Don't worry; things are fine in my mind. If there's anything that I'm learning from this whole experience with Charleston, it's that I need to stop thinking about personal situations so much and just relax. When something bugs me, I can't seem to let it go. I focus on it until I figure it out or I kill it. This works out fine until I encounter ( Read more... )

"Well, fuck."

I think I lost Maria.

She barely talks to me, and recently she defriended me on Facebook and detagged herself from all of my photos. What would you do in my situation? It sounds pithy, but if someone starts breaking off every point of contact, you start to wonder.

I'm not a stalker, but if she wants to treat me like that, fine. Just don' ( Read more... )

I've been mulling over this situation with Maria for awhile. I was able to forget it when I went up to New Jersey to attend Julie's wedding, which was quite ... interesting, to say the least. The wedding was Disney themed, and there was even a guy in a Mickey Mouse costume! The location was at the deceased father of the groom"s firehouse, and ( Read more... )

Let me start this off with an "I'm happy."

I have met the love of my life, and she isn't being taken away from me (at least emotionally). Hopefully, if you're reading this, I won't have to explain anything because Maria should be a giant part of my life. She already is now, she should be moreso by the time you're reading this.

I think this entire ( Read more... )

 I'm in Boston right now; I took a flight up three days ago from mellow Baltimore. I am glad of a couple of events that have transpired since my last writing, the most notable being my enlistment as an Officer Candidate in the Navy. I'm soon going to be shipped off to become a Nuclear Propulsion Officer on a submarine. Knowing that your life (read ( Read more... )

I watched the Curious Case of Benjamin Button just a couple of minutes ago, and it stirred some long dead emotion within me. Something that I've forgotten, more like repressed... the movie reminded me of the beginnings of the relationship between Kelli and I. And while that memory will be preserved eternally, the emotions unfortunately do not last ( Read more... )

I was going through my old journals, and I always saw stuff that pertained to fairly unimportant people. Like Joanna, and Angie. Not just girls, but situations as well. Mostly WTF moments, but nonetheless, completely irrelevant to the survival of my pretty self.

So this is devoted to all my friends out there who have stuck with me through thick and ( Read more... )

Hey, remember when Kelli just kinda up and left for no reason, just yelling at me? I might just do the exact same thing.

So the tipping point is the whole Dylan thing. Yay! She's got herself a man, and I'm just peachy that she can enjoy someone. But it wasn't right that she flaunted her incredibly immediate sex on me. I died a little when she told ( Read more... )

Really overplayed, but so what? Since when have I listened to any sort of social norm? Never. Except the socks with sandals dealie; that shit will never be cool, even if the Deutschlanders take over the world. Which they won't. Not with me on Team America.

Kelli has come into contact with me again; big shock! Actually, I'm not too fond of the whole ( Read more... )

Just got done with another day of hanging out with Heather. Which generally constitutes just watching movies. This time, we watched Urban Legend and Drillbit Taylor. Urban Legend, being a 90's movies, had a scene where a girl is buying gas. And the price is $1.14 per gal.

Being the engineer, I'm freakin out. Gorramit. Gas being that cheap is illegal ( Read more... )