Cannot get to sleep masturbated twice and still its is no use
I always promise myself that I will write in a journal a paper journal, assuming that writing in a paper journal will highten my sense of self and self worth. Hoping to get rid of my needing people/filtering the truth problem, better my penmenship, and help evolve my writing skills in a more concrete way (when your not in college you don't write
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i wish there were more people like you in the world matt. i mean fuck, i can just say it to you - i wish i could see you again. you are a true person matt, christ do you know how rare that is? i do go to college, i know a few kids matt, and no one self reflects. you can tune into the thunderous ambience of your surroundings, you can be at peace man... it's nice right, but it gets boring. everyone is so busy trying to be something or do something important so someone else will respect them or pat them on the back or give them a handjob or whatever - so someone else will give them peace - but you have this intense power of self. i dunno. i respect it because that's what i think is important.
i might be coming to NYC at the end of february to clean my dying grandmothers house. i'll try and kiss ass with a present of apples or something so i can come into the city and chill. don't be busy.
ok matt, stay gold.
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Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
-- Robert Frost
... I'm going give you a new color, matteo. Your color can be Plumusia-loo. That color will stay forever.
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also, i like to be gold every once in awhile. a static one color life may not be exciting enough for me. i agree gold is pretty boring as colors go, but at least give me a color that gets me launched up and down - until i find someone to stay plumusia for.
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