WTF.

the sum of my life at this point. i dont even know.

sup stress ( Read more... )

lots of change, lots of new ( Read more... )

i dont feel like i know anything anymore ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i supposed to do?
think?
say?
how in hell am i supposed to take all this?
how am i supposed to react?
what am i supposed to believe?
God, help me right now.
friends, keep me busy and alive.

lately i feel kind of figuratively bipolar. i dont think i have a chemical imbalance in my brain, i dont even feel like i've been dealt a huge problem. i just seem to be able to string myself out over any little thing placed in front of me. school, pleasing certain people, feeling farther from God, keeping friends, and keeping myself sane have all ( Read more... )

soo i never do the internets anymore. i like it better ( Read more... )

i love her.
maybe a little too much.
i like it though.

happy new year ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas.
Every year its harder to enjoy the season. But this is the easiest season to let go and enjoy, so by now i think i'll just give in and do it. Merry Christmas.