Until I hate you (chapter 4)
Title: Until I hate you
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Aimiya, Sakumoto (side pairing)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: A big kiss for my dear Lilisan31 who helped me to find a title for this fic and also lots of ideas, without your help, this fic wouldn't be the same~ thank you my sweet sis' witch <3
Summary: My world fell apart the day he came into my life. My world crashed down the day I met him when my mother introduced him as my new step-father. This day, I learned there was a very thin line between love and hatred.
Chapter 4:
I couldn't look at him without blushing. After the dream I made the previous night, anytime I looked at him, I could feel his lips on mine, his teeth biting my skin, his hands caressing my body, his big length moving inside me. Anytime our eyes met, warmth won me and my member hardened. I didn't understand what was happening to me. Okay, Ohno was very attracting, not to say sexy but he was with my mother and these kinds of thoughts were forbidden. I had to leave the house very quickly to stop this mess before I do something stupid and hurt everybody, including myself.
"Kazu, are you okay?"
I jumped at the soft tone and raised my eyes to see Ohno looking at me with worried eyes. Immediately, I saw him making love to me while whispering how much I felt good in my ear. I shivered violently. Shit, I was going to throw up.
"Excuse me..." I left the living room and ran to the restroom to empty my stomach. "Shit." I washed my face and looked at my reflect in the mirror. I was red, sweat rolling down my temples. I had never felt like that because of a man before.
"Kazu?" My heart clenched when Ohno opened the door and approached me to put his hand on my forehead. "You have fever. Let's put you in bed."
"No, I'm fine. I have school today."
"Kazu, you're sick, you need to rest."
"I said no! Are you deaf?!" I yelled and pushed him away to leave but after two meters, I collapsed on the ground.
"Kazunari!!" Ohno ran toward me and lifted me in his arms.
"I'm fine." I said weakly.
"No, you're not. Your mother isn't here but I'll take care of you." He laid me in my bed and covered my shivering body. "Stay here, I'll bring you a fresh patch and some water."
I tried to move but my body was too weak and I fell asleep, moaning softly when I felt Ohno putting a cold patch on my forehead and stroking my cheek.
"You'll be all right, Kazu, I'm here." I think I dreamt when he kissed my cheek before everything became dark. I slept lots of hours but woke up several times, sweating and moaning in pain. Anytime, Ohno ran in my bedroom to calm me down and after a while, even laid next to me in my bed. I automatically stuck my body against his, burying my face in his neck. I never felt so good before. It wasn't like when my mother rocked me in her arms when I was sick. It was... I couldn't describe this feeling, I felt happy, complete. "Sleep, Little Kazu." I sighed happily when he started to sing. He sang so well!
When I woke up, I was alone in my bed and stood up weakly.
"Kazu, why did you leave your bed?!" Ohno scowled me when he saw me in the kitchen.
"I feel better. Thank you." I took a bottle of water and sat on a chair. "You're good to take care of the others."
"Not really." Ohno scratched his nape in embarrassment.
"Aiba is coming so, you're free to do what you want."
I didn't understand why but Ohno's smile vanished and his eyes hardened.
"If the hero is coming." He shrugged and left under my surprised eyes. What was his problem, seriously?
I decided to ignore his sudden bad mood and took a cold shower to stop my fever a bit. I stayed too long out of bed and now, was feeling bad again.
"Hey, what's happening to my Kazu?" Aiba gasped when I opened the door.
"I don't feel well..." I whined.
"You should be in bed!" Aiba scowled me and lifted me in his arms under my protestations. "Shut up, brat, you're too weak to walk. Hello, Ohno-san." Aiba bowed slightly when we crossed Ohno in the corridor. I blushed under his gaze.
"Aiba-san." Ohno nodded.
"Let's go to bed, I'll take care of you, Kazu." Aiba said with a mischievous smile. I growled and let him take me to my bedroom. "He is weird." Aiba said when I dived into the blankets.
