but you can't take the girl out of the fanmix
I have two words for you: КИНДРЕТ. It hit me suddenly over the last ten days or so and in the midnight space between today and yesterday it tripled in volume, but time is running out, so I'm posting as is, no proper tags or title or cover -- but then my lovely audience of three may choose their favourite illustrations to serve as covers, y/y?
(a fanart of "Искры и ветер" или как там называется его другая серия? but damn appropriate, and I'm looking at you, alenky_cveto4ek)
(probably my favourite, because Moscow in ruins and Inokanoan (!!), if grouped with Iovan and Hranja, I assume)
Валентииин
I must admit I don't like these new covers nearly as much as I would like to, but I really like the bottom part of this one: Виндикта hellz yeah! And Darel's суровая нордическая челюсть doesn't hurt, really.
Now, the actual mix open-ended playlist turned out part-atmospheric/general, part-shippy, and more than a little cracky. I did individual links, but I can upload a zip later tonight on request! And I'm not kidding about open-endedness: come, moar suggestions for things I missed, to the comments!
*drumroll*
Sleep All Summer ft. St Vincent ❤ The National
Флора/Кристоф
We take our empty hearts and fill them up with broken things
To hang on humming wire like cheap lamps down a dead end street
Cold ways kill cool lovers
Strange ways we use each other
Why won't you fall back in love with me?
There ain't no way we're gonna find another
The way we sleep all summer
So why won't you fall back in love with me?
Couldn't Care Less ❤ The Cardigans
Кровные братья
Your face don’t look like before
It’s really not like yours anymore
Your eyes don’t like me no more
They quiver and they shift to the floor
My heart don’t beat like before
It’s never been this slow
No my blood don’t flow anymore
And you couldn’t care less
Could you
Could we stop and sleep for a spell
We can turn this ditch into a well
And send that old devil back to hell
But we really don’t care do we
The Fires ❤ Band of Skulls
Даханавар
Baby, darling, doll face, honey
Now, I don't mean to cause you worry
It's only hands in my pocket
And the Queen on my money
Did you know I've been wanting you?
so leave your locks on the latches
If you bring the water, I'll bring the matches
'cause we are fires in the night
We are fires in the night
Let us bathe you in our light
'cause we are fires in the night
Rome ❤ Phoenix
Дарел/Лориан
Who's the boy you like the most?
Is he teasing you with underage?
Oh no, what did I say? What can I say?
Rome, Rome, many tears have fallen here
I'll be driving, you look the other way
That ain't easy to ignore
When shutters open all the way
When it's candlelight I see I go insane
Distant silhouette somehow
We shared a cigarette somewhere
Addict till it fall, fall, falls!
I stand outside under broken leaves
I know I can't do without, the future's trying to wait
I've never loved you and if I loved you
I wouldn't say that I'm sorry, oh no
I stand outside under broken leaves
Always and forevermore
We're together dead and lonely
I thought I couldn't do this without you
Rough Draft ❤ Yellowcard
Гемран/Паула
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I’m finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heart ache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Of friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles
Little Lover's So Polite ❤ Silverspun Pickups
Паула
So much for the light show
Pissing on while pissing off
Sucking in a smokescreen
Selling of a loose knit dream
So much for the showdown
Keeping up while keeping off
Choking on the cold feet
Rolling up the plastic sleeves
Can't control the slow ride
Little lover's so polite
So polite
Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying ❤ Fall Out Boy
Кристоф/Миклош
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
We never stood a chance
And I'm not sure if it matters
I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over (you don't don't) matter
I used to obsess over living,
Now I only obsess over you
Tell me you'd like boys like me better
In the dark lying on top of you
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left
Skeleton Song ❤ Kate Nash
Кадаверциан
Skeleton, you are my friend
But you are made of bone
And you have got no flesh and blood running through you
To help you protect the bone
Yes, Skeleton, we have been friends for years
And you have seen me through some trials and tribulations and some tears
But everybody thinks I'm weird
And even though when I take you out you've got me
You've got me standing in an awkward position
With unwanted attention
And a need for explanation
I could never let you go
And that is all I know
Корень мандрагоры ❤ Сплин
Грейганн
Солнце уходило от меня навсегда - а я смеялся над ним
Будет ли весна - если да, то когда,
если нет - то зачем открывать глаза
И завидовать слепым
И думать о последнем дне
Нет для меня ничего современней, чем древние саги и руны
Откуда нам знать, что такое листва,
если все дерева разошлись на дрова
Откуда нам знать, что такое война, если мы не знаем мира
Но тает нектар на медовых устах
и девочка в белом считает до ста,
Изогнувшись как лира
Now Three ❤ Vienna Teng
Лугат: Ра Ил, Дина и Валентин (my triangular bbs!)
