Snowflakes
Title: Snowflakes
Pairing: Haehyuk
Raiting: PG
Genre: angst, little romance
Summary: Hyukjae and Donghae met in park one day. Now they have broke up because of Donghae cheated Hyukjae. Hyukjae can't live with out Hae anymore and he wants Donghae back.
Don't look back and leave, don't find me again and live on. Because I have no regrets of loving you, take only the good memories. I can bear it in some way, I can stand in some way. You should be happy if you are like this...
I'm here again. Here where we met first time. Do you still remember that day or have you forget everything? if you have then let me remind you.
~♥~
It was day just like this: cold and rainy but still beautiful. I was sitting in bench and looking for snowflakes which fell down in peace. I wanted myself too be a snowflake. Live a life where wasn't suffering and if I would have melted I could have born again and fell down again.
You said that I looked like a snowflake because I was covered by a snow. You laughed when you said it. I fell in love your laugh. I had been sitting that bench quite a long time and I was freezing. But somehow your laugh and smile warmed me up. You noticed my chills and gave me your scarf and said that I need it more than you.
We sat there until the darkness covered the world and the coldness became unbearable. You waved your hand and disappeared to the darkness. I stood there with the smile on my face looking for you. After you vanished on my sight I looked to the sky and laughed the way I haven't laughed for a long time.
~♥~
You remember now? You remember how you make feel happiest person in the world? Because that it what I felt. Actually i felt like that every single day which we were together. Until the day when I found you together with that woman. You cheated me. You cheated even you knew that I would broke. I'm not a snowflake. I have to suffer all the tricks what life brings. I don't melt when I touch somebody. I feel the warmness of skin and I have a heart which pump blood to my veins which keep me alive and warm. You should have known that. You are human too. You should have known that my heart won't stop pumping even you broke that. It doesn't pump the way it pumped when we met but still it pumps. And it pumps because of you.
So please Donghae come back to me. I love you. Your my elixir which make me survive this cruel world. Please i can't live with out you. I need you. I forgive you. Please make me feel myself loved and warm again. I beg you Donghae. Please, please come back to me.
~♥~
I sit there and don't realize how the time moves on. It starts to be a really cold but I don't care. It feels like I have frOZEN on the bench. I can't leave even if I want want. Like something keep me sitting here even I want.
"You'll get sick if you keep sitting there." I don't turn my head and look who said it. I don't NEED to look because I know. You're standing there and looking me on your brown eyes. "Like you would care."
You sigh and sit beside me. I try to move away but you grab my hand and I petrify. My heart pumps at least hundred times faster than before. "You think that I don't care. You think that I don't love you. But the truth is that I love you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. But I understand if you can't forgive me and hate me. But please can you give me one last chance?"
Finally I turn to look you. You look exactly same than before. The only thing that have changed is the look in your eyes. You look sadder than before. And that makes me feel sad too.
"Donghae I.." I don't know what to say. I just look you and you look back. We just look each other and time goes on. Finally you rise and start to walk away. I takes me a moment to realize and I try to rise too. But my feet are numb for all sitting and I fall. You don't notice and keep walking. Again I look how you disappear to the darkness and I feel how the tears start to fall down on my face. I lost the chance to get you back. I'm so stupid.
"If I said that you will get sick when you sat on bench I didn't mean this." You smile and look me. You help me stand and help me flutter the snow of on me. "H-hae.. did you mean what you said before? That you love me. Because if you do I can give you a change. But if you don't please don't play my heart." Tears blur my eyes and I can't see the look on your face. But then you kiss me tenderly.
We stand there kissinG and hugging. "If you still think that I'm only playing then please think again. I fell in love to you when we met first time here in the same place." I feel my body warm up and I smile. "I love you lee Donghae."
A/N: IT'S SNOWING! or at least it snowed at morning :)
Pairing: Haehyuk
Raiting: PG
Genre: angst, little romance
Summary: Hyukjae and Donghae met in park one day. Now they have broke up because of Donghae cheated Hyukjae. Hyukjae can't live with out Hae anymore and he wants Donghae back.
Don't look back and leave, don't find me again and live on. Because I have no regrets of loving you, take only the good memories. I can bear it in some way, I can stand in some way. You should be happy if you are like this...
I'm here again. Here where we met first time. Do you still remember that day or have you forget everything? if you have then let me remind you.
~♥~
It was day just like this: cold and rainy but still beautiful. I was sitting in bench and looking for snowflakes which fell down in peace. I wanted myself too be a snowflake. Live a life where wasn't suffering and if I would have melted I could have born again and fell down again.
You said that I looked like a snowflake because I was covered by a snow. You laughed when you said it. I fell in love your laugh. I had been sitting that bench quite a long time and I was freezing. But somehow your laugh and smile warmed me up. You noticed my chills and gave me your scarf and said that I need it more than you.
We sat there until the darkness covered the world and the coldness became unbearable. You waved your hand and disappeared to the darkness. I stood there with the smile on my face looking for you. After you vanished on my sight I looked to the sky and laughed the way I haven't laughed for a long time.
~♥~
You remember now? You remember how you make feel happiest person in the world? Because that it what I felt. Actually i felt like that every single day which we were together. Until the day when I found you together with that woman. You cheated me. You cheated even you knew that I would broke. I'm not a snowflake. I have to suffer all the tricks what life brings. I don't melt when I touch somebody. I feel the warmness of skin and I have a heart which pump blood to my veins which keep me alive and warm. You should have known that. You are human too. You should have known that my heart won't stop pumping even you broke that. It doesn't pump the way it pumped when we met but still it pumps. And it pumps because of you.
So please Donghae come back to me. I love you. Your my elixir which make me survive this cruel world. Please i can't live with out you. I need you. I forgive you. Please make me feel myself loved and warm again. I beg you Donghae. Please, please come back to me.
~♥~
I sit there and don't realize how the time moves on. It starts to be a really cold but I don't care. It feels like I have frOZEN on the bench. I can't leave even if I want want. Like something keep me sitting here even I want.
"You'll get sick if you keep sitting there." I don't turn my head and look who said it. I don't NEED to look because I know. You're standing there and looking me on your brown eyes. "Like you would care."
You sigh and sit beside me. I try to move away but you grab my hand and I petrify. My heart pumps at least hundred times faster than before. "You think that I don't care. You think that I don't love you. But the truth is that I love you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. But I understand if you can't forgive me and hate me. But please can you give me one last chance?"
Finally I turn to look you. You look exactly same than before. The only thing that have changed is the look in your eyes. You look sadder than before. And that makes me feel sad too.
"Donghae I.." I don't know what to say. I just look you and you look back. We just look each other and time goes on. Finally you rise and start to walk away. I takes me a moment to realize and I try to rise too. But my feet are numb for all sitting and I fall. You don't notice and keep walking. Again I look how you disappear to the darkness and I feel how the tears start to fall down on my face. I lost the chance to get you back. I'm so stupid.
"If I said that you will get sick when you sat on bench I didn't mean this." You smile and look me. You help me stand and help me flutter the snow of on me. "H-hae.. did you mean what you said before? That you love me. Because if you do I can give you a change. But if you don't please don't play my heart." Tears blur my eyes and I can't see the look on your face. But then you kiss me tenderly.
We stand there kissinG and hugging. "If you still think that I'm only playing then please think again. I fell in love to you when we met first time here in the same place." I feel my body warm up and I smile. "I love you lee Donghae."
A/N: IT'S SNOWING! or at least it snowed at morning :)