do not plan ahead
it'll pop up and bite you
no plans tomorrow

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kids were all around
I don’t want to make things worse
hid like a loser

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fucking jealousy
even when unwarranted
or maybe it's not

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there's so many words
meaningful and meaningless
mine are the latter

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sat there watching them
easily talk to each other
why can't that be me?

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T Bay, two days off
then we go to New Jersey
no feelings just facts

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repeat offender
not the man I want to be
that anyone wants

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this city is home
even when I feel like a
stranger in my skin

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before I came back
my son said I needed this
hello again bear

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there's nothing to say
nothing I can do at all
why even bother

[ brief ooc: sorry he's so miserable, i don't know how to fix him, but I hate him like this, so the sad haiku's may have to last a little longer. sorry. it's that or hiatus, and I don't think he'd last that. ]

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