I am working. I am not fighting with anyone. I am not obsessively trying to get into a relationship ( Read more... )

A heap of broken images, T.S. Elliot had it right ( Read more... )

A lot of good things have happened in my life lately. I haven't really enjoyed any of them because of my outlook on the events of my relationship with a lady friend. I've been wrapped up with the idea that she is avoiding me and making it impossible for me to see her, which may or may not be true. It does bother me when people do that and I've done ( Read more... )

There is light, and all living things strive for it. Not everyone knows that is what they are reaching for, but everyone strives for it just the same ( Read more... )

It's funny what a single negative view can do to your mood when the person is important to you.
It's also funny how little time it takes for someone's opinion to matter.

Worry gnaws.

It's kinda funny, I have people to talk to about everything except what I want to talk about.

I'm really excited for the first time in seven or so years. No doubts, no reservations, only hopes.

There are things I am worried about, I'm worried about smothering, I'm worried about whether she really feels the way I feel.

Life is odd.

It's been a long time since I missed somebody. It's been a really long time since I wanted to spent time with someone who doesn't mind spending time with me.

I miss that wanted feeling.

Amazing.

Comment and I will assign you a letter. In your journal, list 10 of your favorite songs that begin with that letter ( Read more... )

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Yay for emotions. I know everything will work out, but life pretty much sucks right now ( Read more... )