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mayalin

Cancer Sucks

Aug 07, 2007 10:19

So, in the "Cancer Sucks" category, it's back. Well, it never really went away. But now I have a new tumor, and it's growing faster than the stuff I've had. Looks like I'm up for a surgery/chemo/radiation cocktail within the month. It doesn't seem real, I'm pretty numb about the whole thing. Waiting for Dr. Butowski to call after he takes my ( Read more... )

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jkpolk August 7 2007, 17:33:23 UTC

*HUG*

mayalin August 7 2007, 17:46:49 UTC

Thanks Andrea. *hug* back to you.
You know I've been thinking a lot lately about what your sister went through and compared it to my situation. Very different, of course. But I've wondered if you've had a bit of resentment in your heart for me, since I have the benefit of the ability to get things done and make plans in my life now, before I go. Of course she didn't have that, although she also didn't spend years and years riding the cancer rollercoaster. I don't know, and I hope that this doesn't push too many buttons for you....

jkpolk August 7 2007, 18:23:55 UTC

Oh honey NO. Never. The two are unrelated in my heart and mind. rftgggggggggggggyujhhh (Shelby decided to walk across my keyboard and add that. I believe it translates to "PSHAW, woman" :) )

My grief for her and feeling of being robbed has no impact on my sympathy for you and what you're going through.

mayalin August 7 2007, 18:30:09 UTC

Thanks. If it did affect your feelings, I wouldn't blame you, but I guess I'm glad that it doesn't. Also, especially glad that Shelby's backing you up on that one. :)
In any case, please know that you are frequently on my mind and that I'm sending you good energy.
*hugs*

ginamariewade August 8 2007, 00:17:20 UTC

I'm sorry.

I wish you the strength to handle all of this.

mayalin August 8 2007, 00:26:51 UTC

Thank you so much. Your response means a lot!

mocksie August 8 2007, 13:41:29 UTC

Sad, sucky news. We're pulling for you. Thank you for posting.

mayalin August 8 2007, 14:06:45 UTC

Thanks Shannon!

crookedheart August 9 2007, 04:09:33 UTC

*hugs* and *love*

i'm thinkign good thoughts for you and also, aside from the obvious health concerns i REALLY hope this doesn't mess with thailand.

mayalin August 9 2007, 14:28:49 UTC

Thanks so much, Renita. :)

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