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Leaving for the beach in a few minutes. Going to be there untill sometime tomorrow. Chloe can go so I am peeing in my pants from excitement.

Ren is such a good date. I enjoyed last night thoroughly.

Little darling
The smiles returning to the faces
Little darling
It seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, do do do do
Here comes ( Read more... )

Its 93 degrees. Ohgod.

Yesterday was good. It wasnt spectacular, but it was just really good. Chloe, I really hope you can come to the beach, you need a small break with people who love you to the stars. I felt frustrated after your talk at the park, because I just cant see how people would not want you in their lives. So get someone to handle ( Read more... )

I almost hate myself for that pang of lonliness today. I miss him. I miss my friends too. Even though they are all so close I feel like there is a six foot cement wall between us. Between everyone. I just want to say all the things I should say to all of them. But my mouth is shut. Like always.

I realized today just how boring I have become. Or ( Read more... )

I am blowing away. Melting from frustration. I dont even know what I'm so frustrated about. In my last entry I seemed hopeful. I hate how my emotions switch so frequently. God, someone just kill me for feeling so emotional. I want to sleep for days and lounge around and not worry about anything. I am hungry but everything I look at makes me want to ( Read more... )

slow day. And I feel sick.

I'm getting bored of being bored. I'm starting to miss nick.

and I havent hung out with chloe in forever.

why is the weather so yucky.

I got tickets for Bright eyes in October for my birthday.

and I hear your name,
no nothing has changed.

Man, whos a couch potato? miss maya is a couch potato. Wait, is it potato or potatoe. Fuck. Its such a funny looking word. I havent done anything all weekend. I had to help my mom baby sit Alistair yesterday, then I didnt feel well, and today I sat on my ass and tried to clean. I owe my mom 70 bucks.

I feel like this summer is going too fast. ( Read more... )

It feels like I havent updated in a year. But its only been a month or so maybe? Its because I havent had a computer almost all summer. But my genious brother fixed are old one so now I can finally update this stupid thing. But really, in the past few weeks, not alot has happened. Except for the fair. The fair was extremly good. Nick is in Canada ( Read more... )

I am too exhausted to move. I couldnt sleep last night at all, niether could my mom. So we stayed up and watched bad tv. I finally fell asleep around 4 then had to get up at 9 for a tutoring appointment. First I fail math in school. Now I dont understand summer school. So I have to do tutoring twice a week. What fun. Then I had summer school. ( Read more... )

Im at the beautiful Jayme's right now with Trina. I'm eating a lolly and listening to funny music. We just got back from Art in the Vinyard. Then around 8 we are going over to Ren's with kiyo and Nick. A little fire outside and fireworks...ah ( Read more... )