So, Last night, I dropped off some flowers and a letter for Jeff. In my letter, I quoted from the book "the Prophet" by Kahlil Gibran. I quoted Gibran's sayings about Pain being self-chosen and that it is the 'the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self." I also wrote a brief note from me saying...feel, think, process, ( Read more... )

FUUUUUUUUUCK ( Read more... )

Okay, just got off the phone with Jeff. We had a wonderful conversation--very eye opening, too ( Read more... )

WOW! okay, I really need to get this written out and do some serious soul searching. Last night, Jeff (the guy that Marc slept with a few hours after he slept with me back at retreat and the guy he left Carnegie with to go fuck with...yep, that Jeff.) Aaaaaanyway, Jeff calls me last night to ask if he could have a massage appointment. His neck was ( Read more... )

So, last night Dave came over. He did not want to grab dinner, so we ended up have great sex! I realized as I was making love with Dave that even though Marc has a better body, ass, and dick, he isn't as wonderful in bed as Dave is. Dave is so into me, pleasuring me, exciting me and I am into the same for him that sex seems really fun/intense and ( Read more... )

So Tuesday I called Marc to check on how he was doing after the massage I gave him. I did some pretty deep work (get your minds out of the gutter :) ) I also asked if he was available to go out on Friday. I didn't hear back from him all day on Tuesday, nor half of weds. So, I called his voice mail and told him i had tickets to a show for friday and ( Read more... )

Marc just left....:) He came over for a massage. I have to say, I feel quite a connection. He is so sweet, kind of soft spoken, yet very masculine and great in bed ( Read more... )

So I called Marc this evening. I didn't plan on it; but I was talking with a mutual friend, while we drove to a memorial service. I was explaining that I had canceled Marc's massage appointment because when I massage, it comes from the heart. If I don't feel right with the person, the massage doesn't go as well. He said, "Sometime in the future you ( Read more... )

Okay, so here's the scoop ( Read more... )