some things you lose

[matteh15]

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[_vita_nuova_]

this is how i remember you.. like, april, 2005 and in a blur

[matteh15]

i think i know exactly what you mean

lately my self-image extends back through lots of depaul, but i legit think all of that stuff with him, that year, happened immediately before i "woke up"

maybe it was part of the reason?

things to think about. i just wrote aaron smyth a message on fbook to test the waters, none of the northwesterners keep in touch with me anymore. kurt, doug, aaron. sadat still tells strangers i stole his boyfriend, which is bogus and only half-true. i miss that cocktail party, that night.

[birdsonpaper]

kitten matt with kitten eyes

[stuck_onmy_eyes]

i squealed and then peed a little

[chelsea5914]

its true. so unbelievably true. time is the only kind of constant.