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[matthias_]

well i've been sick the past couple days. i've done nothing but sleep and the occasional class. it hasn't really been that bad though. today i found out something that i knew would eventually happen, but i still can't help but feel hurt or disapointed and helpless. i don't know why though, and i don't know why it bugs me that much. oh well i

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[cgpoverty]

I must say that im clueless to what disappointed you, please do share. The party shall rock the cazbah, and hopefully all of us will get some...even the lesbian.

[matthias_]

well i'll share with you at a later date what bothered me tonight, most likely we will have a drunken moment and i'll spill my guts in an over dramatic druken exchange of i love you's. and yes i hope the party shall rock with no arrests. and getting some would definitly be a plus, but i won't hold my breath, because for one, i can't hold my breath very long...2 minutes at most, and for two, cool stuff like that doesn't happen to me. unlike you you lucky bastard....haha. at least one of us is thouroughly enjoying our college years and making them out to what they should be. anyways, enough of my emotion filled self-pittying ramblings. i'll see you friday man, later

[cgpoverty]

Im not so sure im thoroughly enjoying college...ive got two friends who i expect will commit suicide before i graduate, one of them who wants to fuck me, well, both probably. I just cope with things well...or with alcohol...later

[xxlovevshatexx]

feel better matt! .. i miss you guys .. have fun at the party... lots and lots of it

[lonecowboy]

so yea, this is my journal, so now u kno lol