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Thankfully, I'm not currently in a deep dark void that just randomly sneaks up on me. But I decided to post this song anyways :3 It's "Turn it Off" by Paramore. The lyrics this time are hardly altered because that's just how greatly this song applies to me in those depressive moods.
Disclaimer: I don't own the song, lyrics or band.
I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
I'm headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom
The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone, I look up to see I'm breaking and bending
Why would I take shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero?
Well, I can see behind the curtain
The wheels are cranking, turning
It's all wrong, the way I'm working
Towards a goal that's non-existent
It's not existent, but I'll just keep believing
(some parts repeat)