I am nothing....

[maverickhunter8]

I think the only thing I've ever really felt is hate. I don't really understand other people. Everyone is says that they need someone else. I've never really felt that. So I decide to do some things I consider stupid. I throw myself at people in an attempt to feel it. I think I do for a while, but when I look back I realize I don't. I'm just

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[a_human_bean]

i think you are dilusional.
i feel the same way.
i can look at feelings. know where they are coming from and still choose to feel them. yet i feel them strongly. and i allow for bad feelings to take hold? why?
merely fun.
and if you think im a bad person then so be it.
but you are dilusional to think that you are the only one.

[a_human_bean]

I don't think I'm the only one. I just don't see how other people can do it. For me to not have control over what I feel would mean I would either be apathatic or hateful.

[a_human_bean]

and you are neither.
and who said anything about not having control.
i have control.
you are misreading the comment.

[maverickhunter8]

I'm not saying you don't. Now who is misreading the comment.