yeah, so i went to the doctors today to see a councelor, it was all pretty cliche, straight out of a movie where they guys laying on the couch and the stupid psychiatrist is asking all of these "how do you feel about this and why do you do that?" questions, except i wasnt laying down. I was kind of mad because she had my dad come in and talked to ( Read more... )

this is weird, i found out today that i've known or at least had some common experience with Kristy, Cait and Lindsay all before i actually started hanging out and being friends with them. and even weirder is that i know them all through one of my family friends The Voyeurs. I sort of know Lindsay because she used to live next to the Voyeurs ( Read more... )

I had a pretty bad day today. video sucked because i didnt have anything to do really, i sat there and fooled around with making cool backgrounds in photoshop for the site i want to make. At brunch i interviewed Caitie but fucked up again so we had to do it over and it was rushed the second time, sorry caitie :/ im gonna have to put that project ( Read more... )

*yawns* im sleeeeeepy, bored too, im working on making a website for myself, i just need to make some cool graphics for myself and think up a menu system.

i havent updated about this in here yet so here goes ( Read more... )

hey, i'll be in Santa Cruz for the weekend, see you all on monday :)

this spring break sucks so much. I'm bored out of my mind.
i'd so much rather be at stupid fucking school.
if summer is anything like this its gonna be a really shitty summer.
i just want to fucking leave and not come back.

so i went to the doctors yesterday afternoon for my stomach, i talked to the doctor and im gonna have to stay on my current meds for the next few years i guess, which sucks, but oh well, at least theres no side effects that we know of. I talked to her about somthing else too but i dont really feel like putting that down in here, ive told some ( Read more... )

wow, ive had a shitty day, and a shitty night last night too. its seemed like all week nothing goes my way. not big things, nothing big has happened this week, but a billion little things just go wrong. like going out to the fridge and there being no cold water bottles, whatever it doesnt even matter at all, you swear i care about there being no ( Read more... )

god im such a loser sometimes.

i feel stupid for even putting this in here too, but here i am doing it anyways
why do any of you even put up with me?