leave, Kazu."
"Hun." I put only my jeans, not bothering to cover the top of my body and followed Aiba toward the entry, ignoring Ohno's stare. "See you tomorrow at school?"
"Yep." Aiba grinned. As Ohno was watching us, I smiled evilly and grabbed Masaki's nape to kiss him hungrily.
"We still haven't made it on the roof." I said loud enough for Ohno to hear.
"Mmm. Ye-ah." Aiba blushed uncomfortably.
"See you tomorrow, baby." I pecked his lips and closed the door before turning toward Ohno with a wick smile. "What, does it shock you? You can't bear the view of fags?"
"I don't care about your sexual preferences as long as you keep them in your bedroom." Ohno said calmly.
"Relax, old man, you really need to get laid, don't be so stiff and take off the broom you have in this cute ass." I smirked, passing by him and slapping his butt but his hand caught my arm.
"Stop with this stupid game."
"Listen, I hate you, I think it's pretty clear so, let me alone and keep ignoring me." I snapped, pushing his strong hand away. "By the way, thank you for coming for the final because I would have hated not to have this perfect orgasm." I added with defying eyes before climbing the stairs and slamming my bedroom's door. This fucking Teddy bear really annoyed me. He was a damn pervert for looking at me having an orgasm without saying anything. Maybe he was a voyeuristic.
Strangely, he didn't say anything to my mother. I was expecting him to tell her but he stayed silent, sometimes throwing me some looks.
"Kazu, are you ready for your exams?" My mother asked as we were eating.
"Of course. It's easy."
"And have you sent your file for Gakuen academy?"
"I did. But I'm sure they'll say yes, I was first in my class and they loved my compositions. They also were very happy by my skills with a guitar and a piano. I think I played Beethoven very well." I chuckled.
"I'm proud of you. But why did you stop playing here? I love to hear you when I come back after a tiring day." Well, as I avoided Ohno as much as possible and my piano was in the living room, I couldn't play here anymore and trained at school or at Jun's house.
"J's piano is a diamond and he allows me to use it when he doesn't play, so, I take advantage of his perfect piano."
"You don't like yours? You want I buy you another one?" My mother asked worriedly.
"No! I love the one you offered me, he is perfect but... Well, I train a lot with Jun as he is very severe with me."
"Jun-kun is so serious. He has amazing ears." My mother nodded.
"Hun. He can hear any little mistake I do and it's because of him I played Beethoven so well for my exams."
"Jun-kun is so kind."
"Hun. But Sho is too jealous, I can't even hug him freely." I whined.
"They are young, it's normal."
"Mum, they are dating since they are 12 years old, Jun is crazy about Sho, Sakurai shouldn't be so scared of losing him."
"When you love someone deeply, you can't stand seeing him close to someone else sometimes." My mother smiled, taking Ohno's hand as I was freezing.
"Well, I need to study a bit." I stood up and left the kitchen, looking away when I felt Ohno's eyes on me. I wasn't jealous of them. No. Never. I just hated Ohno whose eternal calm and sleepy face pissed me off.
I sat in front of my piano, staring at the keys. I loved this piano even if it was too old now. My mother didn't have enough money to buy me a new one. That's why Jun's piano was better to train. My piano's sound wasn't good enough now. I needed a better sound. Taking a deep breath, I put my fingers on the keys and started to play. Immediately, a wave of joy won my body like anytime I played. I closed my eyes and let my mind escape in another world, my fingers flying.
After some minutes, I stopped, closing the cap of the piano and joined my bedroom. I hadn't played as well as usually.
What was happening to me?
To be continued...
A/N : Hiiii I’m back with a new Ohmiya after all this Sakumoto xD This fic is for Nino’s birthday, my dear favorite brat <3 and again a big kiss for my dear Sis’ Witch, Lilisan31 because you are a big part of this fic <3 I hope you will like this one, the plot is a bit complicated as Ohchan is Nino’s step-father but let’s see how it goes, ne xD comments are <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Aimiya, Sakumoto (side pairing)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: A big kiss for my dear Lilisan31 who helped me to find a title for this fic and also lots of ideas, without your help, this fic wouldn't be the same~ thank you my sweet sis' witch <3
Summary: My world fell apart the day he came into my life. My world crashed down the day I met him when my mother introduced him as my new step-father. This day, I learned there was a very thin line between love and hatred.
