So wednesday I went and saw Steven Lynch, good god it made me happy. I laughed so fucking hard. It was a good thing and it gave me strength. Or so I thought. The next morning on shipment I thought I was dying. I felt my breath rattle in my lungs and said...hmmmm... Megan looked at me and said that if my chest started hurting to tell her, cause ( Read more... )

My chest hurts. Perhaps I shouldn't have punched myself untill a bruse appeared. I really do want to be a tragic figure. Now I just feel tired and sore and really didn't want to get out of bed. Round 10 last night Travis stopped by to see me and I sent him away. I think I'm going to isolate myself for a while. My mom says she thinks I got my ( Read more... )

If I died how long would it take anyone to notice? I mean really the first people to notice would be work, but I mean other than that. Would people just assume that I had pulled one of my vanishing acts? Perhaps I shouldn't drink so much. Perhaps I should drink more? Who knows? All I know is right now I really don't want to feel myself. Call ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Gregariousness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Assertiveness ||||||||| 22% Activity Level |||||||||||||||||| 54% Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||| 54% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 64% ( Read more... )

So Amy is in town. We chilled and watched 28 Days Later. Then I went to my place hit the vodka and waited for my friends to get a hold of me. JP and I went down to the pole, of course the guys were there. It was Krak's B-day, which was cool. I was tottally plastered, fondled Herb's package, told Mandroid I thought he was hot and just made an ( Read more... )

but I'm going to talk anyway. I'm getting Mega Man action figures tommorow, it brings me such joy. I'm such a kid, cause lets face it people I'm going to take them and all my other toys and have a battle royal! It's gonna be tough, I mean...Zero vs. the Dream King....whoa. Hahaha. I did my taxes...looks like I'm getting big money....live $450 ( Read more... )

Yep, i can smile again. Just thought you'd want to know. That and I like Janet Jackson's shiny nipple.

Monday hit me hard. I don't know what it was but I lost myself. I went to go to work, got there a bit early and some Burger King. Was sitting there eatting and my mind wandered. I began to lose my sense of what was real and what wasn't. I can deal with that, it's all part of my way of thinking, but it went downhill. I couldn't make myself ( Read more... )

I had my birthday party last week. It went well I guess. I had fun, so many people I love were here. But experiencing the aftermath I'm not so sure it was a good idea. I don't think that I'm ever going to do that again. I'm kinda proud that I had a party that people can talk about, but then again, I see that I'm not going to be looked at the ( Read more... )

Oh man, I so needed last night. After 11 days at the navy with no day off, I just needed a release. And I got it. Amy was in town, her Becky and James came over with a bottle of Jim Bean and we polished it off. I just talked and talked. I really didn't say anything at all, rambled on and on about nothing. But everyone was laughing and that ( Read more... )