Chandelier (chapter 4)
Title: Chandelier
Author: Matsuaurore
Banner: My lovely Antimiya88 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya and Junba as main pairings, Sakumoto
Genre: Au, angst, romance, drama, violence
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Disclaimer: Only own the plot though, I wish I could own them xD
Summary: Nino is a young man who is physically abused by his boyfriend for years but seems determined to cope with this horrible life until he meets Ohno, a weird man who will show him how wonderful life can be.
Chapter 4:
Nino’s pov:
Nino entered his apartment with a sigh. The night at the club had exhausted him and even if his boss had been kind, his ass felt sore. The young host hoped his boyfriend wouldn’t want sex and would let him get some rest for the night.
“Kazu?” Ichiro called from the sofa.
“Hum?”
“How was work?”
“Exhausting. But my boss is happy, I’ll move to Ginza Monday.”
“Finally, you’re not as useless as I thought. Give me your tips.”
Nino sighed and took his wallet to give it to his boyfriend who stole the bank notes inside. The host would have liked to buy something with this money but it seemed his lover needed it more than he did.
“I’m going to bed.”
“Make me my dinner before, I’m hungry.” Ichirou ordered, his eyes glued on the TV, a beer in his hand.
“You haven’t eaten??? But it’s 3 a.m.”
“I was waiting for you to make it. Hurry up!” Ichirou growled.
Nino ran into the kitchen to prepare something easy and quick, yawning and stroking his tired eyes. Working during the night was hard and holding conversations with drunk men was even harder. The young host hadn’t got used to this rhythm and prayed not to break down when he would move to Ginza and would have to satisfy his clients’ needs, but at least, he didn’t need to have two jobs anymore since his work at the club paid enough.
When everything was finally ready, the young host took the plate and brought it to his lover but tiredness was too strong and turned him clumsy, his waist hitting the table and making him fall in a gasp. The bowl of hot soba fell on his boyfriend’s leg, making him scream in pain.
“BAKA!!!!”
Nino gasped in pain when a strong hand grabbed his hair to pull him up.
“I’m sorry!!! It wasn’t on purpose!!” Nino implored in panic, his eyes full of fear and his body shaking, drops of sweat already starting to roll down his temples.
“You’re just a useless piece of shit!!! Not even able to serve a bowl of soba without making it fall!!! I wonder why I’m keeping you with me!!!” Ichirou slapped him hard and threw him against the door, Nino’s face hitting it hard and making his vision blur because of the pain, his body collapsing on the floor.
A white coat covered his view, Ichirou’s words almost inaudible because of the pain. The young host felt his body leaving the ground before being laid on what seemed to be the bed. Tiredness finally won Nino who fell asleep despite his face screaming in pain.
****
Nino sighed in front of his glass. Despite the make-up, the bruise on his cheekbone was still a bit swollen and could be seen if you paid attention to his face. It hurt a lot but the young host was determined to act as if nothing happened to prevent Ohno to discover it. He had almost cancelled their meeting but his heart had clenched painfully at the thought of not seeing the crazy man again and of staying all day at home.
“Where are you going?” Ichirou asked from the sofa.
“The beach, I want some air before starting my job tomorrow.”
“I hope you’re not planning to run away or cheat on me.”
“You know I wouldn’t do that.”
“You tried twice.”
“Because I wasn’t well but I swore you I wouldn’t run away again.”
Nino grabbed his bag and left the apartment to drive toward the beach, impatient to see the older man. His new friend had something making him feel comfortable as if they knew each other for a long time. It was the first time Nino could spend hours with someone without always talking. There was this mysterious part in Ohno that warmed his heart and gave him the will to stand up the next day.
“Ohchan!” Nino waved his hand, the older man raising his face from his boat to look at him, a smile spreading his pouty lips.
“Hey, Nino, how are you?”
“Fine, I’m sorry I’m a bit late, I had lots of things to do.”
“Don’t worry, come on.”
Nino climbed in the boat and grinned to Ohno who stared at him with a frown.
“What happened to your face?”
“Nothing. I fell, it doesn’t hurt don’t worry.” Nino made a fake smile, his heart beating crazily in fear. The older didn’t seem to swallow his lie but didn’t insist and asked him sit before starting the boat.
“Where are we going?”
“You’ll see.” Ohno smiled mysteriously. The younger pouted cutely and looked at the horizon, closing his eyes in happiness. Since he took pills, he never felt bad on a boat anymore, able to enjoy the wind and the sun on his face, the pleasant noises of the waves hitting the boat. Ohno drove for an hour before stopping next to a small island and joined Nino who looked at him with curious eyes. “Look.” Ohno pointed the horizon where Nino couldn’t see anything except waves. The host was about to protest when his eyes widened at the view. “Stay quiet not to scare them.” The older put his hand in the water to shake it until they heard happy cries and four dolphins swam toward the boat.
“You know them?”
“I discovered them by chance last year when I was fishing. They are very friendly and I bring them some fish when I come here. You can try to touch them if you want.”
Nino bit his lip and put the tip of his fingers, gasping when something soft touched his skin.
“They like you.” Ohno smiled. “Do you want to swim with them?”
“The water is cold…”
“C’mon, you can handle it.” Ohno chuckled, taking his clothes off to reveal a beautiful body, making Nino blush. The older was built like a professional dancer, his muscles thin but visible. “Coward.” Ohno mocked him and jumped in the water as if it was 30 degrees. With a sigh, Nino took his own clothes off and followed him, gasping when the cold water hit his skin. “Swim, it will warm your body.”
Nino obeyed, a bit scared to be next to such big animals but finally got used and laughed as the dolphins were playing happily around them.
"Don't be scared, come on!" Ohno smiled to the younger who finally joined him, trying to not stare at the older's naked and wet body.
"I'm not a good swimmer..."
"You do great, come on, I have lots of things to show you!" Ohno took his hand and made him dive in the blue water, swimming as if he had done that all his life. They swam toward a big wall of rocks where they could see some corals and lots of different fishes swimming peacefully. Nino's eyes widened when Ohno pointed the rocks to show him a beautiful moray whose body was undulating and shining with the sun rays.
"It's so beautiful!" Nino exclaimed when they took some air.
"It is. And it's very peaceful. The sea is the quietest place of the world and at the same time the noisiest one if you really listen when you dive. You can hear so many little noises if you pay attention to them."
"Yes... It's magic... And..." Nino gasped when Ohno stroked his cheek softly, making him whine a bit.
"Is it still painful?"
"Not really..." Nino bit his lip; his heart beating so fast that he was sure the older could hear it. The softness of his hand made him shiver and Nino pushed away the weird idea of kissing him that was popping in his head. Ohno's pink lips looked so kissable; mostly when they were wet like that.
