This will help explain how I've been feelin....

slowly now come on out of your shell
you and me both know this is wrong
put all your stupid makeup on
and Im'll go downstairs
and wait by the door

heading thru town on the purple bridge
city lights glow and i make my wish to be high on life
again.

lemme outta here
i'm in fear of becoming numb
and you ( Read more... )

I am in a wicked bad mood  I jus fuckin hate sht rite now Part of would really like to just scream.  I feel so angry inside I feel so restless n jus so like   fukin depressed  ahhh I hate it.   Theres jus sht w/ sum friends rite now n it relly could b im jealous of sumtin but I cant say that I am  idk if its them 2gether, or her  or the attention I ( Read more... )

Yo  lol I felt like bein a quiz geek today and took a couple. I took a 'wat Charlie Brown character r u' and Im snoopy!!  haha  im the best lol u can take it by using this link >> http://quizilla.com/users/anonymousnowhere/quizzes/Which%20Peanuts%20Character%20are%20You%3F

I took a 'wat DRUG r u' and IM  ECSTASY!! lol   1 of the few I havent done, ( Read more... )

Yo this weekend was pretty good   ehh the mall relly blew on friday but w/e  Last nite I slept at Megans I jus talked 2 Ryan n we ahd 2 relly be quiet bcuz the baby wouldnt sleep. I came home at 2 n helped my mom clean had me a meatball grinder 4 dinner  my favorite!!  lol  yea ok  NOT.  then went 2 church  OF CORSE!!  yes Jesus is the sheezy. ( Read more... )

Hi...   Ok las nite I go 2 the mall w/ Sam n Meg  im there n so is Dave he's friends w/ Dennis who i dated 4 a week n jus started runnin his mouth so like every 5 fukin seconds Dave is askin me abou sumtin that I dont even know n I dont relly like him as much as he likes me n I DO NOT need fukin drama n lies espically lately w/ all the sht Im ( Read more... )

Hey wats goin on?   Ok 2day n yesterday were alot better. Yesterday lara brought the fun and I dont remeber the 1st 2 periods..  Lara went home cuz she was that like..sick. lol I saw my english teacher 2day 2nd period n he was like oh u look much better then yesterday n I was like umm...ya I feel better   he was like yea u looked relly bad n I was ( Read more... )

Well the second I got off the bus the day started shitty. It starts raining and this guy drives by me and got the bottoms of my pants wet! Since last nite I wasnt feeling good, I get into skool, my locker didnt open-I lost my math homework-I started feelin sick (GIRLS KNOW!) I did bad on my history quiz, STILL couldnt get my locker opened, got into ( Read more... )

It's kinda friends only now my nookas so if u want in u gota leave a comment-tell me u luv me-n say the magic word! lol  peace Biznatches

Ok yes, Ive been updatin hardcore the also like 2days!!  But like rite after that last entry Brandon signs online n its like 3 in the mornin n he stops by n we chill at vansickles parkin lot n thats relly all i can say...    ok  So 2day is my cuzins bday party n CYO games I mite go c SteveL 2nite idk      idk if I wana chill w/ him cuz of how shts ( Read more... )

YOOOOOO!!!!     Dude  im at Tiffys house n yea Ive alredy updated 3times 2day but wtf??  Ive been up alll nite we fukin watched EUROTRIP!!  This is definitly NOT where I parked my car!!   cuse me  cuse me! lol  AND we made brownies but she used oil nsted of grease but they were relly moist n like AWSUM theyd b better if they were special!!!  lol  k ( Read more... )