Until I hate you (chapter 3)
Title: Until I hate you
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Aimiya, Sakumoto (side pairing)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: A big kiss for my dear Lilisan31, thank you my sweet sis' witch ;)
Summary: My world fell apart the day he came into my life. My world crashed down the day I met him when my mother introduced him as my new step-father. This day, I learned there was a very thin line between love and hatred.
Chapter 3:
The silent war between Ohno and I remained for one month. He was always trying to talk but I ignored him and avoided him as much as possible. I wasn't really angry for calling me a whore but because it came from him. Because he saw me like that. I didn't care about what people thought about me but with Ohno... I cared. It hurt. So, now, I spent all my free time at work or at my friends' place. I was exhausted with my studies and my job but it allowed me to avoid the house so, I didn't complain.
"You should let him apologize, I'm sure he didn't think his words." Jun said as we were playing the piano.
"He thought them if not, he wouldn't have said that." I replied, my finger missing a key. I hissed and resumed my partition.
"When you are angry, you can say things you don't mean. It happened sometimes with Sho." Jun looked at his lover on the sofa who nodded with a smile.
"He is right. When we fight, I can tell Ma-chan, things I don't mean but it's because of the anger."
"Why would he have been angry?" I snapped, resuming again my partition.
"Maybe because he likes you." The sentence shocked me so much that my finger pushed on a wrong key.
"Bullshit." I replied.
"Move, I'm sure you have killed Vivaldi's ears from his grave." Jun pushed me and sat in front of his piano to play Impetuous weather perfectly while I was collapsing on a chair with a sigh.
"Seriously, Jun, what you said is just stupid. Why would he like me?"
"Maybe because behind this annoying stingy whining brat side of you, he sees something more. Or maybe he is just crazy." Jun smirked under Sho's laugh.
"Oi!" I smacked his head. "And he isn't gay."
"But you like him, don't you?" Jun smiled mischievously.
"No way!" I blushed. "He is old, annoying, too calm, stupid and ugly."
"Mmm he is cute. I like his chubby cheeks." Jun hummed.
"Hey!" Sho protested.
"But I prefer my Sho-chan." Jun threw a bright innocent smile to his boyfriend who shook his head with a sigh. "It's obvious you like him, when you hate someone as much as you do, it always hides love. You've never heard this quote from... I don't remember whom... There is a thin line between love and hatred." Jun's music changed to let place to Yiruma. First love. This bastard chose this song on purpose.
"Maybe but I don't like him. He is with my mother. Even if I loved him, I would never make her suffer."
"I know. But... Kazu, if you have these kinds of feelings for him, leave as soon as possible. Gakuen's exams are in some months, you'll be able to live on the campus after. Hold on."
"And if I wanted him?" Jun's fingers froze on the keyboard.
"Then, it would be wrong. But whatever your choice is, we will always support you. You still need to think about your mother first."
"Anyway, I don't like him so, there is no problem." I denied.
"Then, there is no problem in forgiving him." Jun smirked.
"Shut up." I replied with a smile.
"Go on." Jun stood up. "Play me a perfect Vivaldi."
"Hum. I prefer this composition with violins."
"Too bad, we are only two, we can't play the original music."
"Listen to a master of Vivaldi's music." I smirked, pushing on the keys. My fingers flew on the keyboard quickly, a perfect sound invading the living room. Maybe Jun was right and I was acting childishly.
When I went home I found a box on the table of the kitchen with a note.
I'm so sorry for what I said. I don't think you're a whore but you should treat yourself with more respect, you deserve the best.
Here a little gift to apologize, your mother said you didn't have them, I hope you will like...
Satoshi
Frowning, I opened the box and gasped. There was the complete collection of Yiruma's albums. All his compositions.
"I hope you like it." I raised my head to see a nervous Ohno next to the door.
"I... It's..."
"I'm so sorry, Nino. I didn't want to hurt you." Ohno looked at me with sincere eyes and without thinking, I ran toward him to hug him. I felt him stiffen before he hugged me back. Being in his arms felt so good, so natural, so perfect.
