Well...That familiar feeling is back again....

[mauroram]

I am, once again, in Love, which makes me question if I really know what love is, and if it is truly Love that I'm in, and I do really know how to tell the difference between it and infatuation, why do I seem to fall in at a simple request? Once it's over and the Love is gone, I'm back up on my game

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Hmmm....

[austimus_prime]

Perhaps...if it's love or not is irrelevant.
Does it have to be love at this point in time?
Can't you just be happy with each other's company?
Maybe it is...I'm not one to know.
Just spend time being happy together.
You know that.

Surely you don't look back at your relationship with Joshua as a fucking joke. Surely there was something there making you stay together. I find that hard to believe...if you "wasted" money on him, there must have been a feeling behind it. If you "sacrificed" your time to be with him, there must have been a feeling behind it. It might not have been true love, but A FUCKING JOKE? Again...very hard to believe. I trust you see beyond what you type and remember all the good things you two had together, even if they seemed small or unimportant.

All this love shit comes together sooner or later, Meg.

Re: Hmmm....

[mauroram]

I guess I'm just angry. If we really did love each other, we couldn't have treated each other as badly as we did, and still do, for that matter