its 11 right now on saturday and i give up. i cant belive any one, i have no more feelings for anything or anyone, i thought i might but everything has proven me wrong, there is no one and i have nothing. my own word and feelings use to be the only thing that matter to me... but now it all means nothing, everyone i know is a joke, the people i ( Read more... )

mm saturday moring... nothing quite better than waking up not complety sure what happened and the taste of a certain kind of beverage still floating taste in your mouth... i just feed the horses, my mom needs to come home cause i cant stand doing it. mmm fun time at jakes... dinner and then saw passion of christ. figured it'd be a good time to see ( Read more... )

.. well today was a kinda nice day at school? mm nothing great happened, i found out they are hiring at chuck e. chessie's so i wanted to go there butt i planed on going to the libary with rachelll thennn she got too lazy to goo so now its too late for me to want to go to chucks.. soo thank god for planning.? mm 3 day weekend ahead, but now with ( Read more... )

well today.. full of homework and report cards and the family drama.. i want a hair cut... and i want it stright, but i guess ill keep it how it is, the way i dress and look isnt really up to me, its based on people around me.. i shouldnt let that happen thought, oh well. things are getting werid around here. everyone says they hate this town.. but ( Read more... )

mm school= pointless today.. i had only one class all the rest we went to that dam dance thing.. ohh well.. things sucks, cant think of anything good to do. its wonderful out side so im going to go out there... soon, i hope. ehh i really have nothing to say i had somthing! but i forgotttt soo yeah i guess, hallie just tole me report cards came home ( Read more... )

OMG! last night saw JOAN OF ARC! i got to meet tim, the singer, and got a cig from him and matches... soo fucking awesome! i dont think there will ever be a band as close to amazing as they are, i went with tj... tj, he ehh doesnt really remember... ehh got lost in the city tj was passed out so thank god tim t helped me out and my lover rachel! oh ( Read more... )

wow this lj musn't mean very much.. its kinda pointless to be doing one... but yet here i am doing a ten page research paper while watchin pimp my ride.. debating wither to go to rachels or sleep... JOAN OF ARC IS PLAYING TONITE AT FIRESIDE!!!! JIZZ IN THE PANTS!!! side note... dont think i can go :( .. what a killer.i've got a really bad cough... ( Read more... )

i just made my live journal... and im watching full house with rachel.. local time is 17 55... thats cool? i have nothing to say cause im too tired to type... soo bye?