This fic is for Nino’s birthday, love you my dear brat <3
Chapter 1:
Nino's pov:
I think if there was a memory I would never ever forget it would be this one. If there was one day that would never leave my mind, it would be this raining Friday. The 7th November 2000. I would never forget the moment I saw his face under the rain. I was running toward the house, my cheek aching like hell after the punch I had received from Satsuke. When I almost reached my house, I bumped into someone and fell on the ground, hissing in pain.
"I'm sorry, are you okay?" I raised my eyes and froze, seeing the most beautiful man I had ever met before. He was holding an umbrella, looking at me with concern. I can't forget the picture of this day. The rain was falling hard but at this moment, a small sun's ray lit his smiling face.
"Eto... I'm fine." I took his hand to stand up, the contact of his cold skin warming my heart.
"Are you Kazunari?"
"Eh?" I blinked in surprise.
"Kazu!" I turned my face to see my mother calling me from the house and nodded to the man before running to her, all drenched. "You forgot your umbrella again." She scowled me. "Oh, Satoshi, what are you doing here?" I turned my head to see the sleepy man just behind me.
"Satoshi?" I arched an eyebrow, not understanding the situation anymore.
"He is a friend. Let's talk inside." My mom bit her lip and disappeared in the house. The man smiled at me softly and after bowing, left. He was weird.
My jaw dropped open when I saw several suitcases in the corridor.
"Are we going somewhere?" I frowned.
"Kazu, we need to talk." My mother said softly.
"Ah, Kazunari, you're here." My father sighed.
"What's happening here, where are we going?"
"You're going nowhere, son. I'm leaving."
"What?" I gasped, scared of understanding the meaning of his words.
"Your mother and I have talked a lot and we have decided to divorce."
"Chotto matte!" I stopped him. "Divorced?! Since when?!"
"Kazu, you've seen how much we fight for several months with your father. And it makes you suffer too, so, we have decided to stop." My mother said softly, putting her hand on my shoulder.
"What?! No!! I don't want!! Dad!!!" I turned toward my father.
"Stop whining like a child, Kazunari! You're 17 years old, you have to accept it." My father snapped.
"But no... You could talk more, you could try not to fight and..."
"Kazunari!" My father growled, making me jump. "Your mother and I don't love each other anymore, there is nothing to fix."
"But dad, you've always told me if you talked, you could always save your couple..."
"You were 5 years old, Kazu, you were too young to understand. Stop believing in this no sense and grow up."
"But..." Tears started to roll down my cheeks. "How will I see you? I have school and the week-end..."
"I'm leaving Japan, Kazunari."
"Wh..." My voice died.
"They offered me to work for an American company."
"But I want to see you and..."
"We've never been close, Kazunari, so, you won't really miss me and you have your mother."
"Kazuhiko! Is it at a way to talk to your son?!"
"I'm telling him the truth. I have to go, my plane is in four hours." My father took his suitcase and left.
"Kazu, I'm sorry, I..."
"I HATE YOU!!!" I screamed and ran in my bedroom, slamming the door behind me. I stayed hidden in my bed for the whole night, refusing to leave my bedroom when my mother called me.
I left my 'cavern' a week later, ignoring my mother's attempts to talk. I was angry at her. Not because of my father's words but because they told me they were divorcing as if you announced to your children you were going to Disneyland. It's true they were fighting a lot but it didn't mean they were going to divorce. They could have seen a specialist to talk about their problems at least.
At school, Satsuke again bullied me but I couldn't care less, I was too hurt because of the divorce. My mother wasn't responsible of my father's coldness. We had never been close because he worked a lot (or preferred to go to bars to drink) but several months ago, he had started to change and to finally stop bringing shame on his family, I thought they would be happy together like before. I was a fool for thinking that. Once trust was broken, nothing could be fixed.
"Kazu, what happened to you, my dear?" My mom gasped when I came home with a bruise on my cheek.
"I fought." I mumbled.
"Come here, I'll heal that." She made me sit and kneeled down in front of me. It's at this moment that I realized how tired and thin she looked. She was a beautiful woman but right now, she looked older and exhausted by the life. Maybe was I too hard with her. She had always done everything to make me happy after all. I knew she loved me. Feeling bad for being so nasty, I embraced her thin fragile body.
"Kazu?" She gasped in surprise.
"I love you, you know that?"
"I know dear." She smiled, finally hugging me back.