"You should be more careful." Ohno stated, lowering his hand for Nino's deception.
"I'm very clumsy..."
"Hum... We should leave."
Again, the same coldness in the older's tone. Nino couldn't understand how someone's mood could change so quickly. Ohno was so kind and sometimes, became as cold as Antarctica.
Once on the boat, Ohno wrapped him in a warm towel before leaving the place in silence. The gamer prepared them two hot chocolates, holding out one to the other.
"Thanks..."
"Ohchan, what is your job? You seem rich..."
"I am. I lead a company."
"Ehhhh????" Nino's eyes widened.
"What?" Ohno laughed.
"I'm surprised. I thought you were some kind of hermit..."
Ohno burst out laugh and shook his head.
"I admit I'm a bit weird but I'm normal. I like to live a simple life that's all. I'm very busy during the week and on Sundays, I want to take a break from everything. That's why this boat is my baby."
"Why did you name it Yume?"
"It's a long story." Ohno's eyes darkened.
"I can listen..."
"My ex-lover named this boat."
"Oh... You broke up?"
"He is dead." Ohno whispered before shaking his head and grinning as if nothing happened. "Ah, here we are." The older stopped his big boat and left it.
"Thank you for this wonderful day." Nino smiled and gasped when Ohno pulled him in a hug. It felt so good, so warm, as if it was Nino's place. The gamer hugged him back tightly, feeling something weird inside him. He had never liked people's touch. Not that he was scared but it made him uncomfortable. But with Ohno, it was so natural, as if he had done that all his life. As if he belonged to these protective arms. Ohno smelt so good, it gave him the will to nuzzle his nose against his neck like some kind of kitten.
"Be more careful..." Ohno whispered before pulling away softly.
"Yes." Nino kissed his cheek before running away quickly, his heart beating crazily like some kind of teenager who kissed someone for the first time.
*****
It's with a big smile that Nino came home, reality slapping him right in the face when Ichirou ordered him to get ready in their guest room before his friend's arrival.
“Please, Ichirou, I don’t want him to fuck me!” Nino implored.
“I thought you wanted to make me happy.” Ichirou frowned, walking toward the younger who moved back, shivering.
“I… Of course I want! But he is too harsh… And I have to be good-looking for my job tomorrow.” A drop of sweat rolled down the host’s temple, panic slowly wining him as anger was spreading on Ichirou’s face. He was damn scared to get him mad but just thinking about Toru almost made him throw up.
“Perfect, I’ll tell him to not leave any marks on you.” Ichirou smirked.
“Please! He is a pig! I don’t want him to touch me!”
“Kazunari, stop it now before I lose my patience.” Ichirou growled, grabbing his air and making him gasp. “Since when do you discuss my decision? Shut up and be a good dog.”
“You need to raise him better, Ichirou-san.”
Nino froze, turning his head to see a smirking Toru staring at them.
“Well, I’ll take care of that. Please, don’t mark him, he needs to be clean for his job tomorrow.”
“Too sad, I love to mark him! Come on, little whore, let’s have some fun.”
“I…” Nino stopped under Ichirou’s killing eyes, understanding his punishment would be worse than being fucked by Toru if he dared to protest. Lowering his head, Nino followed the man, holding back his tears to not satisfy this pig who loved to see him scared and crying.
*****
Toru left the bedroom two hours later with a satisfied smile.
“So?”
“His ass is a wonder, too bad I couldn’t be as rough as I wanted, my payment won’t be as high as usually.”
“Next time, he will take some days off to let the marks disappear.” Ichirou groaned.
“Good, because I can go to another whore if I can’t mark this one.” Toru gave the money before leaving.
“Nino!” Ichirou walked toward the bedroom where Nino was hiding in a corner, a blanket tightly wrapped around him. “Next weekend, you will be his and you will take some days off if the marks are too important.”
“N-o…” Nino gasped. No, there was no way he would bear this situation again. Just thinking about the hits, the pig’s member fucking him like some kind of doll, as if he was only born to be used for sex, gave the gamer the will to take a knife and sink it in his chest. The rapes were starting to drive him insane, slowly eating his sanity as if darkness was destroying the last happiness’s parts of his life.
“What?! Have I heard well or did you dare to refuse?!”
Nino shivered in fear and raised his crying face to shake his head. “I don’t want him to touch me ever again.”
“I think you’ve forgotten something very important.” Ichirou smirked, raising Nino by his hair and making him gasp in pain. “I’m the one who decides. You belong to me, you’re mine. Without me, you would be in the street, don’t forget I have saved you from your rotten life! If I want you to be fucked by Toru, you have nothing to say, understood?!!!” Ichirou threw him against the wall. Nino cried in pain and stood up with difficulty before shaking his head with scared eyes. Defying his lover was totally crazy but it was better than accepting to be raped once again. Why couldn’t Ichirou understand his distress? Why couldn’t he see this situation was going to kill him??? If his lover kept doing that, Nino wouldn’t wait too long before ending this nightmare himself even if it meant losing Ohno and his two new friends.
“I do but I don’t want him to touch me ever again, it’s too painful, I can’t stand it anymore.” Nino ran out of the bedroom to leave the apartment under Ichirou’s screams.
“NINO!!! Come back here now or I swear you’re going to regret it!!!” Ichirou yelled, making a neighbor open his apartment’s door with a frown.
“What’s happening here?”
“Nothing, just a silly argument.” Ichirou grinned.
Nino ran as fast as possible, his body aching like hell. He already regretted his stupid decision, knowing Ichirou would make him pay like never before but it was stronger than him, his brain wasn’t working anymore as his body as if his body had decided to take his own decisions. Just thinking this pig would touch him again drove him mad and made his body react without his agreement.
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame
“What am I doing here?” Nino blinked, seeing Ohno’s boat in front of him. Where was he going to sleep? It was cold outside and he didn’t have any money to book a room in a hotel. “I’m sorry, Ohchan.” Nino whispered before climbing on the boat to hide in a corner, his blanket wrapped around him and his body shivering. The young host started to cry loudly, letting the pressure and the pain leave his body in a physical way even if they would stay forever in his heart. He was starting to realize that his situation with Ichirou was driving him insane. He loved his boyfriend and knew he owed him everything he had but he couldn’t stand being raped by these pervert pigs who paid his lover generously right after. It was unfair. He didn’t deserve to be raped and hit. Was he condemned to be used like an object all his life? Did he deserve this kind of fate only because he was nothing without his boyfriend?
“Nino?”
