i was in a car accient. it hurt. i didnt move. im going to this week. bye bye

again i was gettin to a high point in life then a car accident kocked me down a few pegs. i will still move its just delayed. i will move on. im gonna get through this. kill me.
love
matt.

im back. just to be leaving agian.
its sad and true. i cant sleep and im scared i think.
if thats what this feeling is. mabey we'll call it aprehention.
either way it sucks. i think my farewell dinner will be on wed. id love foreveryone to come.
more details to follow later. but i have to go play good kid now.
<3
matt.

having computer problems. ill update for real in a few hours. wait for it.
love
matt.

i am sad. i want you to know. its like less than two months before i dissapear again. but this time i dont wanna go. all i can think about is seeing steph soon. its true. im so exicted to see her. like woah. im other wise im exicted for the new xbox too. im out of cigs. thats sad. i made like 60$ today. hmm dude i just saw a slipknot tour ( Read more... )

hmm im watching my future girlfriend mistress julia. god im sad. thats very random. but i am. ture story.i am talking to my good friend who i talk to almost more than anyone, besides kara. she know who she is and im greatful shes there to make me simle sometime. im such an emo fag. but thats ok. cause soon ill be another memory to this town and you ( Read more... )

hi kids ( Read more... )

long nights. fast times. im tired. im working right this second. im gonna go sleep.
love
matt.

last night was awsome. today shall be horrible. gar. fucking work. i dont like it already.i gotta pay some people back i need more cash. mabey ill try my hand and TRYING to find a job. gar. gar. crazy. i dont know. i need something. mabey love. somebody love me.
your truely
matt.

umm steves birthday was today. that was fun. umm i went there on friday and like woah. i slept over and got messey drunk. then i went to sleep after fighting with my fater for like 4 hrs. umm ok saturday ( Read more... )