well its labor day and i just got back to the dorms. i saw a bunch of yall this weekend it was nice. i was wondering why nobody's been leaving comments anymore. is there any reason you people stopped. kk well im going to make some food casue im hungry. later
matty c

gonna try to post a few times a week. so here goes woke up and went to class. ate collieflower au grauten at 9 am went to lunch slept and went to work got off work at 9 30 got back here( my dorm) around 1200 after chillaxin in the computer room. miss you all so much. call the cell after 11 cause id love to hear for you.

finally got around to posting here at collage. its different being alone. i miss alot of people alot. its been a wild experience up here. in the last week alone i went home got a job up here and managed to get a computer along the way Yay. umm im going to bed now cause class is at 6 am. im after 1 and i might be back if class doesnt run later.

long time no post so here goes. umm collage starts in 3 days. 3 fucking days. im drunk right now and im loving it like last nite and the night before. i just dont care anymore. i realized that as much as i want her she'll NEVER want me. fat ugly peices of shit never win. i cant believe being drunk means more than me leaving in a few days. ive given ( Read more... )

dont feel much like talking but im leaving a week from tommorrow so i guess i owe it to my loyal fans ( Read more... )

every once and a while sothing comes along to make someone happy. it goes completely against what your feeling and it goes to show you that mabey that the god you believe in does like you just a little bit. my rain cloud still follows me but someone has joined me and brought a rainbow. its been 5 days strait of hanging out for us but i never get ( Read more... )

agg fuck it man i blew it i snuck out at like 1130 to tell her how i felt i saw her but people were around and i lost my nerves fuck me i hate me. if theres a girl out there for me thats too bad cause ill never be able to tell her shes the one for me. KILL ME.

what to say. still cant get over that show IM me details cause there long and borning unless im telling you directly. umm tonight was cool . "word" game suld be fun. for those of you who dont know im gonna describe the night in a series of single words. ummm.monitor.whindshield.shatter.pot.shroom.fight.nigger.slipknot. see fun times gotta go. ( Read more... )

today was ok. work was hard but work is always hard. i got to see slipknow fri night i cant fucking wait. look im posting im a liar but i figured one thing out... id rather have 1 person who cared post than 8 people. ao here i am watching slc punk at 1151 and i need $$$ right now. umm i cant think of anything to say. o yeah and kelly miller is ( Read more... )

its offical i hate life. it seems no madder how much i try to help other people i will always have a shitty life. mabey its the drugs but i fucking hate it. which brings me to my point for this day on i will take alot of unessery risks until i feel better or die. :) . i dont care what you think but im sure you'll all comment anyway...