Nino blinked and raised his face to see Ohno staring at him with shock, a torch in his hand.
“O-hchan…”
“What are you doing here and at this hour??? Are you crying???”
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
“I’m so-rry… I… I had nowhere to go…”
“It’s okay, don’t worry, come inside, it’s so cold here.” Ohno raised him in his arms as Nino wasn’t making any move.
“No! I’m heavy!” Nino gasped.
“You’re too light, do you eat well?” Ohno frowned and brought him inside the boat.
Nino’s eyes widened. He had never entered the rooms of Ohno’s boat and didn’t expect it to be so… cozy. The main room was filled of paintings on the walls, with a comfortable sofa and a big TV with a kitchen in a corner. Nino had understood his friend had money but not as much as that.
“It’s my refuge when I need to be alone. I made it in order to be able to live here when I want to.” Ohno smiled and laid him on the sofa before making some tea in silence. “Here.” The older gave Nino a cup before sitting next to him.
“Thanks.” Nino drank it, his body warming slowly and stopping to shiver.
“What happened?”
“Just a stupid argument with my lover and I ran away because I’m just a spoiled brat.” Nino chuckled.
“You’re not. Even if it was stupid to leave at this hour and with no money to book a room. If I hadn’t been here, you could have died because of the coldness outside!”
Nino jumped, not used to hear and see his friend angry. Tears started to roll down his cheeks. “I’m so sorry for bothering you.”
“Idiot.” Ohno pulled him against him. “I’m angry because it was dangerous to act like that.”
“Gomen…” Nino cried harder, hugging him with despair. The older kept him against his body, his hand stroking his so soft hair softly.
“You’re safe. I’m here to protect you.”
Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ohno kept hugging him until Nino stopped crying and finally fell asleep with a small smile on his lips.
“You’re going to be the death of me, Kazunari.” Ohno sighed sadly, raising him in his arms to bring him in the big bedroom and laid him on the comfortable king-sized bed before covering him with a blanket.
“Ohchan…” Nino mumbled in his sleep.
“You’re so cruel with me, Kazu…” Ohno whispered, sitting next to him and stroking the pale cheek softly. “I’ll protect you as much as I can… If only you agreed to talk to me… To trust me like a real friend…”
Nino started to cry and gasp in his sleep, his body shaking.
“Nino???!!! Calm down, Nino!” Ohno panicked, taking Nino’s hands, the younger waking up in a little scream.
“O-hchan?”
“I’m here, you had a nightmare, it’s okay now.”
“I… Sorry, I have to go home!” Nino tried to get up but the older stopped him with a warning look.
“Are you out of mind??? You stay here for the night, sleep now.”
“H-old me… Please…” Nino whispered with pleading eyes, despair clearly painted on his face. Just feeling the older’s warmth made him feel better, as if his touch was natural and right. Ohno was the only one who seemed to see him like a Human being, like a man who deserved to be respected and treasured. The gamer bit his lip, refusing to let his heart melt under those beautiful worried eyes staring at him as if he was the most important thing of his life.
“Okay…” Ohno slipped in the bed and pulled him against his chest where Nino nestled his face, almost purring when a hand came to stroke his hair.
"Thank you."
Ohno blinked. He had never heard so much despair and a so sincere "thank you" before. It was obvious Nino didn't use this word lightly.
The older shivered when his friend dived his face in his neck, his heartbeat increasing under Nino's amazing scent.
"You're welcome..." Ohno whispered, wishing his friend would tell him everything. They were so close yet, there was a distance that the older couldn't erase. As if Nino didn't want anybody to reach his heart. The younger looked so fragile despite the strong aura emanating from him. It was obvious Nino needed help but refused to have it, choosing to suffer alone. "I'll show you you can trust me and can ask for help..." Ohno whispered before falling asleep.
Nino had never spent a so good night in his life. It was as if his mind and body felt safe, in an unkown warm place. Yawning, the host opened his eyes and gasped, seeing Ohno under him. Pictures of last night came back and the gamer left the bed and boat quietly with panic. Ichirou was going to kill him and Nino already regretted the bit of courage he had found the previous night to say no.
Ichirou was on the sofa when the gamer opened the door to enter their apartment. In silence, Nino approached his lover who stared at him some seconds before slapping him hard.
“Where were you?”
“In a hotel.”
“With a man?”
“Of course not!” Nino exclaimed, fear wining him. He had to pray Ichirou wouldn’t detect the lie in his voice or it would sign the end of his life.
“I warn you, if you ever dare to go against me once again, I’ll make you regret it all your life. Understood?”
“Yes.” Nino answered in a tiny voice, lowering his head in relief as his lover didn’t seem to want to hit him.
“Make me my breakfast and you better be incredible for your job tonight.”
Nino nodded and joined the kitchen, lost in his thoughts. A tiny smile spread his lips when Ohno’s face popped in his head, making him remember how soft the older had been the previous night. The gamer couldn’t get why they got along so well as he wasn’t someone who showed his weakness and preferred to stay alone. But with Ohno, it was as if everything was natural, like an evidence. As if he didn’t need to hide his true self in front of the older who was ready to listen at him without judging him or asking embarrassing questions. Ohno had just held him in his arms, whispering comforting words like a true friend or a lover would do to appease his boyfriend’s pain. It’s as if he could read through him, as if Ohno knew him since a long time and could guess what he needed to feel better.
“He would hate me if he knew I’m just good to be a whore.” Nino whispered, lowering his head. “I’ll never let him know how useless I am.”
It’s with head full of promises to hide the truth that Nino went to Ginza where his first time as an expensive host was going to start. The gamer entered the club, gasping at the view the place was offering to any person walking inside. It was beautiful. The sofa looked very expensive, the clothes the hosts and clients were wearing seemed out of price, everything smelt money.
“Ah, Nino, you’re here.” A tired Nagase welcomed the host. “You’ll be with Yuta for tonight, he’ll show you how to act in this club.”
“Where is Aiba?”
“He doesn’t work tonight.” Nagase took some clothes to give them to him.
“And Jun?”
Nagase froze a bit and forced a smile.
“Jun is sick. Don’t worry, Yuta knows his job and will teach you well how to work.”
Nino didn’t protest even if it was clear that his boss was lying. Unfortunately, Nino couldn’t join his friends as Ichirou had taken his phone. But the gamer was determined to find out the truth. After putting his new expensive and tight clothes, the gamer joined his mentor of the night who looked kind but not very talkative for a host.
“Ne, do you know where Aiba and Jun are?”
“I can’t tell you.” Yuta’s smile vanished.
“C’mon, tell me, I won’t repeat anything, they are my friends and I want to be sure they are safe.”
