In high school, I believe that there is ultimately no such thing as "love" in relationships. You may say that you love your partner, but isn't that what's expected? Kind of? If anything, it's just a really strong like. Like a middle school crush times ten. But it's not love.
However that doesn't stop me from not believing in high school relationships period. Had that been the case, I'd be a complete and utter hypocrite. Why? Because I myself am in a relationship.
Sounds so crazy after that short little paragraph about how there's no such thing as love in high school relationship, huh? But whatever. I don't love him; but I really like him. A lot. It scares me how much I do, how much he affects me. But I actually don't think I'd have it any other way.
And thus, I now bring the reader to the song "World Turns" by Secondhand Serenade. Again, the lyrics are slightly altered to situate me, but yeah. It's an overall sad song for sad people, and normally I might look and feel it as it was written. But this time? Not really. With the changes, it could probably be seen as a sad song, but I'm actually happy. This is one of my happy songs.
Disclaimer: I don't own the song or band or lyrics or anything.
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Turn slowly,
each day's so fast,
and I hadn't had the strength.
All I saw,
was broken glass,
with tiny shards of pain.
Now change is coming my way,
and I can feel the difference,
I don't feel the same.
"Hold structure,
don't let life pass,
let yourself be free.
Cause you're much more,
forget the past," you said,
"I'm not your enemy."
Now change is coming my way,
and I can feel the difference,
I don't feel the same.
It's quiet,
It's calm now,
I'm waiting,
for you to catch me.
You showed me,
that I need hope,
and I need change,
to know how it feels to not be alone..
How does it feel, not being alone?
Now change is coming my way,
and I can feel the difference,
I don't feel the same.
It's quiet,
it's calm now,
I'm waiting,
for you to catch me.
You showed me,
That I need hope,
that I need change
I don't feel the same