so hey,

if anyone noticed....i am gone.

i mean, just in case you were wondering.

oh. ok. you werent.

in sacramento, staring at a pcture of bush petting a turkey. the november page of the bush calandar....went through three days of watching varous skinned animals cooked, fried, baked and boiled. worst was the boiled. 'crab night' consists of taking live crab abd putting them in boiling water. everyone stands around and makes amazed comments about ( Read more... )

i am glad my last moments here were spent with you.

so i am leaving. for reals. i am turning away from my home. the road ahead is unfermilliar.

im already sending you my love

snow is falling and i am thinking about goodbyes ( Read more... )

i know what i suck at ( Read more... )

far away

not as far away as soon

but far

i am tired of everyone thinking i am incapable of making descisions for myself regarding travel, sex, self preservation and art ( Read more... )

its getting closer. i feel really dumb. i am not going to say anything i wanted to say before i leave...then when i cant say things i'll regret it ( Read more... )

body is tensing up ( Read more... )

me right now