Yuta stared at him with suspicious eyes and sighed.
“I don’t know if it’s the truth but I heard that Jun is in hospital.”
“Eh??? Why??”
“Dunno. Geez, what do you all have with Jun? The boss and Aiba already act weirdly with him, don’t start too.”
“The boss like him?”
“Really?” Yuta exclaimed sarcastically. “It’s not a surprise that he wants Jun. Everybody here knows it.”
“But he is a lot older…”
“And then? Jun is hot and sexy, it’s not strange that a man like Nagase wants him.”
“And he is okay with that?”
“Dunno. Jun is a very secret person and he acts weirdly when it comes to Nagase. But for me, he is head over heels for Aiba. He eats him with his eyes.” Yuta groaned.
“They are made for each other.”
“Unfortunately, cutie, you’ll quickly learn that in our middle, we can’t do what we want and if Nagase wants Jun, he will have him. Jun would be lucky, the boss is rich and would protect him from everything.”
Nino didn’t reply, it was useless to talk about this subject with someone who didn’t seem to know what love was.
The night went well, Nino finding his place quickly and getting new clients. Luckily, the boss had agreed to let him refuse the propositions of sex for tonight. It seemed Nagase wasn’t in his best day, looking tired, pale and lost in his thoughts.
“Yuuji, a client is asking for you.”
“I was meant to leave…”
“He is rich, so, don’t complain and go to him, he looks as lost as a child.”
Nino nodded and joined the main room where a beautiful man was waiting at the bar. He looked like a prime minister but the expensive suit he was wearing didn’t fit his body.
“Sir, you asked for me?”
The man blinked and turned his head to look at him like a lost child.
“H-i… I… Someone told me you are a good host so…”
“Let’s go to one of the sofa, we will be better to talk.” Nino grinned, taking his arm softly to bring him to a sofa where they sat.
“I… It’s the first time I’m coming in a host club…”
“It’s not a shame, what do you want to drink?”
“Do you have a good red wine?”
“Of course, we have the best French wines you could dream of. I’ll bring you a glass.” Nino smiled and joined the bar with a chuckle. What does the man was doing here? He looked like a virgin discovering a penis for the first time of her life. “One glass of Château Latour, please.”
“He is hot, you’re lucky.” The bartender smirked.
“Well, I don’t care as long as he is satisfied.”
“Make him drink and pay as much as possible, he looks so naïve.”
“I know my job, thanks.” Nino replied, taking the plate to bring it to the man.
“Thanks.” The man smelt it before tasting it and smiling. “Château Latour?”
“Good! You know a lot about wines?”
“Well, in my work, we learn what a good wine is.”
“What do you do?”
“I lead a company. By the way, my name is Sho.”
“Nice to meet you, Sho-san. What are you doing in this kind of place, you don’t look gay…”
“I’m not. I’m married but… Well, my wife doesn’t enjoy sex a lot and I need advice from experts like you.”
Nino smiled. He liked this man. Not once Sho had looked badly at him as if he was a whore and calling him an ‘expert’ was the best compliment he could make him since the host knew perfectly that he was nothing more than a whore.
“You are in the good place for advices. You seem to have lots of pressure on your shoulders no?”
“Well, being the president of a company is stressing. I work a lot.”
“And do you enjoy sex with your wife?”
“Well…” Sho bit his lip. “It’s not that I don’t like that but I mostly make love because I have to…”
“That’s the main problem. If you don’t enjoy sex, your partner will never enjoy it. Because the pleasure the other will have will also come from the pleasure you have.”
“I work a lot so, I’m often tired and I want it to be quick…” Sho blushed deeply, biting his lip.
“Bad point, you are never too tired to make love if you truly enjoy it. It means you don’t do it well.”
“How can I do, then?”
“I could show you some tricks but…”
“You’re a man and I’m married.”
“Let’s forget I’m a man and you are married. Let’s say you are a student and I’ll be your teacher. You won’t be cheating on your wife as it will be lessons to make you please her.”
“Okay but you’re still a man…”
“You’ll forget my gender when you’ll discover how great sex can be.” Nino smiled seductively, stroking the man’s thigh and making him gulp. “Lesson number one, let’s see how you kiss. Everything starts with a kiss. If the kiss is bad, you won’t want to go for more but if your kiss is amazing, the person will feel hot and will jump on you.”
“H-um.”
Nino chuckled and took the man’s nape, his lips traveling on Sho’s neck and making him shiver. “Like that. You can’t directly kiss the person, you have to be desired, to make her want you. Play with her mind, with her nerves.” Nino’s lips brushed the older’s ones, making him moan a bit before the host took them between his teeth, biting them slightly. It seemed Sho was responsive because a happy sigh left his throat when the host took his mouth to kiss him slowly. Both moaned, Nino climbing on his lap, a hand stroking his cheek while they were kissing with passion until both stopped, out of breathe.
“See, you can do it perfectly.” Nino grinned, not saying anything about the big bulge pocking his member.
“I… Thank you…”
“Next time, I’ll teach you other tricks.” Nino winked and kissed the man a last time before getting up.
“Thank you, Yuuji…”
“You’re welcome.” Nino bowed and accompanied him to the exit before joining the lodges, freezing when Nagase’s angry voice reached his ears.
“I don’t care about your lame excuses, Aiba! It’s your fault if he is in this state!”
Nino frowned and bowed when Nagase turned his head and saw him.
“I have to hang up. Be here tomorrow or you’re fired.”
The gamer left quickly, wondering what the hell was going on with his friend and his boss. He just hoped nothing bad happened to Jun.
To be continued…
A/N: First, I’m deeply sorry for the delay, I was meant to post 15 days ago but RL brought me some problems and I wasn’t in the mood at all to post >< Now I feel better, it should be fine to post every week again J
I didn’t remember this chapter was so sad as I wrote it a long time ago xD Nino is starting to change and to realize that his life is not normal and that he has to say ‘no’. He still needs to realize that it’s not love that he feels for Ichirou but just a deep fear >< luckily, Ohno is here to slowly make him open his eyes J
For Junba; you’ll know in the next chapter what happened to Jun and why Nagase was so angry at Aiba when Nino heard the call they had J whatever there is between Jun and Nagase, the boss isn’t a bad man don’t worry J
And finally, Sho is coming! Okay, we first had Aimiya but it will go to Sakuraiba and Sakumoto later (well, mostly Sakumoto because Aiba needs to be shaken as he is a big baka xD). Like you could read, Sho isn’t here to cheat on his wife but to learn how to please her, unfortunately, our dear caster is going to discover new facets of himself xDDD
See you next week and comments, even short ones are very welcomed <3
Author: Matsuaurore
Banner: My lovely Antimiya88 <3
Pairing: Ohmiya and Junba as main pairings, Sakumoto
Genre: Au, angst, romance, drama, violence
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Disclaimer: Only own the plot though, I wish I could own them xD
Summary: Nino is a young man who is physically abused by his boyfriend for years but seems determined to cope with this horrible life until he meets Ohno, a weird man who will show him how wonderful life can be.
