So there's events whirling around and I have no clue what to make of them. Is it or isn't it? Can it or can't it? Will it unfold the way I want it to? WIll I play my cards just right? Will everything go exactly right and make me the happiest person alive? Or will it explode in my face? Or will it fall into nothingness ( Read more... )

sometimes I wish i could crawl into a corner and die. Now is one of those times ( Read more... )

OKAY! quick recap of my weekend ( Read more... )

I am tired.beat.worn.drained.through.done.sore.aching.sleepy.dead. please leave comments of love and laughter so that my morning will be filled with sunshine and marshmallows. hooray!

I am tired... 5 hours of play rehearsals since wednesday, another 3 tomorrow, after I take the ACT. Danielle claims that she doesn't want a relationship right now because she's "too busy" and my sister told me to stop acting interested, which I'm tryign hard to do, but I like her so much. I amd physically, emotionally, and overall entirely drained ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

ok...so remember that girl? yeah. the one who confused me lots and lots? Well, I asked her for a ride home today, she gave me one, as I was getting out I kept thinking "should I try to kiss her? or no? or yes? or no?" etc. etc. etc.... and and and and...and so I told her "The only thing I'm really thinking about right now is whether or not I should ( Read more... )

ok, WHAT the hell is the point of being so freaking complicated? Girls? Anyone, help me out? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!?! I wish I could read girls' minds >.<

I give up.