Well, here goes....

[matthewdsn]

...yeah so as the caption says, here goes. My first entry here in 38 weeks. It feels like only two hours ago. Only two hours ago. How can (at least) 38 weeks feel like only two hours ago? Isn't that a funny little mystery of life. And just imagine, we're so young and with probably so much left to go through, you know. Imagine how it must feel in

Comments

[first_glimmer]

I just wanted to say that your writing style in this is really good, and also never apologise for how you feel.

Anyone who claims that their woes mean more than yours are just selfish and stupid. One's emotions and downs are as important as the next.
I think Laura J is right about your sleep paralysis and you should follow her advice boyo :P
Concerning girls: just sit back and enjoy all the good things you have. Be confident in yourself and your happiness and a girl will pop by, maybe even four or five. You never know. Just stay positive, appreciate what you do have.

Keep playing good music, learn all the instruments you can, and write until your heart and head are dry.