Chapter 4:
Nino’s pov:
Nino entered his apartment with a sigh. The night at the club had exhausted him and even if his boss had been kind, his ass felt sore. The young host hoped his boyfriend wouldn’t want sex and would let him get some rest for the night.
“Kazu?” Ichiro called from the sofa.
“Hum?”
“How was work?”
“Exhausting. But my boss is happy, I’ll move to Ginza Monday.”
“Finally, you’re not as useless as I thought. Give me your tips.”
Nino sighed and took his wallet to give it to his boyfriend who stole the bank notes inside. The host would have liked to buy something with this money but it seemed his lover needed it more than he did.
“I’m going to bed.”
“Make me my dinner before, I’m hungry.” Ichirou ordered, his eyes glued on the TV, a beer in his hand.
“You haven’t eaten??? But it’s 3 a.m.”
“I was waiting for you to make it. Hurry up!” Ichirou growled.
Nino ran into the kitchen to prepare something easy and quick, yawning and stroking his tired eyes. Working during the night was hard and holding conversations with drunk men was even harder. The young host hadn’t got used to this rhythm and prayed not to break down when he would move to Ginza and would have to satisfy his clients’ needs, but at least, he didn’t need to have two jobs anymore since his work at the club paid enough.
When everything was finally ready, the young host took the plate and brought it to his lover but tiredness was too strong and turned him clumsy, his waist hitting the table and making him fall in a gasp. The bowl of hot soba fell on his boyfriend’s leg, making him scream in pain.
“BAKA!!!!”
Nino gasped in pain when a strong hand grabbed his hair to pull him up.
“I’m sorry!!! It wasn’t on purpose!!” Nino implored in panic, his eyes full of fear and his body shaking, drops of sweat already starting to roll down his temples.
“You’re just a useless piece of shit!!! Not even able to serve a bowl of soba without making it fall!!! I wonder why I’m keeping you with me!!!” Ichirou slapped him hard and threw him against the door, Nino’s face hitting it hard and making his vision blur because of the pain, his body collapsing on the floor.
A white coat covered his view, Ichirou’s words almost inaudible because of the pain. The young host felt his body leaving the ground before being laid on what seemed to be the bed. Tiredness finally won Nino who fell asleep despite his face screaming in pain.
****
Nino sighed in front of his glass. Despite the make-up, the bruise on his cheekbone was still a bit swollen and could be seen if you paid attention to his face. It hurt a lot but the young host was determined to act as if nothing happened to prevent Ohno to discover it. He had almost cancelled their meeting but his heart had clenched painfully at the thought of not seeing the crazy man again and of staying all day at home.
“Where are you going?” Ichirou asked from the sofa.
“The beach, I want some air before starting my job tomorrow.”
“I hope you’re not planning to run away or cheat on me.”
“You know I wouldn’t do that.”
“You tried twice.”
“Because I wasn’t well but I swore you I wouldn’t run away again.”
Nino grabbed his bag and left the apartment to drive toward the beach, impatient to see the older man. His new friend had something making him feel comfortable as if they knew each other for a long time. It was the first time Nino could spend hours with someone without always talking. There was this mysterious part in Ohno that warmed his heart and gave him the will to stand up the next day.
“Ohchan!” Nino waved his hand, the older man raising his face from his boat to look at him, a smile spreading his pouty lips.
“Hey, Nino, how are you?”
“Fine, I’m sorry I’m a bit late, I had lots of things to do.”
“Don’t worry, come on.”
Nino climbed in the boat and grinned to Ohno who stared at him with a frown.
“What happened to your face?”
“Nothing. I fell, it doesn’t hurt don’t worry.” Nino made a fake smile, his heart beating crazily in fear. The older didn’t seem to swallow his lie but didn’t insist and asked him sit before starting the boat.
“Where are we going?”
“You’ll see.” Ohno smiled mysteriously. The younger pouted cutely and looked at the horizon, closing his eyes in happiness. Since he took pills, he never felt bad on a boat anymore, able to enjoy the wind and the sun on his face, the pleasant noises of the waves hitting the boat. Ohno drove for an hour before stopping next to a small island and joined Nino who looked at him with curious eyes. “Look.” Ohno pointed the horizon where Nino couldn’t see anything except waves. The host was about to protest when his eyes widened at the view. “Stay quiet not to scare them.” The older put his hand in the water to shake it until they heard happy cries and four dolphins swam toward the boat.
“You know them?”
“I discovered them by chance last year when I was fishing. They are very friendly and I bring them some fish when I come here. You can try to touch them if you want.”
Nino bit his lip and put the tip of his fingers, gasping when something soft touched his skin.
“They like you.” Ohno smiled. “Do you want to swim with them?”
“The water is cold…”
“C’mon, you can handle it.” Ohno chuckled, taking his clothes off to reveal a beautiful body, making Nino blush. The older was built like a professional dancer, his muscles thin but visible. “Coward.” Ohno mocked him and jumped in the water as if it was 30 degrees. With a sigh, Nino took his own clothes off and followed him, gasping when the cold water hit his skin. “Swim, it will warm your body.”
Nino obeyed, a bit scared to be next to such big animals but finally got used and laughed as the dolphins were playing happily around them.
"Don't be scared, come on!" Ohno smiled to the younger who finally joined him, trying to not stare at the older's naked and wet body.
"I'm not a good swimmer..."
"You do great, come on, I have lots of things to show you!" Ohno took his hand and made him dive in the blue water, swimming as if he had done that all his life. They swam toward a big wall of rocks where they could see some corals and lots of different fishes swimming peacefully. Nino's eyes widened when Ohno pointed the rocks to show him a beautiful moray whose body was undulating and shining with the sun rays.
"It's so beautiful!" Nino exclaimed when they took some air.
"It is. And it's very peaceful. The sea is the quietest place of the world and at the same time the noisiest one if you really listen when you dive. You can hear so many little noises if you pay attention to them."
"Yes... It's magic... And..." Nino gasped when Ohno stroked his cheek softly, making him whine a bit.
"Is it still painful?"
"Not really..." Nino bit his lip; his heart beating so fast that he was sure the older could hear it. The softness of his hand made him shiver and Nino pushed away the weird idea of kissing him that was popping in his head. Ohno's pink lips looked so kissable; mostly when they were wet like that.
