I have this horrible sick feeling in my stomach right now... and my mind keeps wandering darker and darker and I'm failing 2 casses and I need to graduate and.... jesus. I'm a wreck. A total wreck. Let me out, let me just leave already.

LET ME OUT!!!

I'll admit I've been angry with my parents before. And I admit that often I overreacted. I might even admit I'm overreacting a little right now, but I swear to god, I want to run away from home. Not leave school or anything, just go live with someone else for a while... Just to get away from my father. He decided that it would be a good idea to ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure this is my first update on my laptop, which is weird since I've had it for almost a week now... Anyways, there's very little going on here, as usual... Worked all 3 nights this weekend, stayed at least 30 minutes late all 3 times, and still have no raise to show for it... oh well, all in due time. My step-mom was just a total bitch ( Read more... )

what the fuck is wrong with me?

OHHHH man... there is so much that I have to do.... not. I feel completely useless right now, cause my parents make too much money for finacial aid, but not enough to pay for Occidental... So as it is right now, Whittier is my college. I'll probly send in my acceptance to them on friday or so... there's just zero hope to get the money for oxy ( Read more... )

Ok, so I woke up this morning, took a shower, opened a letter I'd gotten from Whittier College yesterday, and got a $13,000 DOLLAR A YEAR SCHOLARSHIP to go there.

Went to school, told everyone there, came home AND GOT INTO OCCIDENTAL, MY TOP CHOICE SCHOOLCall both my parents and found out that my mother's mom, my nana, has breast cancer ( Read more... )

I just thought I'd let ya'll know, IO'm gonna be in town for April 1th - 17th as well as may 26th - june 1st, which is also, I believe, during Prom. Anyone need a date? cause I kinda wanna go...

I had strep on monday, missed tuesday for it as well, went to half of wednesday, and skipped today. And I wonder why I didn't get into UCSC or CLA? well, UCLA was an obvious rejection... got into Whittier though, so I do have at least ONE acceptance ( Read more... )

holy fuck... I'm 18. this feels weird. I can go buy cigarettes while looking at porn in a strip club. w00t ( Read more... )

fucking long day... but oh well, could've been worse ( Read more... )