"Eh?"
"Ohno. He looks at you like a lion would be eyeing a steak."
"Baka, he is straight and with my mother. He was just worried, don't be jealous." I chuckled uncomfortably. I wanted him to be right but couldn't. I didn't like when Aiba was jealous, it was as if I was more than a sexfriend for him.
I quickly fell asleep and woke up several hours later. "You're still here?" I mumbled.
"Yep." Aiba grinned, pecking my lips. "Your mother is here. She was worried but I told her I took care of you."
"I'm hungry." I stood up and put a boxer with a tee-shirt.
"I can bring you something here."
"No. I'm fed up to be in bed. Come on, I bet you will eat here."
"Yeah!!!" Aiba followed me like a hapy puppy. This idiot... We found my mother and Ohno talking in the kitchen while she was preparing the food.
"Kazu, how do you feel?" She asked worriedly.
"Better. Ohchan took care of me well." I smiled to Ohno who chuckled.
"Oi, and me?!" Aiba slapped my arm.
"And Aiba is annoying me." I smirked.
"Don't be so mean with your boyfriend, Kazu." She scowled me with a smile.
"It smells good!" Aiba exclaimed.
"I made Cha-han. Kazu, you could have put a pajamas."
"It's a pajamas. I sleep naked usually." I replied. Ohno stared at me with red cheeks. "And it's not like Masa hadn't ever seen me naked." I smirked.
"Kazu!" My mother exclaimed, blushing.
"Gomen gomen." I laughed.
"Eat and go to bed instead of saying stupid things." She replied.
"Aiba can stay?"
"He will sleep on the sofa."
"Mom! Why would he? He always sleeps in my bed!"
"Usually, you're not sick and..." She blushed again. "And you two are not alone in this house."
"Mom, I won't do pervert things, I'm just an innocent boy!" I feigned being offended.
"Let me laugh." She mumbled.
"I told you to be less loud, Aibaka!" I slapped my friend's head. Ohno was staring at his plate as if it was the most interesting thing of the world or as if he was trying to escape to this conversation. "I promise we will only sleep." I tried.
"Alright. But if you disobey, Masaki-kun will be forbidden to sleep in your bedroom."
"Okay okay."
If she thought I would obey...
Once in my bedroom, we fucked hard, gagging our moans in each other's mouth.
I was feeling better the next day and went to school. There wasn't much time before my final exams and I needed to be ready. I studied more, worked more to pay my new piano. I was exhausted. Literally. Ohno was acting more and more weirdly, avoiding me when we were alone and looking away anytime I wasn't completely dressed. What? Did I disgust him?
We were living in an awkward atmosphere but when my mother was here, he acted naturally and was kind with me. I decided to take this chance to work on my wrong feelings. To erase them. I wasn't often at home and came back late. I didn't even play the piano for him every afternoon anymore. My exams arrived and went well. I think I did great. Now I had to wait for the result before having my graduation.
But one day, everything changed. One day, the line I was trying to not cross vanished. And broke everything.
I was coming home after a hard day and found Ohno smiling to me.
"Is there a problem?"
"Ano... I have a surprise for you... In the living room."
"Eh?" I frowned and followed him. My eyes widened when I saw the big new piano in the middle of the living room. "What..."
"It's your graduation gift. I know your results are not now but... I was too impatient."
"But..." I was so shocked that I couldn't form a coherent sentence. I approached the beautiful piano, stroking it. "It's a Steinway and sons!! And a D-274!!!" My eyes widened.
"Yes. I... I win my life well and some friends told me it was a very good piano."
"It's incredible..." I sat and put my fingers on the keys, shivering. I started to play, closing my eyes. Shit, I had never played Bach so well before. The sound...was amazing... It was as if someone who loved cars drove a Ferrari instead of a Nissan. When I stopped, my heart was beating furiously.