City fast asleep
Clouds up on the hill
So quiet, so still
Dreams of rain in sheets,
Dreams of ice and wings
So delicate, these things
Love, love, love is a word so small
let it fill up, up, up 'til I can't see at all.
I want to be blind, only my hands to guide me
bring all of you inside me
Vesuvius ❤ Sufjan Stevens
Асиман
Vesuvius, I am here
You are all I have
Fire of fire
I'm insecure
For it is all been made to plan
Though I know I will fail
I cannot be made to laugh
For in life, As in death
I'd rather be burned
Than be living in debt
Vesuvius
Are you a ghost
Or the symbols of light
Or a fantasy host?
In your breast
I carry the form
The heart of the Earth
And the weapons of warmth
All the Rowboats ❤ Regina Spektor
Фериартос
First there's lights out, then there's lock up
Masterpieces serving maximum sentences
It's their own fault for being timeless
There's a price you pay and a consequence
All the galleries, the museums
Here's your ticket, welcome to the tombs
They're just public mausoleums
The living dead fill every room
But the most special are the most lonely
God, I pity the violins
In glass coffins they keep coughing
They've forgotten, forgotten how to sing
They will stay there in their gold frames
For forever, forever and a day
All the rowboats in the oil paintings
They keep trying to row away, row away
Себе не найдя двойников ❤ Пикник
Иноканоан/Паула
А то, что мой мир уничтожен
Тебя не заботит ничуть
И, будто от яркого света
От глаз твоих скрыться хочу
И вот уже бледные тени
Заглядывают нам в окно
Как будто бы здесь преступленье
Сейчас совершиться должно
А будет ведь нечто иное
Рука не коснется руки
И лишь ожиданием зноя
Мы будем с тобою близки
Бежать бы! да где это слово
Что крепче чугунных оков?
И жить нам приходится снова
Себе не найдя двойников...
The Empty Threats of Little Lord ❤ Sunset Rubdown
Ревенант
If I ever hurt you
It will be in self-defense
You are a beast and I am serving up your supper
What will you do when they drink us all down?
Will you slam your fist down on the table?
My heart’s in my chest, you snake
You can have the rest, you snake
Goliath ❤ Kithkin
Киндрет/Основатель/Гин-чин-най (as the unholy threesome)
I saw a very good man doing a very bad thing
I saw water flow up hill and the dead living
fuller lives than you or I could ever conceive
I saw a very bad man doing a very good thing
No Goliath, but you've got the stones
and they weigh you down wherever you go.
When you've no need for the cards up your sleeve
you're bound to get paper cuts.
A hunger we all feed,
the most consistent thing
is inconsistency
it's hard to have it easy.
When I say "Jump"
you say "how high?"
But now when I say "Jump"
you ask "Why?"
Deep Freeze ❤ Minnessota
Shit Hath Hit the Fan/Moscow in winter
Don’t be in the city when the sun goes down
The saints, they go looking for the higher ground
Can’t you hear the screaming tearing up the trees?
Oh the devil’s coming out of deep freeze
Oh my baby, won’t you take my hand?
There’s nothing I can tell you that you’ll understand
Throw away your pharaoh, it’s nothing but disease
Oh the devil’s coming out of deep freeze
Ответ - нет ❤ Animal Jazz
НumansTM
Ответ нет
И выключен свет
Но что мне делать, если это любовь
Простить,
Остаться или уйти
Ну что мне делать, если это любовь
"Нет" не считается
Ведь я не доверяю словам
И мир не сошел с ума
Ведь и его придумал я сам
В кармане монета
В желудке текила, в руке телефон
И ты рядом где-то
И я, как дурак, под твоим окном
Пролетел
Я пролетел
Билеты в кассе, твое лицо на афише
Demons ❤ Imagine Dragons
Киндред/HumansTM & OTEveryone
I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide
So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made
Don’t want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don’t want to hide the truth
This is my kingdom come
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
The Futurekind ❤ Murray Gold
Instance of Badassery of Your Choosing
[instrumental]
Antebellum ❤ Vienna Teng
Вивиан/Кристоф/Вольфгер et al.
In the spring,
We climbed the rolling hills
And talked about our budding plans.
And we smiled,
Our faces like a mirror
Showing us our secret sides.
But then the fights...
The sharp words splintering the night,
How I couldn't be what you'd need...
But oh, how I could make you bleed...
