well lets see i'm a douchebag.. thats for one, two i am missing some one so bad that i spent that last couple hours just reading her live journal entries cause i'm totally insane, and a three i'm stupid cause i can't think of a third thing to put here, but then again isn't that something to put there.. why am i a smartass even to myself.. i also ( Read more... )

well fuck, it's a new favorite phrase that i kinda hate using and yes well.. lets see what have i been up to hmm... work work work .. hanging out with some friends and missing others alot... and i wonder if they miss me aswell.. but yea i'm not really in the best of moods i couldn't tell you why it's very strange, i'm very happy for two friends of ( Read more... )

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yea i was just going through my best friends old entries and it really hit me how much i miss her, i mean i it doesn't even seem like we have been away that long yet it feels like forever i dunno i really miss her, prolly too much for most norms to understand so yea i'mma get going just thought i would share that

not in the mood to update this yet still feel as if i should ya know? but yea i really don't have the time or energy to do it now. all i know is i really wanna just quit at life. quit my job, and just live up to the expectations that my parents have of me, because needless to say they are very very low.. they really don't seem to give a shit about ( Read more... )

Hey Kids, yea just updating, so yea life in meriden ranges from absolutely shitty, to fucking awesome depending on who i am with, the fam is so pissing me off specially the rents they never stop talking about my "future" i'm kinda sick of it. it makes me think of terminator 3 except i don't have my own terminator to try and convice me that i want ( Read more... )

So yea guys guess what i am Back in meriden,and guess what else.. I miss keene ( Read more... )

hey man whats going on, nuttin much dude, can i talk to you about something. i dunno if i can handle this shit dude. People think that they have ant grasp on life, i can tell you that odds are you have nothing. i have seen the worst side of the world, i know it well i know the bad better than i know the good. this week i gunna suck it sux already i ( Read more... )

Today was a very strange day.. i drove back to keene from meriden real early. i hung out and ended up driving Erika and Becca around town running errands for a lil bit which was a good time, i drank a lil bit, made some PDP which was nice and i still have ingredients left so i can definitly make it again. we visited becca while she was working and ( Read more... )

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found ( Read more... )