"It was incredible. Do you like it?" Ohno asked shyly. I stood up and walked toward him to grab his nape and smack our lips together. I felt him tensing and wrapped his waist to deepen the kiss, my tongue invading his mouth. It felt amazing. But when the kiss broke, I realized what I had done.
"I'm sorry. Thank you, it's an incredible gift." I ran out of the room, cursing myself for this unforgivable act. How would I face him now? How would I look at my mother?! I cried. I stayed in my bedroom and cried the whole afternoon, wanting to crash my weak heart! Why did I kiss him?! I hadn't the right to!!
Things turned even weirder. Ohno was avoiding me and I was avoiding Ohno. When we saw each other, we both blushed and looked away, not even exchanging a word. I felt so miserable because I did something horrible and at the same time, his attitude hurt me. It proved me I had no chances with him as he was straight and with my mother. I was heartbroken. I felt as if a car had crashed my heart. I slept with Aiba even more, to appease this pain in my chest, not caring if we were loud when Ohno was at home to work on his paintings. I didn't even play of this amazing piano. I hadn't the right to.
"Nino, we have to talk." I froze as I was heading to my bedroom and heard him.
"There is nothing to say. I was so happy that I kissed you without thinking. I'm sorry. It won't happen again."
"I hope so. I'm not gay and I'm with your mother. I'm sorry. I... I hope we can be friends like before."
"Listen." I stared at him with harsh eyes. "We have never been friends. I was kind with you because of my mother. But don't worry, I'll leave after my graduation and you won't see me ever again." I ignored the pain in his eyes and left. I hated myself for doing that to him but I needed to put some distance between us.
****
My results were very good. I was going to enter the University of my Dreams and would leave the house soon. I was so impatient because this cold atmosphere between Ohno and I hurt me.
The night before my graduation, I couldn't sleep. I had to make a speech and didn't know what to say. I woke up during the night, panting and shivering in fear. Shit, I was so stressed. I stood up to take a glass of water and jumped when I saw Ohno in the living room.
"Kazu..." I saw him wiping his eyes.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes. Just... Nothing." I approached him, frowning.
"You cried?"
"I..."
"Why?"
"Because I realize I'll miss you when you'll be gone." He said softly.
"Eh?"
"I don't want you to leave." He stroked my cheek with a sad smile.
"What are you talking about? You’re drunk, Ohno!” I panicked.
"No." I stepped back and fell on the sofa, my eyes widening when he climbed on top of me.
"Don't leave..."
His mouth brushed mine and at this moment, my body reacted by itself and I grabbed his nape to press our lips properly. I shivered when his tongue invaded my mouth, exploring and teasing until I gasped when I felt something hard against my thigh. He smelt Whisky but I didn’t care anymore.
"Satoshi... We can't..." His only answer was a moan and a kiss on my neck, making me shiver. I was growing harder than ever as his mouth was teasing my skin, a smile spreading his lips when he felt how much I wanted him. His hands lowered the fabric of my sweat pants while his mouth was drawing a path toward my nipples. I was a mess. Panting, moaning, sweating and begging for more. I had never desired someone as much as Ohchan. I craved for his touch, for his kisses. I wrapped my legs around his waist to press him against me, our lengths meeting in an incredible way.
"Kazu... You feel... So good..." Ohno gasped in my ear. I moaned at his words and arched my body, stroking my member with his. We just looked like two animals trying to get their release, panting, moving precipitancy until I grabbed his firm ass with my hands to make him move harder and faster as his teeth were literally devouring my neck, certainly leaving big red marks. One of my hands traveled on his back, scratching his skin when the other was enjoying the contraction of his butt anytime he thrusted against me. I was becoming crazy. I didn't know pleasure could take you that far. I even wanted him to fuck me hard right now.
"You're so beautiful Kazu..." I opened my eyes when I felt his hand stroking my cheek before arching my head as I came hard, offering him my neck that he attacked with passion while he was coming on my stomach. His body collapsed on mine, both out of breath and sweating. There hadn't had any penetration but I just loved this moment. It was even better than with Masaki.
