"Maybe.We.Don't.Understand.Love"

[may_unleashed]

Fic: Maybe.We.Don't.Understand.Love

Fandom: D.Gray-Man

Pairing: Kanda/Allen...Allen/Kanda too.

Prompts: 13 Dubious Love prompts.

Rating: M

Summary: "...the evidence of battle sorrow in those eyes"

Comments

[thi_hoai]

This is quite lovely, here. All seems to ring true.

Thank you for sharing. :)

[may_unleashed]

Thank you for your nice comment! I am glad you think they sound true for these exorcists.

[nobeansprout]

<3
I love it!

[may_unleashed]

AND I LOVE YOU!!

Everything okay over there

*luvs*

[a1y_puff]

*needs an Allen hugging Kanda icon*

Aww~ these are just LOVE <3
And sad at times, especially the part where Allen thought he couldn't catch Kanda's heart and Kanda thought that Allen could at least posses 'that' part of him since what was left of his soul belonged to the flowers. >.<

The 2nd paragraph in Seconds pulled at my heartstring a little too hard. But the last drabble just made me want to say 'Aww~' <3

[may_unleashed]

*blushing*

For Ali-chan to be reviewing!! *is happy*

I am glad you like them, dear. I had to actually try hard to stop the angst in some of them. I really need to stop killing my characters so often. I am getting way to comfortable with it.

Kanda, to me, seems irrationally afraid of giving more of himself of what it's outside of his body. It's like he has already given everything corporeal to the Order and this War, and the other part of him...well, he does not know what to do with it.

Thus maybe they don't...understand...

Thanks for stopping by! *chuu*

[a1y_puff]

:D
Of course I reviewed. I love your fics <3

Hahah.. Well, angst is nice, indeed, though too much of it might tire you emotionally (I sometimes get emotionally tired reading fics that keep tugging at my heartstrings. But it seems I'm a maso coz I keep coming back to this kind of fics XD).

Aah, yes, I think I can see him like that. And the 'they don't understand', I kind of get it. It's not that they can't feel 'love', it's more like they don't know what exactly they're feeling and how to deal with it......I guess? ^^;

[may_unleashed]

Thanks! <3<3

Enjoying a bit of pain and heartache seems to be a shared hobby of us, then. I guess it's because that it makes you appreciate the sporadic fluff and romance more.

When a manga/anime actually has a happy ending, I feel ready to burst with happiness. Because I am always expecting my loved ones to die or suffer.

Yes, that's it exactly! You do understand! It's not that they don't feel love, but the emotion is so overwhelming and out of place in their world...it's beautiful ly sad.

[ludicmelody]

Lovely. I think you caught every aspect of them, and then some. Especially loved 11 and 12.

[may_unleashed]

Thanks so much for your comment. It makes me very happy when I see other great writers and great reviewers reading these small stories.

N° 11 and 12 were born from a mental image that teared me up. So I am very grateful for you saying that.

[hakasha]

oh, Allen, Kanda. *huuuuugs them both*

no. 12 made my poor heart feel very tiny in my chest. Such a thing must be terrible indeed...

thank you for writing this. ^^

[may_unleashed]

Thanks so much, dear.

I am glad to see you around here!

I am sorry for the tiny heart feeling. But I can relate. These two, and mostly Kanda, make my heart ache every time.

It must be terrible for Allen, indeed. He's the kind of person who would rather die to save others.

Unfortunately, Kanda is that same kind of fighter too. So their love is a cruel thing for them both.