i am overwhelmingly incomplete. the emotion is ravaging my mind and spirit. the solution is simple, yet illusive. peace, love, companionship. the most intricate of emotions. it’s like breathing into a plastic bag, recycling exhausted air. longing for the moment, leaping at every chance for a breathe of fresh life. finding nothing but disappointment ( Read more... )

wow. four years. i was in television production class. time keeps right on truckin.

in need of a distraction.. accomplice?

what wrong turn did we make that lead us where we are right now? how did we arrive to a point where people in america are dying because they can’t find anything to eat; and a staple of life like gasoline is constrained? politics has screwed a lot of people over. good people, with good ideas are not executing their best efforts for the people ( Read more... )

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went to church tonight. lots of thoughts. lots. no time now, must study soon. hopefully tomorow i can record them thoroughly. dad is down.. its shitty. i gotta figure him out. i want to do some business. i love apple but the retail future is far too dull for the effort and (more importantly) the time im putting into it. i love expose so much when i ( Read more... )

SUCCESSS!!!!! through much trial and error i figured out the formatting code for the "Notes" on my fone. so now i can save any text file on my computer, bluetooth it to my fone and read it there. o yea, ebooks on the phone :) grocery list, class schedule, etc. no need for paper. holllerrrrr!

this song is amazingly relaxing. sweet dreams.

sweet how i hav a $900 chaise lounge with a neat lamp over it for reading and such.. yet i'm confined to my bedroom, moving lamps around so i can see the pages. option b: fake a smile and look for tomorrow.

i miss u!!!!!