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Slumped through the day in a malaise, hardly speaking to anyone, with the exception of Jaime who never fails to intrigue me. And my math teacher, who like Lewis, has ridiculously strong beliefs in my math skills. I mean, yes, I talked to other people today. But those conversations have blended in with the rest of the banal conversations that I ( Read more... )

Portland gave me allergies. They have plagued me to the degree that I am unable to see clearly out of my right eye as a result of irritation.

Back in Oakland.

Eyes been growing plus en plus bloodshot as my sleeping schedule has been hacked back considerably. Here I am amidst the mid-terms. Finished writing an essay on post-modern feminist essays this morning at 3:30. I'm hoping the fact that I have a cool thesis and cite 8 sources (six of which, we didn't even cover in the class) helps to cover my ass. ( Read more... )

Dinner was inedible.

Dining hall food has been going down hill lately.

I think the girl who lives below me would agree, as I heard her puking about half and hour ago.

And AIM is majorly fucked up. I think it deleted my entire buddy list for some reason. God, fuck you, AOL. Bane of the internet's existence...

I just reorganized my desk:


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I'm cold. I need to fucking finish my French essay. Almost---------

ETA:

done.

C'est parfait.

So, the one lesbian in my hall doesn't feel accepted at Mills.

What the fuck?

Where is this radical women's college I was led into believing I attend?

I'm annoyed. I need more rigor.

Last night I started reading "The Woman Destroyed" by Simone de Beauvoir.

The sky is overcast, and although I have these lovely windows in my room, there is barely any natural light today.

without the flourescent light:


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I destroy the drawers of the brain, and those of social organization: to sow demoralization everywhere, and throw heaven's hand into hell, hell's eyes into heaven, to reinstate the fertile wheel of a universal circus in the Powers of reality, and the fantasy o every individual ( Read more... )