"Kiss me..." My heart tightened when I saw this light of hesitance in his eyes before he took my lips softly. I grabbed his nape to press our mouths properly, opening mine to welcome his tongue that he finally inserted. He was a very good kisser. None experience with men but definitely a good kisser. I played with his tongue, enjoying his moans until I felt him hardening and moving back abruptly.
"We...we shouldn't have... What have I done?" My heart broke when I saw this panic written on his face. He looked down at his own belly, seeing the mix of our mess and looked away. "I need a shower." His tone was cold and it hurt.
"Satoshi..." He didn't listen to me and almost ran in the bathroom. I felt ashamed. Not just because I had foreplays with the man of my mother but also because I felt like a pathetic mistress. Of course he would never choose me. He was with my mother. He loved her. Not me. And it hurt. Why? He couldn't say what we just did wasn't intense and full of pleasure. He couldn't ignore the way he had stroked my cheek, saying I was beautiful while his big length was moving desperately against mine. He just couldn't leave without talking about what happened. He hadn't the right to. I stood up, with shaking legs and saw a piece of our mess on the sofa. Our cum...
I took a sponge and soap to clean it hard, refraining the tears wanting to fall.
For the first time of my life, I was heartbroken...
To be continued...
A/N: Sorry for the delay again TT My brothers are also in vacations and as they are two Geeks, they always steal the computer of my house and I ca,'t have it a minute >< but as they leave for one month with my parents, I'll have the computer for myself whenever I want :D So, you won't wait again so long :)
I'm sorry, things got bad between Ohchan and Nino, our dear Riida made the first step but he was drunk and I think he is already regretting what he has done >< So now, things are starting to move and the next chapter will be Ohchan's pov like lots of readers asked (yes, we really don't know what our dear little bear has in his mind xD) Next chapter will be updated next week, I promise :D
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya, Aimiya, Sakumoto (side pairing)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: A big kiss for my dear Lilisan31 who helped me to find a title for this fic and also lots of ideas, without your help, this fic wouldn't be the same~ thank you my sweet sis' witch <3
Summary: My world fell apart the day he came into my life. My world crashed down the day I met him when my mother introduced him as my new step-father. This day, I learned there was a very thin line between love and hatred.
Chapter 4:
I couldn't look at him without blushing. After the dream I made the previous night, anytime I looked at him, I could feel his lips on mine, his teeth biting my skin, his hands caressing my body, his big length moving inside me. Anytime our eyes met, warmth won me and my member hardened. I didn't understand what was happening to me. Okay, Ohno was very attracting, not to say sexy but he was with my mother and these kinds of thoughts were forbidden. I had to leave the house very quickly to stop this mess before I do something stupid and hurt everybody, including myself.
"Kazu, are you okay?"
I jumped at the soft tone and raised my eyes to see Ohno looking at me with worried eyes. Immediately, I saw him making love to me while whispering how much I felt good in my ear. I shivered violently. Shit, I was going to throw up.
"Excuse me..." I left the living room and ran to the restroom to empty my stomach. "Shit." I washed my face and looked at my reflect in the mirror. I was red, sweat rolling down my temples. I had never felt like that because of a man before.
"Kazu?" My heart clenched when Ohno opened the door and approached me to put his hand on my forehead. "You have fever. Let's put you in bed."
"No, I'm fine. I have school today."
"Kazu, you're sick, you need to rest."
"I said no! Are you deaf?!" I yelled and pushed him away to leave but after two meters, I collapsed on the ground.
"Kazunari!!" Ohno ran toward me and lifted me in his arms.
"I'm fine." I said weakly.
"No, you're not. Your mother isn't here but I'll take care of you." He laid me in my bed and covered my shivering body. "Stay here, I'll bring you a fresh patch and some water."