I know the border lines we drew between us
Keep the weapons down,
Keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
Was never meant to see the light of our armistice.
But how much would I give to have it back again?
How much did we lose
To live this way?
(a fanart of "Искры и ветер" или как там называется его другая серия? but damn appropriate, and I'm looking at you, alenky_cveto4ek)
(probably my favourite, because Moscow in ruins and Inokanoan (!!), if grouped with Iovan and Hranja, I assume)
Валентииин
I must admit I don't like these new covers nearly as much as I would like to, but I really like the bottom part of this one: Виндикта hellz yeah! And Darel's суровая нордическая челюсть doesn't hurt, really.
Now, the actual mix open-ended playlist turned out part-atmospheric/general, part-shippy, and more than a little cracky. I did individual links, but I can upload a zip later tonight on request! And I'm not kidding about open-endedness: come, moar suggestions for things I missed, to the comments!
*drumroll*
Sleep All Summer ft. St Vincent ❤ The National
Флора/Кристоф
We take our empty hearts and fill them up with broken things
To hang on humming wire like cheap lamps down a dead end street
Cold ways kill cool lovers
Strange ways we use each other
Why won't you fall back in love with me?
There ain't no way we're gonna find another
The way we sleep all summer
So why won't you fall back in love with me?
Couldn't Care Less ❤ The Cardigans
Кровные братья
Your face don’t look like before
It’s really not like yours anymore
Your eyes don’t like me no more
They quiver and they shift to the floor
My heart don’t beat like before
It’s never been this slow
No my blood don’t flow anymore
And you couldn’t care less
Could you
Could we stop and sleep for a spell
We can turn this ditch into a well
And send that old devil back to hell
But we really don’t care do we
The Fires ❤ Band of Skulls
Даханавар
Baby, darling, doll face, honey
Now, I don't mean to cause you worry
It's only hands in my pocket
And the Queen on my money
Did you know I've been wanting you?
so leave your locks on the latches
If you bring the water, I'll bring the matches
'cause we are fires in the night
We are fires in the night
Let us bathe you in our light
'cause we are fires in the night
Rome ❤ Phoenix
Дарел/Лориан
Who's the boy you like the most?
Is he teasing you with underage?
Oh no, what did I say? What can I say?
Rome, Rome, many tears have fallen here
I'll be driving, you look the other way
That ain't easy to ignore
When shutters open all the way
When it's candlelight I see I go insane
Distant silhouette somehow
We shared a cigarette somewhere
Addict till it fall, fall, falls!
I stand outside under broken leaves
I know I can't do without, the future's trying to wait
I've never loved you and if I loved you
I wouldn't say that I'm sorry, oh no
I stand outside under broken leaves
Always and forevermore
We're together dead and lonely
I thought I couldn't do this without you
Rough Draft ❤ Yellowcard
Гемран/Паула
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I’m finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heart ache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Of friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles
Little Lover's So Polite ❤ Silverspun Pickups
Паула
So much for the light show
Pissing on while pissing off
Sucking in a smokescreen
Selling of a loose knit dream
So much for the showdown
Keeping up while keeping off
Choking on the cold feet
Rolling up the plastic sleeves
Can't control the slow ride
Little lover's so polite
So polite
Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying ❤ Fall Out Boy
Кристоф/Миклош
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
We never stood a chance
And I'm not sure if it matters
I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over (you don't don't) matter
I used to obsess over living,
Now I only obsess over you
Tell me you'd like boys like me better
In the dark lying on top of you
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left
Skeleton Song ❤ Kate Nash
Кадаверциан
Skeleton, you are my friend
But you are made of bone
And you have got no flesh and blood running through you
To help you protect the bone
Yes, Skeleton, we have been friends for years
And you have seen me through some trials and tribulations and some tears
But everybody thinks I'm weird
And even though when I take you out you've got me
You've got me standing in an awkward position
With unwanted attention
And a need for explanation
I could never let you go
And that is all I know
Корень мандрагоры ❤ Сплин
Грейганн
Солнце уходило от меня навсегда - а я смеялся над ним
Будет ли весна - если да, то когда,
если нет - то зачем открывать глаза
И завидовать слепым
И думать о последнем дне
Нет для меня ничего современней, чем древние саги и руны
Откуда нам знать, что такое листва,
если все дерева разошлись на дрова
Откуда нам знать, что такое война, если мы не знаем мира
Но тает нектар на медовых устах
и девочка в белом считает до ста,
Изогнувшись как лира
Now Three ❤ Vienna Teng
Лугат: Ра Ил, Дина и Валентин (my triangular bbs!)