"You should be more careful." Ohno stated, lowering his hand for Nino's deception.
"I'm very clumsy..."
"Hum... We should leave."
Again, the same coldness in the older's tone. Nino couldn't understand how someone's mood could change so quickly. Ohno was so kind and sometimes, became as cold as Antarctica.
Once on the boat, Ohno wrapped him in a warm towel before leaving the place in silence. The gamer prepared them two hot chocolates, holding out one to the other.
"Thanks..."
"Ohchan, what is your job? You seem rich..."
"I am. I lead a company."
"Ehhhh????" Nino's eyes widened.
"What?" Ohno laughed.
"I'm surprised. I thought you were some kind of hermit..."
Ohno burst out laugh and shook his head.
"I admit I'm a bit weird but I'm normal. I like to live a simple life that's all. I'm very busy during the week and on Sundays, I want to take a break from everything. That's why this boat is my baby."
"Why did you name it Yume?"
"It's a long story." Ohno's eyes darkened.
"I can listen..."
"My ex-lover named this boat."
"Oh... You broke up?"
"He is dead." Ohno whispered before shaking his head and grinning as if nothing happened. "Ah, here we are." The older stopped his big boat and left it.
"Thank you for this wonderful day." Nino smiled and gasped when Ohno pulled him in a hug. It felt so good, so warm, as if it was Nino's place. The gamer hugged him back tightly, feeling something weird inside him. He had never liked people's touch. Not that he was scared but it made him uncomfortable. But with Ohno, it was so natural, as if he had done that all his life. As if he belonged to these protective arms. Ohno smelt so good, it gave him the will to nuzzle his nose against his neck like some kind of kitten.
"Be more careful..." Ohno whispered before pulling away softly.
"Yes." Nino kissed his cheek before running away quickly, his heart beating crazily like some kind of teenager who kissed someone for the first time.
*****
It's with a big smile that Nino came home, reality slapping him right in the face when Ichirou ordered him to get ready in their guest room before his friend's arrival.
“Please, Ichirou, I don’t want him to fuck me!” Nino implored.
“I thought you wanted to make me happy.” Ichirou frowned, walking toward the younger who moved back, shivering.
“I… Of course I want! But he is too harsh… And I have to be good-looking for my job tomorrow.” A drop of sweat rolled down the host’s temple, panic slowly wining him as anger was spreading on Ichirou’s face. He was damn scared to get him mad but just thinking about Toru almost made him throw up.
“Perfect, I’ll tell him to not leave any marks on you.” Ichirou smirked.
“Please! He is a pig! I don’t want him to touch me!”
“Kazunari, stop it now before I lose my patience.” Ichirou growled, grabbing his air and making him gasp. “Since when do you discuss my decision? Shut up and be a good dog.”
“You need to raise him better, Ichirou-san.”
Nino froze, turning his head to see a smirking Toru staring at them.
“Well, I’ll take care of that. Please, don’t mark him, he needs to be clean for his job tomorrow.”
“Too sad, I love to mark him! Come on, little whore, let’s have some fun.”
“I…” Nino stopped under Ichirou’s killing eyes, understanding his punishment would be worse than being fucked by Toru if he dared to protest. Lowering his head, Nino followed the man, holding back his tears to not satisfy this pig who loved to see him scared and crying.
*****
Toru left the bedroom two hours later with a satisfied smile.
“So?”
“His ass is a wonder, too bad I couldn’t be as rough as I wanted, my payment won’t be as high as usually.”
“Next time, he will take some days off to let the marks disappear.” Ichirou groaned.
“Good, because I can go to another whore if I can’t mark this one.” Toru gave the money before leaving.
“Nino!” Ichirou walked toward the bedroom where Nino was hiding in a corner, a blanket tightly wrapped around him. “Next weekend, you will be his and you will take some days off if the marks are too important.”
“N-o…” Nino gasped. No, there was no way he would bear this situation again. Just thinking about the hits, the pig’s member fucking him like some kind of doll, as if he was only born to be used for sex, gave the gamer the will to take a knife and sink it in his chest. The rapes were starting to drive him insane, slowly eating his sanity as if darkness was destroying the last happiness’s parts of his life.
“What?! Have I heard well or did you dare to refuse?!”
Nino shivered in fear and raised his crying face to shake his head. “I don’t want him to touch me ever again.”
“I think you’ve forgotten something very important.” Ichirou smirked, raising Nino by his hair and making him gasp in pain. “I’m the one who decides. You belong to me, you’re mine. Without me, you would be in the street, don’t forget I have saved you from your rotten life! If I want you to be fucked by Toru, you have nothing to say, understood?!!!” Ichirou threw him against the wall. Nino cried in pain and stood up with difficulty before shaking his head with scared eyes. Defying his lover was totally crazy but it was better than accepting to be raped once again. Why couldn’t Ichirou understand his distress? Why couldn’t he see this situation was going to kill him??? If his lover kept doing that, Nino wouldn’t wait too long before ending this nightmare himself even if it meant losing Ohno and his two new friends.
“I do but I don’t want him to touch me ever again, it’s too painful, I can’t stand it anymore.” Nino ran out of the bedroom to leave the apartment under Ichirou’s screams.
“NINO!!! Come back here now or I swear you’re going to regret it!!!” Ichirou yelled, making a neighbor open his apartment’s door with a frown.
“What’s happening here?”
“Nothing, just a silly argument.” Ichirou grinned.
Nino ran as fast as possible, his body aching like hell. He already regretted his stupid decision, knowing Ichirou would make him pay like never before but it was stronger than him, his brain wasn’t working anymore as his body as if his body had decided to take his own decisions. Just thinking this pig would touch him again drove him mad and made his body react without his agreement.
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame
“What am I doing here?” Nino blinked, seeing Ohno’s boat in front of him. Where was he going to sleep? It was cold outside and he didn’t have any money to book a room in a hotel. “I’m sorry, Ohchan.” Nino whispered before climbing on the boat to hide in a corner, his blanket wrapped around him and his body shivering. The young host started to cry loudly, letting the pressure and the pain leave his body in a physical way even if they would stay forever in his heart. He was starting to realize that his situation with Ichirou was driving him insane. He loved his boyfriend and knew he owed him everything he had but he couldn’t stand being raped by these pervert pigs who paid his lover generously right after. It was unfair. He didn’t deserve to be raped and hit. Was he condemned to be used like an object all his life? Did he deserve this kind of fate only because he was nothing without his boyfriend?
“Nino?”
Nino blinked and raised his face to see Ohno staring at him with shock, a torch in his hand.