I tried to move but my body was too weak and I fell asleep, moaning softly when I felt Ohno putting a cold patch on my forehead and stroking my cheek.
"You'll be all right, Kazu, I'm here." I think I dreamt when he kissed my cheek before everything became dark. I slept lots of hours but woke up several times, sweating and moaning in pain. Anytime, Ohno ran in my bedroom to calm me down and after a while, even laid next to me in my bed. I automatically stuck my body against his, burying my face in his neck. I never felt so good before. It wasn't like when my mother rocked me in her arms when I was sick. It was... I couldn't describe this feeling, I felt happy, complete. "Sleep, Little Kazu." I sighed happily when he started to sing. He sang so well!
When I woke up, I was alone in my bed and stood up weakly.
"Kazu, why did you leave your bed?!" Ohno scowled me when he saw me in the kitchen.
"I feel better. Thank you." I took a bottle of water and sat on a chair. "You're good to take care of the others."
"Not really." Ohno scratched his nape in embarrassment.
"Aiba is coming so, you're free to do what you want."
I didn't understand why but Ohno's smile vanished and his eyes hardened.
"If the hero is coming." He shrugged and left under my surprised eyes. What was his problem, seriously?
I decided to ignore his sudden bad mood and took a cold shower to stop my fever a bit. I stayed too long out of bed and now, was feeling bad again.
"Hey, what's happening to my Kazu?" Aiba gasped when I opened the door.
"I don't feel well..." I whined.
"You should be in bed!" Aiba scowled me and lifted me in his arms under my protestations. "Shut up, brat, you're too weak to walk. Hello, Ohno-san." Aiba bowed slightly when we crossed Ohno in the corridor. I blushed under his gaze.
"Aiba-san." Ohno nodded.
"Let's go to bed, I'll take care of you, Kazu." Aiba said with a mischievous smile. I growled and let him take me to my bedroom. "He is weird." Aiba said when I dived into the blankets.
"Eh?"
"Ohno. He looks at you like a lion would be eyeing a steak."
"Baka, he is straight and with my mother. He was just worried, don't be jealous." I chuckled uncomfortably. I wanted him to be right but couldn't. I didn't like when Aiba was jealous, it was as if I was more than a sexfriend for him.
I quickly fell asleep and woke up several hours later. "You're still here?" I mumbled.
"Yep." Aiba grinned, pecking my lips. "Your mother is here. She was worried but I told her I took care of you."
"I'm hungry." I stood up and put a boxer with a tee-shirt.
"I can bring you something here."
"No. I'm fed up to be in bed. Come on, I bet you will eat here."
"Yeah!!!" Aiba followed me like a hapy puppy. This idiot... We found my mother and Ohno talking in the kitchen while she was preparing the food.
"Kazu, how do you feel?" She asked worriedly.
"Better. Ohchan took care of me well." I smiled to Ohno who chuckled.
"Oi, and me?!" Aiba slapped my arm.
"And Aiba is annoying me." I smirked.
"Don't be so mean with your boyfriend, Kazu." She scowled me with a smile.
"It smells good!" Aiba exclaimed.
"I made Cha-han. Kazu, you could have put a pajamas."
"It's a pajamas. I sleep naked usually." I replied. Ohno stared at me with red cheeks. "And it's not like Masa hadn't ever seen me naked." I smirked.
"Kazu!" My mother exclaimed, blushing.
"Gomen gomen." I laughed.
"Eat and go to bed instead of saying stupid things." She replied.
"Aiba can stay?"
"He will sleep on the sofa."
"Mom! Why would he? He always sleeps in my bed!"
"Usually, you're not sick and..." She blushed again. "And you two are not alone in this house."
"Mom, I won't do pervert things, I'm just an innocent boy!" I feigned being offended.
"Let me laugh." She mumbled.