"Thank you so much. You didn't have to."
"I wanted to buy them to you for a long time but here was the occasion."
"Thank you. You're not that bad after all." I smirked, making him laugh.
"I'm glad to hear that." He chuckled.
"I love them." I kissed his cheek before realizing what I had done and pulling away with red cheeks. Ohno was as red as a tomato but smiled happily.
"I wish we were more like that together."
"Eh?"
"You smiling because of me and being so friendly with me. Like two friends."
"I..."
"I'm not trying to replace your father, Nino. I can't. Your father can't be replaced even though he hurt you a lot. I just want to make your mother and you happy. I want to form a family with you. It hurts me to see you sad or crying."
"I'll make some efforts." I sighed.
"I would be so happy if we were friends. I'm sure we have some things in common." Ohno patted my hair like a child.
"Oi!" I protested under his soft laugh.
"Let's eat and watch a movie."
"I have a better idea! Bring the food in the living room." I left the kitchen before he could answer and ran toward my precious video games. Mmm PS4 or Wii? Or maybe Xbox. Wii would be better to play together.
"What are you doing?" Ohno asked, a tray of food in his hands.
"We'll play. I have Mario kart."
"I've never played."
"It's easy, you'll see." I gave him a remote and explained him everything. We started to play while eating onigiri, screaming and laughing together. It felt good. Maybe Jun and Aiba were right and Ohno could be my friend. He was kind after all and the mood would be more comfortable if we got along.
"You've cheated!" Ohno pouted when my car crossed the line.
"You're just bad, Ohchan." I smirked. I saw his eyes widening at my words and a big grin spread his lips.
"Thank you."
"Well, Ohno is too ugly. And as you are also ugly, you need at least a beautiful nickname." I replied, blushing.
"Thank you." Ohno repeated with shining eyes.
"So, do you give up or will you show me if you're a man?" I smirked.
"You'll see, nasty brat!" Ohno laughed, taking his remote. We played for hours until my mother came back, her eyes widening when she saw us laughing and playing like two children.
"What's happening here?" She gasped.
"Kazu is too good at Mario kart." Ohno whined.
"Because Ohchan can't even use a remote correctly. You're just too old to understand games." I smirked.
"Oi!" Ohno protested with a laugh.
"Okay... I'm glad you spent a good time." My mother smiled happily, kissing Ohno's lips. My smile vanished a bit and I looked away.
"Well, I'm dead tired. Good night. Thank you for the CD's, Ohchan." I waved my hand and climbed the stairs. I collapsed on my bed, happy and sad at the same time. My hand tightened on my shirt at the place of my heart. What was this feeling? I shook my head.
I fell asleep quickly, my head full of questions and fears. Was it true? Did I have a crush for this old man? If it was the case, I had to erase these wrong feelings. Ohno was a lot older and was with my mother. I could be a complete nasty brat sometimes but I would never hurt my mother like that.
Suddenly, a noise made me jump in my sleep. I yawned, burying my face in my pillow until I felt a weight on top of my body. Opening my eyes, I saw Ohno looking at me with soft eyes. He was smiling kindly but I could see lust shining in his eyes.
"Ohchan?! What are you..."
"Tsss." Ohno pressed his hand on my mouth. "Be quiet."
"What are you doing here?"
"I can't refrain myself anymore, Kazu... This evening with you was just... I love you, Kazu..." Ohno stroked my cheek softly.
"But it's wrong... We can't..." I protested.
"Really? Don't you like me too?" His lips brushed mine, making me moan. I tried to resist, to stop this desire invading me but when his tongue licked my mouth, I grabbed his nape and kissed him roughly, his body collapsing on me. We kissed with passion, our tongues fighting, our bodies moving to get our members hard.
"Wait!" I stopped him as he was slipping his hand in my pajamas.
"Hun?"
"We can't. It's too quick."
