Rant Gone Bad Re-evaluated

[matt100fly]

A few days....

have passed since I wrote the entry that only two people read before I took it down to think about what I incoherently scribbled down. I wish I had an excuse, something to use when I do something I know I will regret about 10 minutes after I do it.

I only wish I had an answer to all the questions I ask myself.

My rant revisited;

I had

Comments

[sackbuts]

Dude i've often thought about this myself. Laying in bed going through the happenings of my day in my mind as a sort of review before going to sleep and wondering "what if". What if i had done this differently? What if i had said what was on my mind? What if i told the one person how much they mean to me?

And more often than not, my thoughts wander to the future and what it holds for me. Will i accomplish any of the goals i set for myself in life? and if it turns out to be out of reach, what will i do? What sort of impression would i leave when i die? Will people remember the things, great or not, that i have done? or will i my memory be lost?

Somtimes i tell myself i think way too much and way too hard. But i love to ask myself those two words, 'what if', and learn as much as i can from the past.

I hope that made some sort of sense, i've been up since 4am and i'm kinda tired.

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