Last night is perfectly good reason why i hate dreaming. I had a dream 1.) where i was eating tons of fast food. 2.) I saw some one i didnt want to really see and in my dream Marty offered that I give her a ride and she was really mean to me (she wouldnt actually do it but it was in my dream) 3.) it was fucking weird

You know what sucks about working at the mall? it really takes down your selfesteem a few notches. You see all the "hott" People and say man i wish i was good looking. It sucks because sometimes you think you see a girl staring at you but of course it's not you BECAUSE YOU WORK IN A VIDEO GAME STORE! but i love my job i wouldnt trade it for any at ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those times when you cant move at all? I had 3 hours of Karate today as well 6 hours of work and all ive eaten is a grilled cheese sandwich i want to go and get some tacos but ive been eating to much fast food so i think ill take a break. Anyways im rembling, hope all of you are doing well.

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Closure at last. Thats all i want to say but i think i should explain. For the past two weeks i haven't fallen asleep with dry eyes its because much to what i hate to admit i missed Danielle so much. She missed me. Tonight was a hard night of talking i think i have closure. I know i will always love her and we will always have that. And now for the ( Read more... )

Im starting to fassion an Idea in my head.

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Its ironic how emotion is such a fickle thing at one point i can totally 100% hate some one than the next 100% love that same person its probably because im turning bipolar (oh god i hope not) most of the time i say things i dont really meen 100%. I think its because its say things in the heat of the moment, but now that im thinking I dont want to ( Read more... )

I meen i want to say something but im too fucked up to even begin to explain my mind. I think I should take a page from Casie's book and think more because than i wont get my self into these kind of messes. Is bad that i act squarly on emotion and less on logic? Does that just make me a romantic? all the signs pointed to no and i knew it. But my ( Read more... )

The rain pounds at my window, it seems louder than i could ever imagine it would sound. And that is nothing compared to the sound of all questions that litter my brain. Now that we got the mental discomfort out of the way i can move on to the physical, both of being sleep deprived and broken. But all I can do is quietly grin as i lay there staring ( Read more... )