I have had (am still in the middle of) what may be a panic attack. No other way to describe it, other than an existential crisis perhaps. Long story short, I'm freaking the fuck out ( Read more... )

... birthday was good. Lazed, had lunch with Mom, lazed, did Rocky Horror tech week, Blue Cat ( Read more... )

My last "free" day for the next month. Chicago tech starts tomorrow, Rocky tech the week after. 20 shows in about 17 days. It's going to be rough, but I'll make it through. It's fun, I'm enjoying it. I hope I can make this a career some day. I'm not 100% on that, but it beats the hell out of my current job ( Read more... )

We're rehearsing again. New space. New rules. Same Rocky. I'm Riff, and I'm not sure how I want to play him yet. But it'll be good. And I get the kitty as a prop! <3

I'll write more, but I'm tired. Lots of ups and downs right now, but the good is DEFINITELY outweighing the bad.

It's been a while, it's 3am, I guess it's as good a time as any to update ( Read more... )

Great weekend at home. Great night. Saw El Toro AND The Forecast. Both bands frickin ROCKED. Forecast was great to hear again live. A band that has so much connotation for me. Then food, then the Dormitory. Excellent night with Norm, Sam, Joey, et all. Then Kevin shows up, literally rolls into town after an international tour. Some girl thought Sam ( Read more... )

Last production meeting of Chicago before rehearsals start. Getting REAL excited ( Read more... )

So I can't say much yet (in case anybody actually reads this), but a good friend just got a great job. Yay, I'm excited. Bad news is, I will now be taking his responsibilities in the next two shows, maybe for the forseeable future. Wow. This will be interesting. I feel very unprepared all of a sudden.

Russ came up this Sunday and saw JCS. He liked it. It was great seeing him. He enjoyed the show, then we grabbed dinner and beer. Great times. Got a lot of catching up done. Told him about my situation... I officially blew his mind. He was both mystified and impressed. Go me ( Read more... )

So, evidently L perused this little home of my bitch-rants and was not pleased. Got a long text from her (which was aggravating as fuck, because it didn't come in order, and was just a bit before curtain today), essentially saying don't blame her for any loneliness or not pursue happiness and romance on her account ( Read more... )