If you could remember your first breath would you cherish it as much? No one can see past the distance of haze. We are creatures that rely on so many photons. If not for the glory of gods could we see? I think of the beginning of life quite a lot, and this moment is so slippery. We can forget the circumstance that brings us into existence, but ( Read more... )

There are drunken moments in all mens lives. Moments where people may question the very character of the person speaking to them, and question the motives of the words spoken into ears of infinite wisdom. This night however backward and different from all those that have come before, it has the sense of change and total difference from all the ( Read more... )

So, Ive decided to come back...I feel like this is far more private for whatever reason, and I like it here...I missed it and its so old ( Read more... )

So I have decided to move on from this site after 8 years. It reminds me far too much of the past, a reminder that I need to avoid for right now. I started a Tumblr. http://clashingwithblue.tumblr.com/ I know there is only really one of you that will care, but if you want to see ( Read more... )

I just want a voice to hold onto, but no one speaks. The end is cherished in the after, but the beginnings are squandered with the lust of need. I choose exaltation, but only breathless words adorn my brow. I need words in this silence, but yet I sit in a vacuum, waiting for heartless love, just like before, when I sat on the edge of truth and ( Read more... )

I will carry this torch for you, until I take my final breath, I love you with all that I am, and I miss you more everyday. I want you back and forgive you for all the pain of this last year. If I never see you again, and I wander this earth for a lifetime, I can assure you my final thoughts in this life will be of you, I will think of your face ( Read more... )

Righteous men seem to know the secret to everything, They drag you along, tell you it all, in hopes of taking you on. Can they know what they say, do they really know anything? They pray to angels and wish on stars, like all the lost boys that roam this world, in a daze for days, just waiting for pay and a possible raise, The lost boys know not ( Read more... )

Music is my future. Music is my future, I love it, and I have greatness inside me. I will bring it out no matter what I do. This painful life is going to leave something beautiful behind...you will remember me, even if I leave early you will remember me. I dont care if its just a thought of my name once in a while, or you own my music and ( Read more... )

There was as place where a man would go to find comfort. This was a place of beauty and honor. the water would fall more slowly here than on any other place on earth, like glistening stars they drop with utter contentment with their place in the universe. They would land on his face and splash so slowly there was no noise. The man would open ( Read more... )

Well apparently I have offended some people from what I have said in this journal throughout the years. I am sorry, I didn't really think you would ever read it, but thats not an excuse, I mean every word I have ever said in here when I wrote it, but like all writings and books, they all have a beginning middle and and end. There is a ( Read more... )