“O-hchan…”
“What are you doing here and at this hour??? Are you crying???”
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
“I’m so-rry… I… I had nowhere to go…”
“It’s okay, don’t worry, come inside, it’s so cold here.” Ohno raised him in his arms as Nino wasn’t making any move.
“No! I’m heavy!” Nino gasped.
“You’re too light, do you eat well?” Ohno frowned and brought him inside the boat.
Nino’s eyes widened. He had never entered the rooms of Ohno’s boat and didn’t expect it to be so… cozy. The main room was filled of paintings on the walls, with a comfortable sofa and a big TV with a kitchen in a corner. Nino had understood his friend had money but not as much as that.
“It’s my refuge when I need to be alone. I made it in order to be able to live here when I want to.” Ohno smiled and laid him on the sofa before making some tea in silence. “Here.” The older gave Nino a cup before sitting next to him.
“Thanks.” Nino drank it, his body warming slowly and stopping to shiver.
“What happened?”
“Just a stupid argument with my lover and I ran away because I’m just a spoiled brat.” Nino chuckled.
“You’re not. Even if it was stupid to leave at this hour and with no money to book a room. If I hadn’t been here, you could have died because of the coldness outside!”
Nino jumped, not used to hear and see his friend angry. Tears started to roll down his cheeks. “I’m so sorry for bothering you.”
“Idiot.” Ohno pulled him against him. “I’m angry because it was dangerous to act like that.”
“Gomen…” Nino cried harder, hugging him with despair. The older kept him against his body, his hand stroking his so soft hair softly.
“You’re safe. I’m here to protect you.”
Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ohno kept hugging him until Nino stopped crying and finally fell asleep with a small smile on his lips.
“You’re going to be the death of me, Kazunari.” Ohno sighed sadly, raising him in his arms to bring him in the big bedroom and laid him on the comfortable king-sized bed before covering him with a blanket.
“Ohchan…” Nino mumbled in his sleep.
“You’re so cruel with me, Kazu…” Ohno whispered, sitting next to him and stroking the pale cheek softly. “I’ll protect you as much as I can… If only you agreed to talk to me… To trust me like a real friend…”
Nino started to cry and gasp in his sleep, his body shaking.
“Nino???!!! Calm down, Nino!” Ohno panicked, taking Nino’s hands, the younger waking up in a little scream.
“O-hchan?”
“I’m here, you had a nightmare, it’s okay now.”
“I… Sorry, I have to go home!” Nino tried to get up but the older stopped him with a warning look.
“Are you out of mind??? You stay here for the night, sleep now.”
“H-old me… Please…” Nino whispered with pleading eyes, despair clearly painted on his face. Just feeling the older’s warmth made him feel better, as if his touch was natural and right. Ohno was the only one who seemed to see him like a Human being, like a man who deserved to be respected and treasured. The gamer bit his lip, refusing to let his heart melt under those beautiful worried eyes staring at him as if he was the most important thing of his life.
“Okay…” Ohno slipped in the bed and pulled him against his chest where Nino nestled his face, almost purring when a hand came to stroke his hair.
"Thank you."
Ohno blinked. He had never heard so much despair and a so sincere "thank you" before. It was obvious Nino didn't use this word lightly.
The older shivered when his friend dived his face in his neck, his heartbeat increasing under Nino's amazing scent.
"You're welcome..." Ohno whispered, wishing his friend would tell him everything. They were so close yet, there was a distance that the older couldn't erase. As if Nino didn't want anybody to reach his heart. The younger looked so fragile despite the strong aura emanating from him. It was obvious Nino needed help but refused to have it, choosing to suffer alone. "I'll show you you can trust me and can ask for help..." Ohno whispered before falling asleep.
Nino had never spent a so good night in his life. It was as if his mind and body felt safe, in an unkown warm place. Yawning, the host opened his eyes and gasped, seeing Ohno under him. Pictures of last night came back and the gamer left the bed and boat quietly with panic. Ichirou was going to kill him and Nino already regretted the bit of courage he had found the previous night to say no.
Ichirou was on the sofa when the gamer opened the door to enter their apartment. In silence, Nino approached his lover who stared at him some seconds before slapping him hard.
“Where were you?”
“In a hotel.”
“With a man?”
“Of course not!” Nino exclaimed, fear wining him. He had to pray Ichirou wouldn’t detect the lie in his voice or it would sign the end of his life.
“I warn you, if you ever dare to go against me once again, I’ll make you regret it all your life. Understood?”
“Yes.” Nino answered in a tiny voice, lowering his head in relief as his lover didn’t seem to want to hit him.
“Make me my breakfast and you better be incredible for your job tonight.”
Nino nodded and joined the kitchen, lost in his thoughts. A tiny smile spread his lips when Ohno’s face popped in his head, making him remember how soft the older had been the previous night. The gamer couldn’t get why they got along so well as he wasn’t someone who showed his weakness and preferred to stay alone. But with Ohno, it was as if everything was natural, like an evidence. As if he didn’t need to hide his true self in front of the older who was ready to listen at him without judging him or asking embarrassing questions. Ohno had just held him in his arms, whispering comforting words like a true friend or a lover would do to appease his boyfriend’s pain. It’s as if he could read through him, as if Ohno knew him since a long time and could guess what he needed to feel better.
“He would hate me if he knew I’m just good to be a whore.” Nino whispered, lowering his head. “I’ll never let him know how useless I am.”
It’s with head full of promises to hide the truth that Nino went to Ginza where his first time as an expensive host was going to start. The gamer entered the club, gasping at the view the place was offering to any person walking inside. It was beautiful. The sofa looked very expensive, the clothes the hosts and clients were wearing seemed out of price, everything smelt money.
“Ah, Nino, you’re here.” A tired Nagase welcomed the host. “You’ll be with Yuta for tonight, he’ll show you how to act in this club.”
“Where is Aiba?”
“He doesn’t work tonight.” Nagase took some clothes to give them to him.
“And Jun?”
Nagase froze a bit and forced a smile.
“Jun is sick. Don’t worry, Yuta knows his job and will teach you well how to work.”
Nino didn’t protest even if it was clear that his boss was lying. Unfortunately, Nino couldn’t join his friends as Ichirou had taken his phone. But the gamer was determined to find out the truth. After putting his new expensive and tight clothes, the gamer joined his mentor of the night who looked kind but not very talkative for a host.
“Ne, do you know where Aiba and Jun are?”
“I can’t tell you.” Yuta’s smile vanished.
“C’mon, tell me, I won’t repeat anything, they are my friends and I want to be sure they are safe.”