"We will be fine. I'll help you with the house. I'll find a part-time job."
"No, Kazu." She pulled away, cupping my face. "All you have to do is to work hard to enter this university you dream about since you're 6, and all you have to do is to be happy and to find someone you love. Can you do that for me?"
"But how will you pay?"
"I'll figure it out. Don't worry, Kazu."
"But I have to protect you now, it's my role to..."
"No, honey. Your role is to be a normal teenager, to go to parties, to work hard and to have a lover. That's all you have to do." She kissed my forehead.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. A friend will help me for the house, don't worry."
"Is it the same man I saw last week?"
"Yes." She bit her lip worriedly.
"Is he your new lover?"
"Ano... No yet... It's complicated. He is younger than me and well..."
"Be with him if he makes you happy." I forced a smile.
"We are kind of dating but... I need time..."
"Don't let him go if he makes you happy. You also have to be." She chuckled at my words. I was really trying to give her my approbation but deep inside, I hated it. I didn't want her to be with this guy though, I promise myself I would try to accept him. For my mother's happiness.
"We'll see." She patted my hair. "But he will come to live with us. To help us. You'll see, he is very kind. He is 30 years old and works as an artist. You will like him."
If I had known how much...
I met this friend officially one month later. I wasn't very happy to see my mother with another man but I couldn't say anything. I had encouraged her to be with him after all but now I was really meeting him, I wanted to go back in time and tell my mom to leave him.
He came an evening for dinner, still as handsome as the day I met him. He had slightly long black hair and cute chubby cheeks that didn't make him look like 30 but mostly 22-25 years old. He looked sleepy, as if he was lost in another world but was kind.
"So, can I call you Kazunari?" Ohno asked softly.
"No. It's Nino." I replied coldly. I didn't understand why I acted so coldly and nastily with him but he annoyed me. His calm annoyed me.
"Kazu!" My mother protested.
"It's okay, Kazuko, we don't know each other after all." Ohno smiled.
"And I don't want to know you." I added.
"Kazu, enough!" My mother snapped.
"I could have taken care of you myself!" I growled and left the table, hearing a soft 'He needs time' from Ohno. In his dreams, yes. I didn't like him. I wanted to take care of my mum without having a man younger than her at home. I would throw up if I saw them kissing or hugging. And mostly, it would be as if someone was sinking a knife in my heart if I saw them all lovey-dovey.
Time passed and I avoided Ohno as much as possible, always finding an excuse to leave early or to come home late. My mother was sad because of my attitude but how could I tell her I hated this man with all my soul? It would break her.
****
"Kazu..." My boyfriend moaned as I was slipping my hands under his shirt. I smirked, rolling my hips to stroke our members even more. His hands gripped my butt to press me even more, making me sigh in pleasure.
"Fuck me, Masaki." I whispered in his ear before biting his earlobe.
"But..."
"We're alone. My mother is working and her sex toy is certainly fishing."
"But it's dangerous to do it on the sofa."
"Doesn't it excite you?" I smiled wickedly.
"Okay..." I freed Aiba's member and after taking off my clothes, climbed on his lap to impale myself on his hard length. I moaned, burying my face in his neck as I was moving up and down. I knew Masaki since forever. We grew up together, became best friends and started to fuck when I was 16. We were both drunk and fucked roughly this night but I never regretted it. We weren't really dating, we were more like sex friends. We fucked when one of us wanted and we sometimes dated someone else. We never worked as boyfriends as we were more like brothers than lovers and as we didn't want to break our friendship but at the same time, always ended fucking, we decided to keep our it this way. I could see everyone I wanted and Masaki too but we still made love several times per week. We were happy of this functioning. Like that, we didn't hurt each others. I would have done the same with Jun, my second best friend but Jun had a boyfriend and Sho was very very jealous. Nobody could touch J, even not me or Aiba. Too bad, Jun was gorgeous and well-built.
"Kazu... Fuck... So good..." Aiba moaned, his hands gripping my hips to dive even more inside me. I bit his neck, sucking his skin roughly and gasping at every thrust.
"Masa... You feel so good..." I moved faster as he was gripping my member to pump me. I arched my head back, moaning loudly in pleasure as we were both reaching our peak. Panting, I chuckled but soon, froze. In front of my face, some meters further, was Ohno, staring at me with a frown. "Shit." I cursed, grabbing the blanket next to us to cover our bodies.
