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if I said I didn't miss you already I would be lying ( Read more... )

Anyone who DOESN'T see Batman Begins I will personally sodomize with my 9 inch penis. or maybe something less grotesque but I assure you, it will hurt! it is AMAZING!!! the dialogue is so well writtien, the scenery, the special effect, the characters are deep, there is NO emphasis on the love story and BY GOD the cating is PERFECT!!!!! I almost wet ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last final, History, 1:30 PM. Hardest one by far. but man, my LAST final. LAST ONE. EVER AT POLY. thursdya, relax and sleep, friday, field day and then..ROSS'S!!!!!!!!! Oh man I'm so fucking excited, HAHA!!! and whoever wants to come back to my house after, my parents arn't home. I'm not supposed to be there, but what the hell, ya ( Read more... )

Right before I started to write this entry I started crying. And I'm still crying now. I mean, what else can I do. I have two weeks left of living in Brooklyn, then I'm...gone.....Jesus. I don't think you guys can comprehend how much I'll miss you. I've been at Poly longer than any other school since 4th grade. And there is nothing that could ever ( Read more... )

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it's funny really. History really does repeat itself. I'm fine, but...well. I don't want to say wnything in this. I want to tell the people I love my news. And it's still not totally definite, but it's about 95%. I love you guys. remember that.

I'm going to begin taking Welbutrin as of wednesday (anti-depressant meds). Hopefully they'll help. Met with Mark Wilson, my new therapist, on tuesday. He's cool. Funny and I think seriously ADD (though he said he thought I was ADD too and the welbutrin will help with that too). But a cool guy ( Read more... )

holy fuck that was really fucking close... I kept trying to talk to everyone, but noone was picking up their freaking phones. Then when I didn't want to talk, people start calling me... God I just want to spill it out, let everyone know. Why was no one there when I wanted them to be? When I needed them most?

Something is wrong. It's going very very wrong and it's beginning to get to be dangerous for me. Oh god I was so close today....so close...What is wrong? Why is this happeneing again??