"We know each other for several months and I want you so much, Kazu. Please..." His mouth attacked my neck and after some minutes, I gave up under his caresses. I felt him slipping under the sheets, his erection grinding against mine. It felt so damn good. Soon, his fingers slipped inside me, I moaned in his mouth, my hips moving up to get more. He was skilled. Sex with him would be amazing. I didn't protest when he took our pajamas off and positioned his hard cock against my hole. I wanted him so much. His hands wandered on my body to my thighs, wrapping them around his waist before he filled me in one go. I bit my lip to hide a scream. He was so big! Bigger than Aiba or any man I slept with.
"My Kazu..." His palm stroked my cheek tenderly.
"I... Ohchan... Move..." I gasped, moving my hips. His teeth sank in my neck, his mouth sucking my skin avidly while his hand was stroking my side. He was so rough and so soft at the same time. I wouldn't last long like that. My nails traveled on his back, sinking in his flesh when he was thrusting inside me hard. My head arched on the pillow, a silent scream leaving my throat. I felt my lower part clenching when his hand wrapped my member to pump it at each thrusts.
"Come for me, Kazu. Come, please." His hot breath against my ear made me shiver and I came, Ohno's mouth shutting my scream.
"Ohcha...." I opened my eyes, my chest moving up and down quickly. I was alone in my bedroom, panting and my pajamas... I lowered my head... In a bad state. I had come hard. "Shit." I stood up, panicked and ran toward the bathroom. I had just dreamt about my step-father fucking me. And I had loved it and came hard! What was happening to me?!
I was in a big shit...
To be continued...
A/N: I'm so sorry for the delay but I got busy with the Japan expo (I saw Vamps in concert and I just died like always xD) and my job that started recently. I also worked for a japanese shop that sells dresses of Gothic lolita. That was so fun and cute, I played the bartender in cosplay for all the japanese that came this day and they were so kind :3 I'm so happy to work for Japanese sometimes :D
So, here is the chapter three, I hope you will like it, Sho is getting crazy for not touching Jun xD and Nino and Ohno are great too :D see you soon <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Aimiya, Sakumoto (side pairing)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: A big kiss for my dear Lilisan31, thank you my sweet sis' witch ;)
Summary: My world fell apart the day he came into my life. My world crashed down the day I met him when my mother introduced him as my new step-father. This day, I learned there was a very thin line between love and hatred.
Chapter 3:
The silent war between Ohno and I remained for one month. He was always trying to talk but I ignored him and avoided him as much as possible. I wasn't really angry for calling me a whore but because it came from him. Because he saw me like that. I didn't care about what people thought about me but with Ohno... I cared. It hurt. So, now, I spent all my free time at work or at my friends' place. I was exhausted with my studies and my job but it allowed me to avoid the house so, I didn't complain.
"You should let him apologize, I'm sure he didn't think his words." Jun said as we were playing the piano.
"He thought them if not, he wouldn't have said that." I replied, my finger missing a key. I hissed and resumed my partition.
"When you are angry, you can say things you don't mean. It happened sometimes with Sho." Jun looked at his lover on the sofa who nodded with a smile.
"He is right. When we fight, I can tell Ma-chan, things I don't mean but it's because of the anger."
"Why would he have been angry?" I snapped, resuming again my partition.
"Maybe because he likes you." The sentence shocked me so much that my finger pushed on a wrong key.
"Bullshit." I replied.
"Move, I'm sure you have killed Vivaldi's ears from his grave." Jun pushed me and sat in front of his piano to play Impetuous weather perfectly while I was collapsing on a chair with a sigh.
"Seriously, Jun, what you said is just stupid. Why would he like me?"
"Maybe because behind this annoying stingy whining brat side of you, he sees something more. Or maybe he is just crazy." Jun smirked under Sho's laugh.
"Oi!" I smacked his head. "And he isn't gay."
"But you like him, don't you?" Jun smiled mischievously.
"No way!" I blushed. "He is old, annoying, too calm, stupid and ugly."
