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[matthewblue]

So let me start off by saying I am a horrible friend its not somthing that I want to scream to the mountaintops so I write it here. Its funny when you write and you know where its coming from. I don't feel like I have been being myself lately, whatever that means. I guess myself will always be the boy who wants to escape with his best friend and

Comments

[lyndzer]

Matt that was deep and beautiful and I think you are amazing, self aware...but sometimes too hard on yourself even though there may be so much truth in what you say. You think you push people away because in some ways different relationships require a certain amount of dedication or responsibility that you dont think that you posess but I can honestly say that when I think of Matthew I think of a funny, witty, artistic, smart, wonderful person who has tried to live life his own way and there is no shame in that. I honestly believe anyone that youve come in contact with has taken something from their interaction with you are their doors are always open for more. Do what makes you happy...I will be cliche and say happiness is contagious but its true. Dont let yourself become that animal that lies down and allows himself to be put in a cage. Find that Matthew that I remember that made homemade cards, gave girls honest fashion advice, took beautiful pictures with Jes, made delicious dinners for friends, and had dreams of NY and glamour

:^)

[matthewblue]

thank you. Its funny I really didn't think anybody read this stuff anymore. are you good? you sound good. I love you too.