"I told you to be less loud, Aibaka!" I slapped my friend's head. Ohno was staring at his plate as if it was the most interesting thing of the world or as if he was trying to escape to this conversation. "I promise we will only sleep." I tried.
"Alright. But if you disobey, Masaki-kun will be forbidden to sleep in your bedroom."
"Okay okay."
If she thought I would obey...
Once in my bedroom, we fucked hard, gagging our moans in each other's mouth.
I was feeling better the next day and went to school. There wasn't much time before my final exams and I needed to be ready. I studied more, worked more to pay my new piano. I was exhausted. Literally. Ohno was acting more and more weirdly, avoiding me when we were alone and looking away anytime I wasn't completely dressed. What? Did I disgust him?
We were living in an awkward atmosphere but when my mother was here, he acted naturally and was kind with me. I decided to take this chance to work on my wrong feelings. To erase them. I wasn't often at home and came back late. I didn't even play the piano for him every afternoon anymore. My exams arrived and went well. I think I did great. Now I had to wait for the result before having my graduation.
But one day, everything changed. One day, the line I was trying to not cross vanished. And broke everything.
I was coming home after a hard day and found Ohno smiling to me.
"Is there a problem?"
"Ano... I have a surprise for you... In the living room."
"Eh?" I frowned and followed him. My eyes widened when I saw the big new piano in the middle of the living room. "What..."
"It's your graduation gift. I know your results are not now but... I was too impatient."
"But..." I was so shocked that I couldn't form a coherent sentence. I approached the beautiful piano, stroking it. "It's a Steinway and sons!! And a D-274!!!" My eyes widened.
"Yes. I... I win my life well and some friends told me it was a very good piano."
"It's incredible..." I sat and put my fingers on the keys, shivering. I started to play, closing my eyes. Shit, I had never played Bach so well before. The sound...was amazing... It was as if someone who loved cars drove a Ferrari instead of a Nissan. When I stopped, my heart was beating furiously.
"It was incredible. Do you like it?" Ohno asked shyly. I stood up and walked toward him to grab his nape and smack our lips together. I felt him tensing and wrapped his waist to deepen the kiss, my tongue invading his mouth. It felt amazing. But when the kiss broke, I realized what I had done.
"I'm sorry. Thank you, it's an incredible gift." I ran out of the room, cursing myself for this unforgivable act. How would I face him now? How would I look at my mother?! I cried. I stayed in my bedroom and cried the whole afternoon, wanting to crash my weak heart! Why did I kiss him?! I hadn't the right to!!
Things turned even weirder. Ohno was avoiding me and I was avoiding Ohno. When we saw each other, we both blushed and looked away, not even exchanging a word. I felt so miserable because I did something horrible and at the same time, his attitude hurt me. It proved me I had no chances with him as he was straight and with my mother. I was heartbroken. I felt as if a car had crashed my heart. I slept with Aiba even more, to appease this pain in my chest, not caring if we were loud when Ohno was at home to work on his paintings. I didn't even play of this amazing piano. I hadn't the right to.
"Nino, we have to talk." I froze as I was heading to my bedroom and heard him.
"There is nothing to say. I was so happy that I kissed you without thinking. I'm sorry. It won't happen again."
"I hope so. I'm not gay and I'm with your mother. I'm sorry. I... I hope we can be friends like before."
"Listen." I stared at him with harsh eyes. "We have never been friends. I was kind with you because of my mother. But don't worry, I'll leave after my graduation and you won't see me ever again." I ignored the pain in his eyes and left. I hated myself for doing that to him but I needed to put some distance between us.
****
My results were very good. I was going to enter the University of my Dreams and would leave the house soon. I was so impatient because this cold atmosphere between Ohno and I hurt me.
The night before my graduation, I couldn't sleep. I had to make a speech and didn't know what to say. I woke up during the night, panting and shivering in fear. Shit, I was so stressed. I stood up to take a glass of water and jumped when I saw Ohno in the living room.
