I've gone through a lot in my life and the people haven't changed, they just get new names, new faces. I've always been two things to people at the end. Either a stepping stone or the one to throw stones at. I'm not surprised. Just so fucking done with fake people.

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Alex got us tickets to see copeland for valentines day. So we saw them yesterday at Clutch Cargos. It was really fun. But I don't like people looking at me anymore.

I went to Eternal Tattoos with Emmy yesterday and we got tattoos

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So I'm not gonna lie. I had a bit of a breakdown over the weekend. I've been depressed since about the time I turned 18 back in November. I haven't been able to get a good grip on my life since then. Then on Saturday Alex innocently brings up the money sitch, and I just lost it. Instead of going out and getting a job, and going and taking my ( Read more... )

I got a monroe piercing today. the least painful piercing ever.

I'm not feeling it this semester. I think I'm just melting away.

So Livejournal suspened my account for like two seconds because I had to change my password because it was "too easy" I give them a big W/E!
other than that...thats about all my life is. I have cramps and I got a scratch on my forehead this morning from hitting my head on the freezer door. and I bit the side of my mouth. Pity Party!!!

I just faxed in my Stateboard Application. I am so freaking out. I need to study and practice and oh man! But I'm excited, don't get me wrong. This week has been way too long. I really need to get a job or else I'm going to be so depressed and bored. Kevin said he'd take me to fill out applications someday soon. I just don't want to work in ( Read more... )

I went iceskating yesterday with nate, karla, emmy, kevin, clark, drew, mallory, and alex just sat and watched. It was fun but the skates killed my feet. Then we went to rams horn and then Ryans and watched 4 hours of Arrested Development. We left around 4 and I had to drop clark and alex off and I got to bed around 5:30AM ( Read more... )