That's How Strong My Love Is ( Read more... )

my old man always swore that hell would have no flames, just a front row seat to watch your true love pack her things and drive away..

i've said it before and i'll say it again. word pedro. word.

<3 matt

the worlds a shitty place, and i can't wait to die.

word neva, word.

FUCK. so much to do in so little time. design class is going to ruin me till monday. if i don't see any of you till then, i still love you. oh yeah, big ups to whoever burned bob dylans greatest hits onto a computer in the art computer lab, me and my ipod appreciate it very much. much love. peace.

matthew

Will you say when I’m gone away ( Read more... )

typefaces, whitespace, smile, chestpains, wine, nostalgia, familiar sights, new sounds, same smells, 45th street, homelessness, bumming cigs, insomnia, ethynol sleeping pill, smoking, aesthetics, books, library, empty, tired, broken, apethetic, careful, quiet, nuetral, thoughts, too fucking many, handsome family, others speaking for me, beer, pipe ( Read more... )

Last night I went out walking out on the edge of town, not going no place special, only wandering around. I came upon a river. I thought about what you said and couldn't stop it flowing and running through my head. You said that I'd been changing and never seemed to laugh, but I can't recall the last time you smiled and it's tearing me in half. I ( Read more... )

when you find you can't somehow ( Read more... )

haven't updated this thing in a while. just go back a few months or maybe even a year and look at my entries and thats whats going on now. well, add alot more drinking and some more fucked up situations and POW, you are current with my life. everything was going fairly smoothly until recently and life has kind of blown up. if you know me you know ( Read more... )

wow, haven't updated this bitch in a while. things right now are fairly fucked.. boise's good. its good to see everyone, but my deepest sympathies go out to the one who got hurt badly. i love you buddy. besides that things are complicated in the dome, i need to move on past the last two years in many ways. i need to get my head straight on where ( Read more... )