"Kazu..." I saw him wiping his eyes.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes. Just... Nothing." I approached him, frowning.
"You cried?"
"I..."
"Why?"
"Because I realize I'll miss you when you'll be gone." He said softly.
"Eh?"
"I don't want you to leave." He stroked my cheek with a sad smile.
"What are you talking about? You’re drunk, Ohno!” I panicked.
"No." I stepped back and fell on the sofa, my eyes widening when he climbed on top of me.
"Don't leave..."
His mouth brushed mine and at this moment, my body reacted by itself and I grabbed his nape to press our lips properly. I shivered when his tongue invaded my mouth, exploring and teasing until I gasped when I felt something hard against my thigh. He smelt Whisky but I didn’t care anymore.
"Satoshi... We can't..." His only answer was a moan and a kiss on my neck, making me shiver. I was growing harder than ever as his mouth was teasing my skin, a smile spreading his lips when he felt how much I wanted him. His hands lowered the fabric of my sweat pants while his mouth was drawing a path toward my nipples. I was a mess. Panting, moaning, sweating and begging for more. I had never desired someone as much as Ohchan. I craved for his touch, for his kisses. I wrapped my legs around his waist to press him against me, our lengths meeting in an incredible way.
"Kazu... You feel... So good..." Ohno gasped in my ear. I moaned at his words and arched my body, stroking my member with his. We just looked like two animals trying to get their release, panting, moving precipitancy until I grabbed his firm ass with my hands to make him move harder and faster as his teeth were literally devouring my neck, certainly leaving big red marks. One of my hands traveled on his back, scratching his skin when the other was enjoying the contraction of his butt anytime he thrusted against me. I was becoming crazy. I didn't know pleasure could take you that far. I even wanted him to fuck me hard right now.
"You're so beautiful Kazu..." I opened my eyes when I felt his hand stroking my cheek before arching my head as I came hard, offering him my neck that he attacked with passion while he was coming on my stomach. His body collapsed on mine, both out of breath and sweating. There hadn't had any penetration but I just loved this moment. It was even better than with Masaki.
"Kiss me..." My heart tightened when I saw this light of hesitance in his eyes before he took my lips softly. I grabbed his nape to press our mouths properly, opening mine to welcome his tongue that he finally inserted. He was a very good kisser. None experience with men but definitely a good kisser. I played with his tongue, enjoying his moans until I felt him hardening and moving back abruptly.
"We...we shouldn't have... What have I done?" My heart broke when I saw this panic written on his face. He looked down at his own belly, seeing the mix of our mess and looked away. "I need a shower." His tone was cold and it hurt.
"Satoshi..." He didn't listen to me and almost ran in the bathroom. I felt ashamed. Not just because I had foreplays with the man of my mother but also because I felt like a pathetic mistress. Of course he would never choose me. He was with my mother. He loved her. Not me. And it hurt. Why? He couldn't say what we just did wasn't intense and full of pleasure. He couldn't ignore the way he had stroked my cheek, saying I was beautiful while his big length was moving desperately against mine. He just couldn't leave without talking about what happened. He hadn't the right to. I stood up, with shaking legs and saw a piece of our mess on the sofa. Our cum...
I took a sponge and soap to clean it hard, refraining the tears wanting to fall.
For the first time of my life, I was heartbroken...
To be continued...
A/N: Sorry for the delay again TT My brothers are also in vacations and as they are two Geeks, they always steal the computer of my house and I ca,'t have it a minute >< but as they leave for one month with my parents, I'll have the computer for myself whenever I want :D So, you won't wait again so long :)
I'm sorry, things got bad between Ohchan and Nino, our dear Riida made the first step but he was drunk and I think he is already regretting what he has done >< So now, things are starting to move and the next chapter will be Ohchan's pov like lots of readers asked (yes, we really don't know what our dear little bear has in his mind xD) Next chapter will be updated next week, I promise :D