"Mmm he is cute. I like his chubby cheeks." Jun hummed.
"Hey!" Sho protested.
"But I prefer my Sho-chan." Jun threw a bright innocent smile to his boyfriend who shook his head with a sigh. "It's obvious you like him, when you hate someone as much as you do, it always hides love. You've never heard this quote from... I don't remember whom... There is a thin line between love and hatred." Jun's music changed to let place to Yiruma. First love. This bastard chose this song on purpose.
"Maybe but I don't like him. He is with my mother. Even if I loved him, I would never make her suffer."
"I know. But... Kazu, if you have these kinds of feelings for him, leave as soon as possible. Gakuen's exams are in some months, you'll be able to live on the campus after. Hold on."
"And if I wanted him?" Jun's fingers froze on the keyboard.
"Then, it would be wrong. But whatever your choice is, we will always support you. You still need to think about your mother first."
"Anyway, I don't like him so, there is no problem." I denied.
"Then, there is no problem in forgiving him." Jun smirked.
"Shut up." I replied with a smile.
"Go on." Jun stood up. "Play me a perfect Vivaldi."
"Hum. I prefer this composition with violins."
"Too bad, we are only two, we can't play the original music."
"Listen to a master of Vivaldi's music." I smirked, pushing on the keys. My fingers flew on the keyboard quickly, a perfect sound invading the living room. Maybe Jun was right and I was acting childishly.
When I went home I found a box on the table of the kitchen with a note.
I'm so sorry for what I said. I don't think you're a whore but you should treat yourself with more respect, you deserve the best.
Here a little gift to apologize, your mother said you didn't have them, I hope you will like...
Satoshi
Frowning, I opened the box and gasped. There was the complete collection of Yiruma's albums. All his compositions.
"I hope you like it." I raised my head to see a nervous Ohno next to the door.
"I... It's..."
"I'm so sorry, Nino. I didn't want to hurt you." Ohno looked at me with sincere eyes and without thinking, I ran toward him to hug him. I felt him stiffen before he hugged me back. Being in his arms felt so good, so natural, so perfect.
"Thank you so much. You didn't have to."
"I wanted to buy them to you for a long time but here was the occasion."
"Thank you. You're not that bad after all." I smirked, making him laugh.
"I'm glad to hear that." He chuckled.
"I love them." I kissed his cheek before realizing what I had done and pulling away with red cheeks. Ohno was as red as a tomato but smiled happily.
"I wish we were more like that together."
"Eh?"
"You smiling because of me and being so friendly with me. Like two friends."
"I..."
"I'm not trying to replace your father, Nino. I can't. Your father can't be replaced even though he hurt you a lot. I just want to make your mother and you happy. I want to form a family with you. It hurts me to see you sad or crying."
"I'll make some efforts." I sighed.
"I would be so happy if we were friends. I'm sure we have some things in common." Ohno patted my hair like a child.
"Oi!" I protested under his soft laugh.
"Let's eat and watch a movie."
"I have a better idea! Bring the food in the living room." I left the kitchen before he could answer and ran toward my precious video games. Mmm PS4 or Wii? Or maybe Xbox. Wii would be better to play together.
"What are you doing?" Ohno asked, a tray of food in his hands.
"We'll play. I have Mario kart."
"I've never played."
"It's easy, you'll see." I gave him a remote and explained him everything. We started to play while eating onigiri, screaming and laughing together. It felt good. Maybe Jun and Aiba were right and Ohno could be my friend. He was kind after all and the mood would be more comfortable if we got along.
"You've cheated!" Ohno pouted when my car crossed the line.
"You're just bad, Ohchan." I smirked. I saw his eyes widening at my words and a big grin spread his lips.
"Thank you."
"Well, Ohno is too ugly. And as you are also ugly, you need at least a beautiful nickname." I replied, blushing.
"Thank you." Ohno repeated with shining eyes.
"So, do you give up or will you show me if you're a man?" I smirked.