Yuta stared at him with suspicious eyes and sighed.
“I don’t know if it’s the truth but I heard that Jun is in hospital.”
“Eh??? Why??”
“Dunno. Geez, what do you all have with Jun? The boss and Aiba already act weirdly with him, don’t start too.”
“The boss like him?”
“Really?” Yuta exclaimed sarcastically. “It’s not a surprise that he wants Jun. Everybody here knows it.”
“But he is a lot older…”
“And then? Jun is hot and sexy, it’s not strange that a man like Nagase wants him.”
“And he is okay with that?”
“Dunno. Jun is a very secret person and he acts weirdly when it comes to Nagase. But for me, he is head over heels for Aiba. He eats him with his eyes.” Yuta groaned.
“They are made for each other.”
“Unfortunately, cutie, you’ll quickly learn that in our middle, we can’t do what we want and if Nagase wants Jun, he will have him. Jun would be lucky, the boss is rich and would protect him from everything.”
Nino didn’t reply, it was useless to talk about this subject with someone who didn’t seem to know what love was.
The night went well, Nino finding his place quickly and getting new clients. Luckily, the boss had agreed to let him refuse the propositions of sex for tonight. It seemed Nagase wasn’t in his best day, looking tired, pale and lost in his thoughts.
“Yuuji, a client is asking for you.”
“I was meant to leave…”
“He is rich, so, don’t complain and go to him, he looks as lost as a child.”
Nino nodded and joined the main room where a beautiful man was waiting at the bar. He looked like a prime minister but the expensive suit he was wearing didn’t fit his body.
“Sir, you asked for me?”
The man blinked and turned his head to look at him like a lost child.
“H-i… I… Someone told me you are a good host so…”
“Let’s go to one of the sofa, we will be better to talk.” Nino grinned, taking his arm softly to bring him to a sofa where they sat.
“I… It’s the first time I’m coming in a host club…”
“It’s not a shame, what do you want to drink?”
“Do you have a good red wine?”
“Of course, we have the best French wines you could dream of. I’ll bring you a glass.” Nino smiled and joined the bar with a chuckle. What does the man was doing here? He looked like a virgin discovering a penis for the first time of her life. “One glass of Château Latour, please.”
“He is hot, you’re lucky.” The bartender smirked.
“Well, I don’t care as long as he is satisfied.”
“Make him drink and pay as much as possible, he looks so naïve.”
“I know my job, thanks.” Nino replied, taking the plate to bring it to the man.
“Thanks.” The man smelt it before tasting it and smiling. “Château Latour?”
“Good! You know a lot about wines?”
“Well, in my work, we learn what a good wine is.”
“What do you do?”
“I lead a company. By the way, my name is Sho.”
“Nice to meet you, Sho-san. What are you doing in this kind of place, you don’t look gay…”
“I’m not. I’m married but… Well, my wife doesn’t enjoy sex a lot and I need advice from experts like you.”
Nino smiled. He liked this man. Not once Sho had looked badly at him as if he was a whore and calling him an ‘expert’ was the best compliment he could make him since the host knew perfectly that he was nothing more than a whore.
“You are in the good place for advices. You seem to have lots of pressure on your shoulders no?”
“Well, being the president of a company is stressing. I work a lot.”
“And do you enjoy sex with your wife?”
“Well…” Sho bit his lip. “It’s not that I don’t like that but I mostly make love because I have to…”
“That’s the main problem. If you don’t enjoy sex, your partner will never enjoy it. Because the pleasure the other will have will also come from the pleasure you have.”
“I work a lot so, I’m often tired and I want it to be quick…” Sho blushed deeply, biting his lip.
“Bad point, you are never too tired to make love if you truly enjoy it. It means you don’t do it well.”
“How can I do, then?”
“I could show you some tricks but…”
“You’re a man and I’m married.”
“Let’s forget I’m a man and you are married. Let’s say you are a student and I’ll be your teacher. You won’t be cheating on your wife as it will be lessons to make you please her.”
“Okay but you’re still a man…”
“You’ll forget my gender when you’ll discover how great sex can be.” Nino smiled seductively, stroking the man’s thigh and making him gulp. “Lesson number one, let’s see how you kiss. Everything starts with a kiss. If the kiss is bad, you won’t want to go for more but if your kiss is amazing, the person will feel hot and will jump on you.”
“H-um.”
Nino chuckled and took the man’s nape, his lips traveling on Sho’s neck and making him shiver. “Like that. You can’t directly kiss the person, you have to be desired, to make her want you. Play with her mind, with her nerves.” Nino’s lips brushed the older’s ones, making him moan a bit before the host took them between his teeth, biting them slightly. It seemed Sho was responsive because a happy sigh left his throat when the host took his mouth to kiss him slowly. Both moaned, Nino climbing on his lap, a hand stroking his cheek while they were kissing with passion until both stopped, out of breathe.
“See, you can do it perfectly.” Nino grinned, not saying anything about the big bulge pocking his member.
“I… Thank you…”
“Next time, I’ll teach you other tricks.” Nino winked and kissed the man a last time before getting up.
“Thank you, Yuuji…”
“You’re welcome.” Nino bowed and accompanied him to the exit before joining the lodges, freezing when Nagase’s angry voice reached his ears.
“I don’t care about your lame excuses, Aiba! It’s your fault if he is in this state!”
Nino frowned and bowed when Nagase turned his head and saw him.
“I have to hang up. Be here tomorrow or you’re fired.”
The gamer left quickly, wondering what the hell was going on with his friend and his boss. He just hoped nothing bad happened to Jun.
To be continued…
A/N: First, I’m deeply sorry for the delay, I was meant to post 15 days ago but RL brought me some problems and I wasn’t in the mood at all to post >< Now I feel better, it should be fine to post every week again J
I didn’t remember this chapter was so sad as I wrote it a long time ago xD Nino is starting to change and to realize that his life is not normal and that he has to say ‘no’. He still needs to realize that it’s not love that he feels for Ichirou but just a deep fear >< luckily, Ohno is here to slowly make him open his eyes J
For Junba; you’ll know in the next chapter what happened to Jun and why Nagase was so angry at Aiba when Nino heard the call they had J whatever there is between Jun and Nagase, the boss isn’t a bad man don’t worry J
And finally, Sho is coming! Okay, we first had Aimiya but it will go to Sakuraiba and Sakumoto later (well, mostly Sakumoto because Aiba needs to be shaken as he is a big baka xD). Like you could read, Sho isn’t here to cheat on his wife but to learn how to please her, unfortunately, our dear caster is going to discover new facets of himself xDDD
See you next week and comments, even short ones are very welcomed <3