"I can see someone is having a good time." Ohno said coldly. Aiba blushed deeply, lowering his head.
"We were alone." I replied.
"And you can't do that on our sofa. You have a bedroom for your pervert things."
"Fuck you." I snapped. His cold glare annoyed me, I wanted to punch his chubby face.
"We are deeply sorry, Ohno-san, it won't happen again." Aiba wore his clothes and bowed deeply. "I'll leave, Kazu."
"Hun." I put only my jeans, not bothering to cover the top of my body and followed Aiba toward the entry, ignoring Ohno's stare. "See you tomorrow at school?"
"Yep." Aiba grinned. As Ohno was watching us, I smiled evilly and grabbed Masaki's nape to kiss him hungrily.
"We still haven't made it on the roof." I said loud enough for Ohno to hear.
"Mmm. Ye-ah." Aiba blushed uncomfortably.
"See you tomorrow, baby." I pecked his lips and closed the door before turning toward Ohno with a wick smile. "What, does it shock you? You can't bear the view of fags?"
"I don't care about your sexual preferences as long as you keep them in your bedroom." Ohno said calmly.
"Relax, old man, you really need to get laid, don't be so stiff and take off the broom you have in this cute ass." I smirked, passing by him and slapping his butt but his hand caught my arm.
"Stop with this stupid game."
"Listen, I hate you, I think it's pretty clear so, let me alone and keep ignoring me." I snapped, pushing his strong hand away. "By the way, thank you for coming for the final because I would have hated not to have this perfect orgasm." I added with defying eyes before climbing the stairs and slamming my bedroom's door. This fucking Teddy bear really annoyed me. He was a damn pervert for looking at me having an orgasm without saying anything. Maybe he was a voyeuristic.
Strangely, he didn't say anything to my mother. I was expecting him to tell her but he stayed silent, sometimes throwing me some looks.
"Kazu, are you ready for your exams?" My mother asked as we were eating.
"Of course. It's easy."
"And have you sent your file for Gakuen academy?"
"I did. But I'm sure they'll say yes, I was first in my class and they loved my compositions. They also were very happy by my skills with a guitar and a piano. I think I played Beethoven very well." I chuckled.
"I'm proud of you. But why did you stop playing here? I love to hear you when I come back after a tiring day." Well, as I avoided Ohno as much as possible and my piano was in the living room, I couldn't play here anymore and trained at school or at Jun's house.
"J's piano is a diamond and he allows me to use it when he doesn't play, so, I take advantage of his perfect piano."
"You don't like yours? You want I buy you another one?" My mother asked worriedly.
"No! I love the one you offered me, he is perfect but... Well, I train a lot with Jun as he is very severe with me."
"Jun-kun is so serious. He has amazing ears." My mother nodded.
"Hun. He can hear any little mistake I do and it's because of him I played Beethoven so well for my exams."
"Jun-kun is so kind."
"Hun. But Sho is too jealous, I can't even hug him freely." I whined.
"They are young, it's normal."
"Mum, they are dating since they are 12 years old, Jun is crazy about Sho, Sakurai shouldn't be so scared of losing him."
"When you love someone deeply, you can't stand seeing him close to someone else sometimes." My mother smiled, taking Ohno's hand as I was freezing.
"Well, I need to study a bit." I stood up and left the kitchen, looking away when I felt Ohno's eyes on me. I wasn't jealous of them. No. Never. I just hated Ohno whose eternal calm and sleepy face pissed me off.
I sat in front of my piano, staring at the keys. I loved this piano even if it was too old now. My mother didn't have enough money to buy me a new one. That's why Jun's piano was better to train. My piano's sound wasn't good enough now. I needed a better sound. Taking a deep breath, I put my fingers on the keys and started to play. Immediately, a wave of joy won my body like anytime I played. I closed my eyes and let my mind escape in another world, my fingers flying.
After some minutes, I stopped, closing the cap of the piano and joined my bedroom. I hadn't played as well as usually.
What was happening to me?
To be continued...
A/N : Hiiii I’m back with a new Ohmiya after all this Sakumoto xD This fic is for Nino’s birthday, my dear favorite brat <3 and again a big kiss for my dear Sis’ Witch, Lilisan31 because you are a big part of this fic <3 I hope you will like this one, the plot is a bit complicated as Ohchan is Nino’s step-father but let’s see how it goes, ne xD comments are <3