then!

[mauraahh]

this is all so fucking terrifying, because i guess at 4 + something something in the morning you actually realize how different you might just be, and that is lonely. so. we should probably realize first how pathetic it is that i am sitting here at my computer bawling my eyes out over the most nothingness that one could even imagine

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[xteamnealex]

Wow..just wow!

AND by ian, do you mean Ian Mitchelle?!

[hellagoodstar]

hello. last weekend i met a boy from a band who was wearing team neale clothing. and he was the lead singer of silent drive.

HMMMM interesting!

[wizzo]

oh god Cailah is gonna flip, hahaha

[hellagoodstar]

hahaha well i totally conversed with him and he was cool.

[plummytucker]

i'm sorry you don't have that confidence anymore, it was once so refreshing. i'm sorry that i'm selfish and scared and didn't tell you before, and i'm sorry the world is so gay.

[lilacsmack]

That sound! I am smiling so fucking warmly right now.

Writing. Yay.

[stawbryjacquiri]

I don't scroll you..
and reading that, dispite its sadness, almost made me smile just cuz I can think back to every hair color that you've had, and when you mention them I remember that specific time frame that you are talking about....crazy...
I wish there was something that I could do to warm your heart again, we should go visit the moon together..I dunno why...it would make me really happy, and I want it to make you happy too....

[_brandie]

my heart is yours, and so is my body, and my soul.
call me whenever you feel like writing.
or kissing.