City fast asleep
Clouds up on the hill
So quiet, so still
Dreams of rain in sheets,
Dreams of ice and wings
So delicate, these things
Love, love, love is a word so small
let it fill up, up, up 'til I can't see at all.
I want to be blind, only my hands to guide me
bring all of you inside me
Vesuvius ❤ Sufjan Stevens
Асиман
Vesuvius, I am here
You are all I have
Fire of fire
I'm insecure
For it is all been made to plan
Though I know I will fail
I cannot be made to laugh
For in life, As in death
I'd rather be burned
Than be living in debt
Vesuvius
Are you a ghost
Or the symbols of light
Or a fantasy host?
In your breast
I carry the form
The heart of the Earth
And the weapons of warmth
All the Rowboats ❤ Regina Spektor
Фериартос
First there's lights out, then there's lock up
Masterpieces serving maximum sentences
It's their own fault for being timeless
There's a price you pay and a consequence
All the galleries, the museums
Here's your ticket, welcome to the tombs
They're just public mausoleums
The living dead fill every room
But the most special are the most lonely
God, I pity the violins
In glass coffins they keep coughing
They've forgotten, forgotten how to sing
They will stay there in their gold frames
For forever, forever and a day
All the rowboats in the oil paintings
They keep trying to row away, row away
Себе не найдя двойников ❤ Пикник
Иноканоан/Паула
А то, что мой мир уничтожен
Тебя не заботит ничуть
И, будто от яркого света
От глаз твоих скрыться хочу
И вот уже бледные тени
Заглядывают нам в окно
Как будто бы здесь преступленье
Сейчас совершиться должно
А будет ведь нечто иное
Рука не коснется руки
И лишь ожиданием зноя
Мы будем с тобою близки
Бежать бы! да где это слово
Что крепче чугунных оков?
И жить нам приходится снова
Себе не найдя двойников...
The Empty Threats of Little Lord ❤ Sunset Rubdown
Ревенант
If I ever hurt you
It will be in self-defense
You are a beast and I am serving up your supper
What will you do when they drink us all down?
Will you slam your fist down on the table?
My heart’s in my chest, you snake
You can have the rest, you snake
Goliath ❤ Kithkin
Киндрет/Основатель/Гин-чин-най (as the unholy threesome)
I saw a very good man doing a very bad thing
I saw water flow up hill and the dead living
fuller lives than you or I could ever conceive
I saw a very bad man doing a very good thing
No Goliath, but you've got the stones
and they weigh you down wherever you go.
When you've no need for the cards up your sleeve
you're bound to get paper cuts.
A hunger we all feed,
the most consistent thing
is inconsistency
it's hard to have it easy.
When I say "Jump"
you say "how high?"
But now when I say "Jump"
you ask "Why?"
Deep Freeze ❤ Minnessota
Shit Hath Hit the Fan/Moscow in winter
Don’t be in the city when the sun goes down
The saints, they go looking for the higher ground
Can’t you hear the screaming tearing up the trees?
Oh the devil’s coming out of deep freeze
Oh my baby, won’t you take my hand?
There’s nothing I can tell you that you’ll understand
Throw away your pharaoh, it’s nothing but disease
Oh the devil’s coming out of deep freeze
Ответ - нет ❤ Animal Jazz
НumansTM
Ответ нет
И выключен свет
Но что мне делать, если это любовь
Простить,
Остаться или уйти
Ну что мне делать, если это любовь
"Нет" не считается
Ведь я не доверяю словам
И мир не сошел с ума
Ведь и его придумал я сам
В кармане монета
В желудке текила, в руке телефон
И ты рядом где-то
И я, как дурак, под твоим окном
Пролетел
Я пролетел
Билеты в кассе, твое лицо на афише
Demons ❤ Imagine Dragons
Киндред/HumansTM & OTEveryone
I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide
So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made
Don’t want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don’t want to hide the truth
This is my kingdom come
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
The Futurekind ❤ Murray Gold
Instance of Badassery of Your Choosing
[instrumental]
Antebellum ❤ Vienna Teng
Вивиан/Кристоф/Вольфгер et al.
In the spring,
We climbed the rolling hills
And talked about our budding plans.
And we smiled,
Our faces like a mirror
Showing us our secret sides.
But then the fights...
The sharp words splintering the night,
How I couldn't be what you'd need...
But oh, how I could make you bleed...
I know the border lines we drew between us
Keep the weapons down,
Keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
Was never meant to see the light of our armistice.
But how much would I give to have it back again?
How much did we lose
To live this way?