"You'll see, nasty brat!" Ohno laughed, taking his remote. We played for hours until my mother came back, her eyes widening when she saw us laughing and playing like two children.
"What's happening here?" She gasped.
"Kazu is too good at Mario kart." Ohno whined.
"Because Ohchan can't even use a remote correctly. You're just too old to understand games." I smirked.
"Oi!" Ohno protested with a laugh.
"Okay... I'm glad you spent a good time." My mother smiled happily, kissing Ohno's lips. My smile vanished a bit and I looked away.
"Well, I'm dead tired. Good night. Thank you for the CD's, Ohchan." I waved my hand and climbed the stairs. I collapsed on my bed, happy and sad at the same time. My hand tightened on my shirt at the place of my heart. What was this feeling? I shook my head.
I fell asleep quickly, my head full of questions and fears. Was it true? Did I have a crush for this old man? If it was the case, I had to erase these wrong feelings. Ohno was a lot older and was with my mother. I could be a complete nasty brat sometimes but I would never hurt my mother like that.
Suddenly, a noise made me jump in my sleep. I yawned, burying my face in my pillow until I felt a weight on top of my body. Opening my eyes, I saw Ohno looking at me with soft eyes. He was smiling kindly but I could see lust shining in his eyes.
"Ohchan?! What are you..."
"Tsss." Ohno pressed his hand on my mouth. "Be quiet."
"What are you doing here?"
"I can't refrain myself anymore, Kazu... This evening with you was just... I love you, Kazu..." Ohno stroked my cheek softly.
"But it's wrong... We can't..." I protested.
"Really? Don't you like me too?" His lips brushed mine, making me moan. I tried to resist, to stop this desire invading me but when his tongue licked my mouth, I grabbed his nape and kissed him roughly, his body collapsing on me. We kissed with passion, our tongues fighting, our bodies moving to get our members hard.
"Wait!" I stopped him as he was slipping his hand in my pajamas.
"Hun?"
"We can't. It's too quick."
"We know each other for several months and I want you so much, Kazu. Please..." His mouth attacked my neck and after some minutes, I gave up under his caresses. I felt him slipping under the sheets, his erection grinding against mine. It felt so damn good. Soon, his fingers slipped inside me, I moaned in his mouth, my hips moving up to get more. He was skilled. Sex with him would be amazing. I didn't protest when he took our pajamas off and positioned his hard cock against my hole. I wanted him so much. His hands wandered on my body to my thighs, wrapping them around his waist before he filled me in one go. I bit my lip to hide a scream. He was so big! Bigger than Aiba or any man I slept with.
"My Kazu..." His palm stroked my cheek tenderly.
"I... Ohchan... Move..." I gasped, moving my hips. His teeth sank in my neck, his mouth sucking my skin avidly while his hand was stroking my side. He was so rough and so soft at the same time. I wouldn't last long like that. My nails traveled on his back, sinking in his flesh when he was thrusting inside me hard. My head arched on the pillow, a silent scream leaving my throat. I felt my lower part clenching when his hand wrapped my member to pump it at each thrusts.
"Come for me, Kazu. Come, please." His hot breath against my ear made me shiver and I came, Ohno's mouth shutting my scream.
"Ohcha...." I opened my eyes, my chest moving up and down quickly. I was alone in my bedroom, panting and my pajamas... I lowered my head... In a bad state. I had come hard. "Shit." I stood up, panicked and ran toward the bathroom. I had just dreamt about my step-father fucking me. And I had loved it and came hard! What was happening to me?!
I was in a big shit...
To be continued...
A/N: I'm so sorry for the delay but I got busy with the Japan expo (I saw Vamps in concert and I just died like always xD) and my job that started recently. I also worked for a japanese shop that sells dresses of Gothic lolita. That was so fun and cute, I played the bartender in cosplay for all the japanese that came this day and they were so kind :3 I'm so happy to work for Japanese sometimes :D
So, here is the chapter three, I hope you will like it, Sho is getting crazy for not touching Jun xD and Nino and Ohno are great too :D see you soon <3