what i want.
I want to come back, but I don't know if I can. It's hard being torn.
[[ Yeah, so I DO want to bring Matt back from the dead, but I'm not sure if I want to keep his old storyline of Ash/Dani and the baby.. its so.... cumbersome and really limits the character and the depth. I am back in MBP in a different form right now, and its just not as much fun without Matt. I'm trying, I'm really giving it all I can, but I've been playing 3 months now and I've already taken my first break. le sigh! There's also part of me that doesn't want to delete/ignore the new cha, but I know from experience that I can't balance 2. Any advice? This will might be X-posted to the OOC yahoo group b/c I'm just that torn over it.]]
[[ Yeah, so I DO want to bring Matt back from the dead, but I'm not sure if I want to keep his old storyline of Ash/Dani and the baby.. its so.... cumbersome and really limits the character and the depth. I am back in MBP in a different form right now, and its just not as much fun without Matt. I'm trying, I'm really giving it all I can, but I've been playing 3 months now and I've already taken my first break. le sigh! There's also part of me that doesn't want to delete/ignore the new cha, but I know from experience that I can't balance 2. Any advice? This will might be X-posted to the OOC yahoo group b/c I'm just that torn over it.]]